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My name is Niall James Horan. Or at least it was. Chances are, if you’re reading this, I’m not alive anymore, so there’s no point pretending. If I am still alive and your name isn’t Niall James Horan, and you’ve stumbled across this somehow, turn back now. I’m serious. Put this down and walk away. You’ll be much happier. Just erase it from your mind, forget about it. Everything will be so much better that way.
Or the one where Niall's diary keeps all of his deepest, darkest, most well-guarded secrets.
Massive trigger warnings for eating disorders, depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, borderline personality disorder, and mental illness. PLEASE DO NOT READ if this may be triggering in any way.
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Louis Tomlinson loved many things. However there was one thing that Louis Tomlinson didn’t love but rather, he hated with a burning passion. And that thing was a boy by the name of Niall Horan-Tomlinson.
Or the one where Louis Tomlinson had the perfect life until his family finds out that his father had had an affair, which resulted in a bastard child by the name of Niall. Louis thought his family would be able to move past this unpleasant surprise. But when Niall's mother dies and the boy is forced to come live with the Tomlinson's, Louis' life as he knew it is threatened and he must learn to love the boy who nearly ruined his family before it's too late.
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He loved the emptiness that filled him. He loved curling up at night and just relishing in the hollow emptiness inside of him. Because he knew what this emptiness was. He knew exactly what it came from. It came from him not eating. And Niall loved that.
Or the one where Niall has an eating disorder and is addicted to being empty inside.
Massive trigger warnings for eating disorders. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE ANY POSSIBILITY OF BEING TRIGGERED!!!!
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Harry adored him. Harry was so good to him and Harry loved him so much. And Niall wanted that to be enough. He wanted it to be enough so goddamn fucking badly. But it wasn’t. It just wasn’t.
Or the one where Niall loves Harry, but his Depression is insurmountable.
Trigger warnings for mental illness and suicide. Please do not read if you have any chance whatsoever of being triggered by this.
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- Part 1 of Louder Than Love
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And Harry felt like he was falling apart at the seams. He was trying so hard to keep Niall from splintering into a million tiny pieces, that he himself was beginning to crack. He couldn’t sleep. He couldn’t eat. All he could think about was Niall and how much he needed him to be okay, how much he needed for him to come back.
Or the one where Niall is breaking and Harry is trying his best to save him.
PLEASE NOTE: This is a rewrite/alternative version of my work, An Ocean Of Stars
Massive trigger warnings for eating disorders, depression, suicide, and mental illness. PLEASE DO NOT READ if this may be triggering in any way.
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The sparse touches and gentle pats became more frequent.
He never felt capable of making an adult so proud. Sirius didn’t know that he was capable of being so good—that he was good enough to be liked by an adult that much. The man meant so much to Sirius, that he didn’t question it when his touches began to linger.
They remained long, much longer than he had seen any adult touch a child. It made Sirius feel victorious, like he wasn’t as bad as he thought. He felt great satisfaction in how special it made him feel.
Then it all quickly changed.
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Bookmarked by Act More Like A Dog Sirius (LiaIsInLove)
22 Jul 2024
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it's the house, Remus thinks, that is making them terrible, it must be
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22 Jul 2024
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As the rising threat of war spreads across Wizarding Britain, Aberforth Dumbledore’s ward starts school under the shadow of a secret.
(An exercise in alternatives: a look at a universe where Sirius, not Remus, was the one bitten by Fenrir Greyback as a child.)
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- Part 1 of a world in a glimpse (little AUs)
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15 Jul 2024
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Bolin pulls his brother from the mech-suit right before it explodes, but that doesn't mean they both leave unscathed.
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22 Mar 2024
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He’d asked, once or twice, where he was getting the money to feed them, because even if they went hungry sometimes, they never starved. Mako had shrugged and told him not to worry about it, and so Bolin didn’t.
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In which Mako did a little more than just running numbers for the triple threat triad, and Bolin finds out.
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