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    Dazai is a struggling writer in the 80s, drowning his depression in alcohol and sex, trying to escape his past.

    Chuuya is a bartender at a queer bar, which he frequently sings at. But despite his passionate demeanor, he is constantly trying to fulfill his meaningless life with alcohol and his music, searching for something better.

    Dazai stumbles into a bar that he had never seen before, unaware of the atmosphere around him. He silently watches as Chuuya begins to sing on stage. Dazai watches him, unsure of the feelings that arise within him as he watches this strange, yet intoxicating, redhead perform.

    A story of two men searching for something more in life as they navigate sexuality, their haunting pasts, and battling the society around them during the height of the AIDS epidemic in the 80s.

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    18 Aug 2024

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    Every year they would put lights around a small Christmas tree in Chuuya's apartment, letting them be normal for once. It was their little tradition that they had just for the two of them.

    Then Dazai left.

    But Chuuya continues that tradition they had, just with a bottle of wine to fill that hole that Dazai carved and took with him. And that continued on for all of those years of being alone.

    That is until he sees Dazai at a Christmas party 4 years later, and this time--Dazai tries to take the first step to mend that empty hole he created.

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    18 Aug 2024

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    In which Nakahara Chuuya is the frontman for rising punk band the Stray Sheep...

    ...And Dazai Osamu is a rapidly burning out Journalism major who just so happens to be the stepson of Mori Ogai, the record executive that is desperately trying to poach Chuuya for his label.

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    17 Jul 2024

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    Chuuya has always been certain of two things: he is going to die young, and it will be Corruption that kills him. So when the Boss orders him to use his Corrupted form without an out, he is neither surprised nor distressed. He simply does what he's told. When Dazai learns that the whole thing is a ploy to make him rejoin the Mafia, he plans to beat Mori at his own game... starting with convincing Chuuya to join the Armed Detective Agency. / Soukoku

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    04 Jun 2024

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    “I miss you,” Chuuya says to him, only it comes out, “I’m going to fucking kill you.”

    “I miss you too,” Dazai says back, only it comes out, “I’d like to see you try.

    Or five things Nakahara Chuuya knows about Dazai Osamu and one thing he does not.

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    02 Apr 2024