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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Mikey has a noise that digs into the front of his skull from the moment he wakes up to the second he passes out drunk at night.

    He thinks if only he can drown out the noise, with alcohol or clandestine blowjobs, maybe then he'll be messed up in the same way Pete is. A diagnosable cool that draws people in instead of repulsing them.

    (its 2005, a panic attack is coming down the tracks and Mikey is tied to the rails.)

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    25 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    "Frank?"

    Frank doesn't seem to react. Ray blinks. Looks even more closely. The muscles in Frank's neck are pulled taut. He inhales through his mouth, exhales again. Slowly. Controlled.

    Oh. Oh shit.

    "Frankie. Hey. Can you hear me?"

    For a terrifying fraction of a second Ray thinks that he again won't get an answer. Then, Frank nods a tiny nod. Okay. Okay, good. Ray can work with this.

    "Panic or pain?"

    Frank shrugs. His eyes squeeze shut, cheeks scrunching a little, and there's another controlled and even slower inhale. Frank holds his breath (one - two - three - four - five - six - seven seconds) and then exhales through his teeth with a small whooshing sound. His eyes open again.

    "Both," he rasps out.

     

    or frank always manages his pain on his own. ray wants him to know that he is allowed to ask for help.

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    25 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    It was supposed to be a quick job either way. Either Virgil would assassinate King Thomas of Prijaznia or he’d be caught and get executed. Yet, when Virgil gets the wrong bedroom and gets caught by Prince Logan and his future royal advisor, Patton, the job ends up getting way more complicated for the 14-year-old. He also ends up sleeping in a (actually pretty comfortable) closet for a few weeks...

    This is a prequel to Kill Dear, but both stories can be read independently.

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    20 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    It was too much.
    Mountain brought his hands up over his ears, dropping one briefly to yank open the sliding hallway door.
    It screeched in its track- he’d pulled it too hard. He recoiled, slamming his shoulder into the doorframe, and made a beeline for his room.

    Mountain needs some comfort, and the pack's more than happy to oblige.

    Containes descriptions based on author's experience with sensory overload and meltdowns.
    Fic title stolen from: Take Me Back To Eden - Sleep Token

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    23 Jul 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    When Imperator summoned a ghoul from the pit to help during tour something goes wrong and you're summoned instead. What will happen when a young ghoul is left all alone without a pack?

    Enjoy! \(^-^)/

    Put that in the notes instead of summary lmao
    I literally was so tired

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    23 Jul 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    Frank had been the first in the van that night, frustrated and on the verge of tears.

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    03 Jul 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    An assorted collection of (mostly unedited) stories of the ghouls during their time in the Ministry. May differ in ratings/tags/relationships/etc; probably won’t be updated regularly (but when is anything I write?).

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    21 Jun 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    Mountain is the ghouls’ unofficial therapist, which he’s totally fine with — he loves helping them or simply being a listening ear. If he fails to mention his own increasing anxiety and issues with self-worth, well. What the others don’t know won’t kill them, even if Mountain puts himself through the ringer in the meantime.

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    21 Jun 2024

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    19 Jun 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 24

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    Phantom and Aether are two of the closest brothers Hell had ever seen. They had relied on each other in all the years it had been just them two and loved each other more than anything. But Phantom watches as Aether gets summoned and suddenly they are forced to live without their brother, praying for the day they can join him. When Phantom feels that telltale ache begin to form in their chest, they give into the summoning willingly. However Phantom would never imagine what lay for them on the other side when they land on that altar…

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    19 Jun 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    When Alexis escapes from the iron fist of the cult he was born into, he never imagined that he would end up at a satanic church. After waking up in the medical wing of the church, his whole world is flipped upside down as they tumble into a world of music, magic, and possibly love. As Alexis learns more about this church, he is faced with a choice: join the satanic church and learn more about the mysterious man that saved his life, or leave and be free to live far from the reaches of the cult he escaped.

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    19 Jun 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Doesn’t sound like you’re ok to me. You know I've watched you wince and whine all through the practice, right?”

    Aether stayed silent and Swiss sighed.

    “C'mere.” He motioned. Aether got up and walked over to the multi ghoul, sitting down beside him. “Hand.” Swiss demanded.

    “Swiss, I swear I’m fi-”

    “Satanas, Aether, just give me your fucking hand, man.”

    OR

    Aether reaches his breaking point and needs Swiss to help put him back together.

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    18 Jun 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 16

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    After a fight with a group of boys, a teenage reader is left injured in the woods. Forced to recover in the Ministry, and with no home to return to, reader decides to stay; here, they learn to navigate years of trauma, homophobia and the general terrors of being a teenager.

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    18 Jun 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    Don't get bit.

    Doctor Death Defying has been stressing it on the radio as soon as this all started, as soon as they figured out thats how it spreads, it's been drilled into Ghoul's head so thoroughly he thinks he'll wake up and find he's inadvertently tattooed it on himself in his sleep. It's on his mind, its on all their minds, they're more careful than ever- but what does he do? He goes and gets fucking bit. Figures.

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    17 Jun 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    Thats another thing, everyone's always so.. gentle with him, after he comes back. They’re the ones that had to see him die again and they’re so broken but it's like they just know that he's even more so.

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    17 Jun 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    On the prince's birthday, he is meant to pick a spouse. To Crowley's shock, he holds out a rose to him.

    How will they navigate the way of the royal family, if Crowley can't even navigate the way of his own?

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    07 May 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    As seconds tick on, William feels his hair prickle the back of his sweaty neck. God not now.

    Vampire senses alert William to lurking threats, to conversations metres and metres away, allow him to sniff out blood from a mile. Vampire senses are a blessing. Mostly.

    But sometimes they're a curse. Noises are louder, painful even. Sensations creep up his skin. And sometimes it all just becomes too much.

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    Moments of weakness creep up on everyone, even powerful vampires with hundreds under their command. As much as William would like to deny it, Gabe helps.

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    21 Apr 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 3

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    November 29th, 2016

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    19 Mar 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    Everything I’ve written for this is all 98% angst why does it have such a goofy title.

    Also sorry wall of tags I lack the ability to shut up

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    12 Mar 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    “How does getting worse mean I’m doing better?”
    ———
    Or: Ghoul gets its period. And hugs and cuddles and kisses and chocolate to make up for that.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    4
    Hits:
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    11 Mar 2024

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