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A series of one shots that follow Clarke and Lexa as they navigate motherhood with their three children: Aden and the twins, Madi and Becca.
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12 Nov 2024
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One shot collections for the bought, owned, earned series
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- Part 4 of bought, owned, earned
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12 Nov 2024
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“Tell me,” Neytiri commands gently.
Jake’s hand squeezes tightly around hers for a brief moment before it relaxes, as if in defeat.
“Afterward…I tried to get Lo’ak to leave me there on the ship,” he tells her, his voice almost at a whisper. “I wanted him to leave me because I didn’t think I deserved to live. I thought I needed to die. I…I wanted to die, Neytiri.”
Her entire body goes cold, and her brain struggles to comprehend exactly what he’s saying. It’s unfathomable to her. Jake wanted to die? Her brave, strong, reckless, big-hearted mate who never gives up on anything ever – not even an eating competition with his children – decided he was done living?
Neytiri stares at his bent head, frozen in shock and confusion and disbelief.
Jake takes another breath. “If Lo’ak hadn’t fought to keep me going, I wouldn’t be here right now.”
Or: Jake finally tells Neytiri about what happened on the tulkun ship.
[Companion fic to When I Look At You, I See Myself (and what a terrible thing to be)]
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- Part 2 of Our Greatest Strength
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31 Aug 2024
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The nightmares follow Jake into his new body.
In hindsight, it’s obvious his trauma and PTSD won’t be gone now just because he’s permanently in his Avatar – his memories are the only thing he brought with him and they are the reason for his nightmares – but for some reason, he’s still surprised.
He foolishly hoped that everything would be better once he was free of his human body as if he could shed his past as easily as he shed his pink skin. It was a naive thought.
The thick, woven sides of the marui seem to loom closer and closer to the sleeping mat where he and Neytiri lie. Jake’s heart thumps in his chest and he suddenly feels like they’re going to collapse down on top of him. He needs to get out – he needs a breath of fresh air to remind himself that he’s not actually suffocating.
If he doesn’t get out now, he’s going to scream.
Or: Jake and Neytiri process their fear of losing each other through angsty comfort sex.
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- Part 9 of Our Greatest Strength
- Part 3 of Hunger
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31 Aug 2024
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Clarke doesn't have any tattoos, but the moment Raven drags her into Polis Tattoo, her eyes transfix on the artist inside, a sexy green-eyed brunette and Clarke can't help but decide on her first tattoo... on her hip.
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The one where Clarke is a hot mess and Lexa is cool and confident.
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27 Jan 2024