HamatoGrayson
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OCD can make it impossible to do anything..including finishing stressful assignments.
A projection of what it's like (from my specific experience) when OCD is too much and sometimes you just need to look after yourself first.
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I just watched 'Dirty Filthy Love' yesterday (technically today; it was 2 in the morning whoopsss..), and it pushed me to post and share one of my old one shots I wrote years back during the worst of my OCD, when I was dealing with it secretly by myself. I still majorly struggle with speaking about it due to the little knowledge of OCD. OCD Awareness, awayyyy
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Guidance Needed by Akira_of_the_Twilight
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel (Movies)
25 May 2016
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A sentinel could spend most of their early years without a guide. By their mid-thirties if a sentinel had yet to form a bond with a guide their senses would start to lose focus and precision until they became overwhelmed and went insane.
Tony was in his forties and the bond he had was a thin string that could be snapped with just one word, and it was the only reason why Tony wasn’t locked up in an asylum for sentinels.
Even with his bond though, Tony was deteriorating, unable to control his senses and becoming overprotective of his teammates.
If he didn't increase the strength of his current bond or find a new guide who he could bond better with then he would be locked up for life.
Too bad Starks have a history of having trouble bonding, and Tony's already tried every technique to strengthen his bond with his guide.
Oh, and let's not forget his guide was none other than Mr. Perfect himself: Steve Rogers.
So really? Tony was screwed unless those bonding techniques started working, because who the hell else could bond with him and do it better than Mr. Perfect?
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16 Dec 2024
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Hydra wants Tony to build them Stark/Chitauri Hybrid weapons. When Tony refuses, they decide that they'll make him more pliable. By forcing him into a soulbond with the Winter Soldier. After all, his programming should supersede Tony's stubbornness. Right?
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11 Dec 2024
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Take My Breath Away by panofcheese
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
13 May 2021
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Tony didn't ask for this. He didn't ask for his heart to skip a beat, for his cheeks to go hot, for shivers to run down his spine, for his palms to get sweaty, for his breath to get punched out of his chest, for his knees to go weak and for his brain to go completely blank. But every time he looks at Bucky, it's inevitable. He's a mess. Out of control. A frozen, babbling lunatic.
Alternatively,
5 times Tony Stark tried to ask Bucky Barnes out on a date and one time he succeeded. Sort of.
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08 Dec 2024
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Nobody Knows Me At All by Whispering_Merely
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
02 Oct 2020
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Zemo orchestrated a lot of things to get Tony and Steve into that room with that monitor, and he made a lot of assumptions along the way. He was right about some things, wrong about others.
His biggest mistake was making any assumptions about Tony Stark. (This tends to be everyone's biggest mistake.)
[Or: the one where Tony's reaction to Bucky murdering his parents is wildly different.]
((Alternatively titled: the goal is to not get decapitated when shit hits the fan))
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06 Dec 2024
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im pulling my teeth for you (i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired) by idiolex
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
27 Feb 2023
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AKA the 6 times Tony doesn't tell the Avengers he's autistic, 1 he does.
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"They started noticing a couple of weeks in. Tony couldn’t really say he was surprised. He was pretty good at masking, maybe even one of the best because very few people had to mask so consistently, in front of most of the world. And no one had ever suspected. But there was only so long you could keep that up before your body and mind gave in, and Tony had always used the Tower as his decompression space. It was absurdly unrealistic to think he could go months without relaxing properly. It didn’t make it any less humiliating every time he slipped up."
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Nothing and no one can convince me that Tony Stark isn't autistic, and I'm here to make that EVERYONE'S problem.
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02 Dec 2024