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• And now he breathes no more by Iwanttobejustme

  Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms  

  • Not Rated
  • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Dec 2019

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes & Sherlock Holmes
  • Mycroft Holmes & John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes
  • Sherlock Holmes
  • John Watson
  • Established Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Mycroft Being a Good Brother
  • Mycroft Feels
  • POV Mycroft Holmes
  • Protective Mycroft
  • Big Brother Mycroft Holmes
  • Afghanistan
  • John Watson in Afghanistan
  • War
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Not Really Character Death
  • Emotional Mycroft Holmes
  • Mycroft's Umbrella
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
  • Slash
  • Male Slash
  • Angst
  • Doctor John Watson
  • Captain John Watson
  • Alternate Universe
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Holmes Brothers
  • Brothers
  • Guilt

  Summary

  “John Watson’s death was my fault. According to Sherlock, it was I who pulled the trigger. Of course I actually didn’t, but I might as well have done it. For what it’s worth, I never regretted a single decision in my life more than that last one concerning John.

  ...

  I’ll never forget how I wasn’t able to utter a single sound because of my own shock. Frozen, incapable of doing anything, scared for the first time in a very long time.

  ...

  Doctor Watson breathed no more. And the fault was only mine."

  Series

  • Part 3 of Please, remember to breathe

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,188

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  13

  Kudos:

  178

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  3,002

• And John will cry buckets and buckets by Iwanttobejustme

  Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms, Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle  

  • Mature
  • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Mar 2018

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes & Sherlock Holmes
  • Sherlock Holmes
  • John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes
  • POV Sherlock Holmes
  • Established Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Sherlock Feels
  • Mind Palace
  • Sherlock's Mind
  • Sherlock's Past
  • Emotional Hurt
  • Emotional Roller Coaster
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Slash
  • Male Slash
  • Panic Attacks
  • Romance
  • Angst and Romance
  • Canon Divergence - His Last Vow
  • Canon Divergence - The Reichenbach Fall

  Summary

  "I’m on the rooftop, balancing on the edge, looking down the four story building. St. Bart’s? I’m always there, restraining myself from taking a fall, but always so appealing."

  My take on what was going on Sherlock's mind when Mycroft told him the surprising news.

  Sherlock POV

  Series

  • Part 2 of Please, remember to breathe

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  805

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  16

  Kudos:

  270

  Bookmarks:

  16

  Hits:

  4,775

• Please, remember to breathe by Iwanttobejustme

  Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  13 Mar 2018

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes & Sherlock Holmes
  • Sherlock Holmes & Greg Lestrade
  • Sherlock Holmes
  • John Watson
  • Mycroft Holmes
  • Greg Lestrade
  • Established Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Mycroft Being a Good Brother
  • Protective Mycroft
  • Big Brother Mycroft
  • Mycroft Feels
  • POV Mycroft Holmes
  • Greg Lestrade & Sherlock Holmes Friendship
  • clueless Greg
  • Afghanistan
  • John in Afghanistan
  • John Watson in Afghanistan
  • War
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Not Really Character Death
  • Emotional Sherlock
  • Crying Sherlock Holmes
  • Men Crying
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Slash
  • Male Slash
  • Romance
  • Angst and Romance
  • Brothers
  • Holmes Brothers

  Summary

  Mycroft has some news to deliver to his little brother. Tears and a new meeting after years apart. Mycroft POV.

  Series

  • Part 1 of Please, remember to breathe

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,413

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  545

  Bookmarks:

  61

  Hits:

  8,145

• You’ve dug your own grave, now lie in it by Iwanttobejustme

  Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  31 Dec 2017

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
  • Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
  • John Watson
  • Sherlock Holmes
  • Episode: s02e03 The Reichenbach Fall
  • Pre-Episode: s03e01 The Empty Hearse
  • John Watson Visits Sherlock Holmes's Grave
  • Sherlock Holmes's Grave
  • POV John Watson
  • Flashbacks
  • John Is So Done
  • Fed up John
  • No Slash
  • or use slash goggles

  Summary

  John's thoughts in front of Sherlock's grave.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  521

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  10

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  236