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    Perhaps it was the overwhelming stress of everything, or maybe it was the accumulation of years of repression that led him to pour out his innermost feelings during those sessions. He would throw himself into chaotic situations, how he wasn’t exactly so “accident prone” if he had put himself in those situations in the first place. The years of feeling completely empty had taken their toll on him, leading him to seek a sense of home in every place he went. The crippling fear of others leaving him—

    Buck probably should’ve seen the signs—no wonder he was so messed up in the head.

    Or,

    Fic about Buck being diagnosed with BPD.

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    29 Dec 2024

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    Buck kissed him. It didn’t feel like a declaration the way kisses usually do. It didn’t feel stifling. It felt like a plea. It felt like exactly what he said, like don’t go. Buck is still getting over Tommy, and Eddie is straight, and the two of them—it’s easy between the two of them.

    The engine roars and Buck turns to look at him, eyebrows raised as if asking if he’s ready. Eddie nods, swallows, and puts his head back. Buck kissed him, and they won’t talk about it, and Eddie’s fine with that because really, Buck’s the only thing that’s ever been easy for Eddie.

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    or Buck kisses Eddie in LA. Eddie kisses Buck in El Paso. They figure out what that means somewhere along the way to bringing Chris back home.

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    28 Dec 2024

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    As a masked killer preys upon the first responders of Los Angeles, Buck and Eddie are forced to reevaluate their feelings for each other amid the chaos.
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    It was someone with broad shoulders, dressed in dark pants and a dark jacket. They were wearing what looked like a black mask, and a black hood that covered most of their face.

    The person didn’t make a sound as they tightened their grip on the ax, pulling it from the shattered remains of the Jeep’s back window and sending shards of glass down onto the ground below. Buck was frozen in place as he watched the person standing over him, their chest rising and falling as they hefted the ax over their head.

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    28 Dec 2024

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    28 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Evan Buckley thought he knew pain when Eddie left him for El Paso to never come back.
    Five years later, struggling as a single father himself, he gets the call that his pseudo father, Bobby, has cancer.

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    28 Dec 2024

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