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He wants to cry. He wants to scream. He wants to ask Eddie what he remembers but he also doesn’t because he’s selfish and he doesn’t want to be the only one struggling to get over this. It happened months ago. It wasn’t even him that was shot.
“It’s on repeat in my mind every night, Eddie,” he says, without really meaning to.
Eddie nods and squeezes his shoulder.
“I…” Buck takes a shuddering breath, closing his eyes. “I don’t understand how you’re not struggling with this like I am.”
“Who says I’m not struggling, Buck?”
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Buck is struggling with nightmares following the shooting. Buck and Eddie finally talk about what happened.
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03 Jan 2025
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for thousands of years, sailors have used polaris to find their way home. buck & eddie do the same.
made your mark on me, a golden tattoo
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written for @winterofbuddie
prompt: celestial creativity- Language:
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30 Dec 2024
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Jee’s nose scrunches up in consideration. “Hmmm.” She counts out the gumdrops on her plate. “Okay, but take the red ones. I don’t really like those.” Maddie scoffs in amusement and Eddie smiles, receiving four red gumdrops in his hand.
“Wow, thank you! The cherry ones are my favorite.” He makes a big show of shoving them all in his mouth at once and can’t stop his face from twisting up at the flavor, exposing the lie immediately. They taste like cough syrup. Maddie and Jee burst into giggles, and despite the attack on his taste buds, Eddie breaks into a goofy smile too. “Mmm. Just what I wanted.”
Buck smiles to himself, tears springing up as he watches them from the living room. Eddie and his girls.
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29 Dec 2024
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Buck had died and still Eddie leaving felt like the worst thing that had happened to him.
On a Wednesday, Eddie told Buck that he’d be moving to Texas that same week. He’d expedited the move, renting an Airbnb until he found somewhere more permanent and sold the house in LA. He just couldn’t bear to miss another holiday with Christopher, so he left on the Sunday.
Today is the following Tuesday, Christmas Eve. And Buck hasn’t left 4995 South Bedford Street since the early hours of Thursday morning when he promptly realised he was in love with Eddie.OR
Those idiots don't confess their love, Eddie moves to Texas and Buck is Buck about it all.
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27 Dec 2024
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It’s not that they weren’t going to tell people, it’s just that everything has been so hectic the past few weeks, what with Eddie and Chris moving back, and Eddie taking time off to settle back in, and the usual personal and professional chaos of the holidays, so they just don’t get around to it. Chris knows, because Eddie promised to always keep him in the loop from here on out, and well, since it happened Buck has been staying at the house more than he already did, which is to say he basically lives there now.
He’s so so so glad he convinced Eddie to rent it rather than sell it when he left.
But the point is, they were going to tell people, really, but then suddenly it’s New Year’s Eve, the first one they’ve all had off in a long time, and everyone is gathered at Maddie and Chim’s, and well, Buck just kind of forgets. That no one knows, that it’s kind of a secret, that it’s not something they’ve been doing their entire lives.
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- Part 2 of Winter of Buddie 24/25
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26 Dec 2024
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“Well,” Buck says as Eddie slides onto the stool beside him at the island, already aware from Buck’s tone of voice that he’s up to something, “funny you should ask. Did you know today is National Coffee Cake day?” He passes Eddie a slice that seemed to be set aside specially for him. Eddie flashes him a smile and Buck’s ears turn ever so slightly pink.
“Seriously?” Hen asks around a mouthful of cake. “There must be a day for everything at this point.”
Buck gets a gleam in his eyes. “Oh no,” Eddie groans.
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- Part 3 of Winter of Buddie 24/25
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25 Dec 2024
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Eddie finds out that Buck has never ever had a Christmas stocking of his own. He's very determined to change that and share a few Diaz family traditions.
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25 Dec 2024
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Then, he swallows thickly, turning to face Eddie with the single most terrified look on his face. He hadn’t seen this since the tsunami, the day Eddie saw him with Christopher’s glasses slung around his neck, because Buck knew telling him would kill Eddie – quickly or eventually, it would’ve.
But his son is safe. Everyone is safe. They’re on dry land, in a house that pretty much belongs to them rather than just him, and Buck’s looking at him like that.
He says, “I don’t think he was my first, either. Not in the way that matters.”
or, sometimes the purest form of joy is found in dancing and your best friend between your legs.
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22 Dec 2024
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"Your lips, God, they were blue Buck” this time he moves his hand himself, just a few inches so his fingers rest under Buck’s chin and his thumb is hovering over his mouth.
Eddie freezes, looks back up at Buck’s eyes expecting shock and disgust and finds that same soft look from before.
“You can touch, if you want” and before Eddie can move Buck is tilting his chin forward, nudging his lips against Eddie’s thumb.
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Buck almost drowns, Eddie panics and Buck comforts him (with his mouth)
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20 Dec 2024
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Alan blinks. The corners of his eyes crease with the way he’s practically squinting, struggling to maintain Ian’s gaze. “You’re awfully smug for how early it is.”
“I’m always smug.” Ian shifts and pushes Alan off of him, to which Alan groans under his breath like an aggravated dog. “You should be used to it by now.”
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14 Dec 2024
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“Well, I meant that in the sense of…you know.” Dean trails off weakly. “Not like that, you know, I mean, of course you’re your own person–or, angel, I guess? I mean, definitely. Not I guess. What am I saying? The point is—,”
“But I am yours, Dean,” Cas interrupts his babbling, brow furrowed, voice soft and definitive. Dean’s world slows to a halt.
Dean does some Christmas shopping, decorates a tree, and has a realization.
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08 Dec 2024
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“I mean,” a flush rose in Martin’s cheeks, and faded slowly. “Do you think it would… help. Getting past the idea of it. Would it help you if I, um. Touched you?”
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After being kidnapped by the Circus, Jon is still struggling with being touched. Martin offers to help.Bookmarked by FromCharlieWithRegrets
30 Nov 2024
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Martin learnt a lot about Jon that night. One, that he was incredibly knowledgeable on seemingly any subject Martin could think to ask about. Two, that he was actually more than happy to ramble on about one thing or another and forget about his work entirely if he felt like he was being listened to. And three, that he had quite an endearing habit of reacting to Martin’s every move. The blond would reach out and brush Jon’s hand to point to a certain word and Jon would stiffen, his cheeks colouring before he answered. He would absentmindedly wet his bottom lip and Jon would seem drawn to the movement, however much he tried to concentrate on the battered old book in front of him. Huh. This was new, but not unwelcome, Martin quickly decided.
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Or, Jon and Martin become progressively more reliant on each other during Martin’s stay in the institute, and Jon has to deal with some very annoying emotions.
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27 Nov 2024
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Jon is taking a risk packing his favorite plushie for his short vacation with his team, but he thinks he can get away with it. Until there's a few hiccups in the plan.
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19 Nov 2024
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Jon took another step closer, looked at Martin more closely. They were barely a couple of feet apart. "Martin," was all he said.
"What is it?"
Jon's expression was pained when he spoke. Pained and anxious.
"You… You are going to come back, right?" he asked. "Later. After this is done."
"That's the plan."
Another step closer.
"Martin."
"It is."
Something wet and hot, which he hadn't felt in a while, grew in the corners of his eyes.
"I believe you," Jon said, so, so quietly. "But you don't look like you care if the plan succeeds or not. And- I really need you to care. The way I do, and more."
The next time Martin blinked, the first traitorly tear rolled down his cheek. He said nothing in reply.
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18 Nov 2024
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the time moves slowly, lover by the_oncoming_stormageddon
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Oct 2024
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After Chuck turns out to be evil, Dean picks up the old Supernatural books and starts writing his own thoughts. Screw Chuck; it's his story.
After Cas confesses, dies, and comes back to life, making it clear that he has no idea what Dean really feels for him, Dean starts giving the annotated pages to Cas.Title taken from "Back At Your Door" by Orville Peck and Debbii Dawson
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- Part 62 of alfie's destiel oneshots
- Part 1 of Back At Your Door is a destiel song and I will die on that hill
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25 Oct 2024
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Slumber Party in the Gryffindor Den by lecter_the_whale
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Oct 2024
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Hermione’s in a bad mood, so Harry and Ron try to make things better
Written for JessalynMichele’s Cultober, fluff prompt day 9: Pillow FightSeries
- Part 9 of Cultober 2024
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12 Oct 2024
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Jack pulls Cas out of the Empty, just in time to save Dean. With Dean unable to live without him, ready to die on that rebar, neither of them expected to live to speak about Cas’s confession. But he’s back.
After six months of pure hell without Cas, Team Free Will deserves a vacation. Along the road, with the confession looming and Cas unabashedly in love, Dean is forced to confront his own feelings and the trauma that made him the man he is. He’s tried for years to show Cas the worst of him, to warn him. To prove that he is not worthy. And yet, Cas always came back. He didn’t want the perfect, clean, Righteous Man. In his final moments, from the very first meeting, he saw straight through to the core of Dean.
And he loved it anyway.
This is the story of how Dean Winchester learns to be free.
This is how Dean learns to be loved.
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06 Oct 2024
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"But what does it mean?"
"That's a good question," she paused. "It means whatever you want it to mean."
Or: Emily accidentally confesses to JJ.
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12 Sep 2024
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"Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. It's in just saying it."
And maybe that’s what needed to happen. Maybe he just needed to say it, out loud. At this point, it might be the only thing to get that bird-brained douchebag down here. He was so angry. He was so sad. He was—God, he was yearning, wasn’t he?
“Cas, you’re really gonna make me beg for it, huh?” He sighs.
The sky is a beautiful shade of blue today, just like it is every day. A nostalgic, pulse-quickening shade of blue. The clouds are a specific shade of white. There’s an old trench coat in his closet (points for symbolism, Cas, you little shit). There’s peanut butter and jelly in his cupboard, which he doesn’t dare open. He’s saving it for a rainy day.
Nothing happens. He huffs out a defeated laugh, he made Cas wait so long for him, a little longer isn’t going to hurt. He can do it, he’s been through a lot, he can yearn a little more. Charlie was the only person he felt comfortable talking about all this with. Well, her and Bobby, if you count his knowing looks and pointed questions.
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05 Sep 2024