16 Bookmarks by Hansimglueck
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and you kissed me in a way that’s gonna screw me up forever by asteriasera
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Dec 2023
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“I just…I miss kissing.”
And Eddie knows he shouldn’t say it, shouldn’t even be thinking it, but when Buck’s sitting like that, looking unfairly good in a white shirt that stretches over his shoulders and leaves little to imagination, he can’t stop himself from wanting it more than he’s ever wanted something before.
“You should kiss me,” he says, because he’s stupid with want, but when Buck’s gaze flickers to his lips, he knows he’s screwed if Buck kisses him.
[A few months after breaking up with Natalia, Buck mentions he misses kissing during the annual Grant-Nash Christmas party. Eddie, of course, offers to kiss him, and things spiral from there.]
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03 Nov 2024
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“Hey,” Eddie says gently, and Buck blurts out, “I’m sorry.”
Eddie’s smile turns confused. “What?”
“I’m sorry for this,” Buck says, gesturing at the mess of clothes strewn around the floor. Eddie’s staring at him with his brows furrowed, and Buck continues hastily, “I didn’t mean for it to happen; I think I just let the talk of being single get to my head last night.”
“Buck–”
“It doesn’t have to mean anything; I mean, we were just lonely. Right?” Eddie stares at him, and Buck tries again, “Right?”
Something complicated crosses over Eddie’s eyes, but it happens so fast that Buck can’t read it. Eddie opens his mouth, then closes it, then sighs and nods stiffly, folding his arms across his chest. “Yeah. It meant nothing.”
[Buck and Eddie hook up after Maddie and Chim’s wedding, then spend an inordinate amount of time not talking about what it means until the universe decides to intervene.]
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27 Oct 2024
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tell me that i’m all you want (even when i break your heart) by asteriasera
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Mar 2024
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“You never– I didn’t know that, Buck! I didn’t know you loved me!”
“What do you mean?” Buck demands, finally ungluing himself from the ground to step forward. “You had to have known!”
“If I had known that you loved me the way I loved you then I wouldn’t have let you walk away!” Eddie shouts, clawing at the stained fabric of his shirt.
“I thought you knew!”
[Buck and Eddie kiss one night, fall in love and don’t say it, then forget to fall out of it when they break up and try to move on with their lives.]
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22 Oct 2024
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Buck and Eddie married young, barley out of high school and in love. the couple that everyone assumed would last forever.
emphasis on 'assumed'
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Evan has made a new life for himself in New York, attempting to leave his old one in Texas behind. However, after almost ten years away from home, his new fiancé wants to get married, leaving Evan no choice but to return to his home state and get his stubborn husband to finally sign the divorce papers.
a buddie sweet home alabama au
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- English
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- 43,327
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- 15/15
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09 Oct 2024
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He could talk to Frank about it, but would Frank even be able to help? What was Frank going to say? “Hey, Eddie, you’re super homophobic and hate your best friend!”? No, because Eddie was not homophobic! Dear god, he could not keep going over and over this in his head.
Eddie was not homophobic. He couldn't be. There had to be another reason he was being so weird.
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Or Buddie Week 2024 Day 4: Because I Fucking Love You
- Language:
- English
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- 2,590
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- 1/1
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- 9
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- 172
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- 27
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05 Oct 2024
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it's been building up inside of me (for oh I don't know how long) by heir2slytherin
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jun 2024
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Eddie hummed in response. “How does it work?”
“Well, it’s completely anonymous,” Hen began, which she knew Eddie would appreciate. “It’s for you to say what you need to say and read what other people have to say. It’s a place for you to feel seen without actually being seen.”
“Is that the tagline?” Eddie asked with a smirk.
Hen grinned. “No, but isn’t that a good one?”
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Sailor409 knows he's in love with his best friend but he needs some help with everything else in his life; BeachBoy118 knows he's bi and doesn't think there's anything else he needs to learn.
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29 Sep 2024
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When the 118 find out about Buck’s secret thirst account on Instagram – to raise fire safety awareness, obviously – they make fun of him the appropriate amount and move on. Eddie, who has had some recent and birthmark-shaped revelations about his feelings, finds it a little harder to do the same.
Of course, Eddie would never invade Buck’s privacy by searching for and finding the anonymous account. Or looking at all the uploaded photos late at night. Or even directly messaging Buck’s secret account. That would be weird, because he’s certainly not planning on doing anything about his newfound attraction.
However, anonymous account @elbombero118 has no such limitations.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 3
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- 458
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29 Sep 2024
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a thousand words (and then some) by tawaifeddiediaz for starkvandyne
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Apr 2022
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When Buck and Eddie get roped into a photoshoot for the friend of a friend, neither of them expect what they'll have to do.
Or what it'll cost for their relationship.
Or, the photoshoot fic that got a little angsty, then a little sexy.
(Link to a no-smut version included in beginning notes!)
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25 Sep 2024
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“He baby-trapped you,” the man said with a misplaced confidence that was almost impressive, “that’s fucked up, man.”
Buck blinked. Then blinked again. Then, “Uh... no. No, that’s not—”
“Shut it, Benji, that’s not what happened,” the other robber scowled, no longer trying to pretend he wasn’t eavesdropping. “They’re both dudes. A dude can’t baby-trap another dude.”
“Of course they can. Equal rights and shit! That’s what the parades are for.”
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There's a hostage situation at the bank and Buck is forced to reevaluate his relationship with Eddie (and vice versa).
- Language:
- English
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- 34,247
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 4
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- 366
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19 Sep 2024
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The thing was, the 118 was full of gossips.
Eddie had been at the station less than a week before Hen and Chim wrangled details about his “hot young thing” from him (“Buck is only 4 years younger than me, he is not a ‘hot young thing’!” Eddie complained.)
And Bobby was open about his worries for his son’s lack of direction and the secrets he appears to be keeping (“I just wish I could help Evan find the thing that gives him purpose,” Bobby lamented.)
It just made it all the more ridiculous (and horrifying) when Eddie realizes he’s been dating his Captain’s son this whole time (“Defiling his baby,” Chimney cackled, because he clearly wanted Eddie murdered.)
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Or, the AU where miscommunication abounds as Eddie seeks advice about his new relationship, Bobby despairs over his adopted son's career prospects and his refusal to talk about it, and Evan Buckley-Nash juggles training at the fire academy, building a family with his new boyfriend, and trying to work out how to tell his overprotective dad that he's already chosen the life he wants, actually.
It takes a goddamn tsunami, of all things, to get the story straight.Series
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- English
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- 60,866
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 6
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- 1,133
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01 Sep 2024
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Buddie fic. Mysterious gifts start appearing at the firehouse for Buck from a secret admirer, but as the gifts get progressively more sinister and the 118 grow increasingly worried, they must uncover the mystery before someone close to them gets seriously hurt, or worse. Protective!Eddie. Established Buddie relationship. Follows on from Turning Point but can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 2 of Once Upon a Buddie
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 34,331
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 185
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- 771
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- 140
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- 18,933
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20 Aug 2024
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Buddie fic. Established relationship. Tragedy strikes the 118, and they are forced to bury one of their own. Eddie struggles to deal with the grief but fate brings him across the path of someone, suffering memory loss, who looks a little too much like Buck. Can his heart take the possibility of losing Buck twice?
- Language:
- English
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- 32,387
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 200
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- 926
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12 Aug 2024
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Listen - the panic attack Buck had, it was fully justified. As far as he knew, it was 2021 - and Eddie was standing next to him, telling him that he’d forgotten the last three years of his life. He felt he deserved a moment to have a panic attack, thank you very much.
or - after an accident at work, Buck forgets the last three years of his life. Mentally, he's back in 2021 and in the midst of a failing relationship with Taylor - but actually, its 2024 and he's married to his best friend, Eddie. Navigating amnesia is pretty heavy work, as it turns out.
- Language:
- English
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- 20,353
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- 1/1
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- 126
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11 Aug 2024
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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- English
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- 39,205
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 156
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08 Aug 2024
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There’s a new resident moving into the suite across from Buck’s.
“What’s his name?” Buck asks.
“Eddie Diaz,” Nurse Corra tells him.“Hey, you know Eddie is also a retired firefighter."
Eddie Diaz, new recruit, a voice echoes in his mind.
“Huh.” Buck says. "Never heard of him."
- Language:
- English
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- 26,249
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- 1/1
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- 340
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- 2,166
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08 Aug 2024
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“Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”
Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.
“That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.
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or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.
- Language:
- English
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- 27,258
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 4
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- 488
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- 14,281
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08 Aug 2024