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    Admitting it won’t make Dean any more inconsolable than he already is, and he’ll never feel Cas’ absence any more or any less acutely than he does in this exact moment. “He’s gone,” Dean finally admits, because it seems like the only thing left to say.

    When the terrible, swollen vacancy of the room offers no recourse, Sam says, “I know.”

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Sam makes one last deal.

    Cas comes back. And Dean gets him back. And together they get something.

    Something about humanity, about living even when it hurts, especially because it hurts. About building a home for loss inside your chest, and making your heart a place where the dead live when they die. About being selfish, about belonging, about deserving both. About choice, and a life lived, and learning to lay down arms so that your hands might hold something softer.

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    11 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    “So you left because Heaven keeps you miserable?”

    Cas’s head tilts to the side, and after a long pause, he says, “No, but it keeps me away from the only danger I have of getting too happy.”

    “What, because Earth’s got peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and Netflix?”

    “No,” Cas sighs, “it has you.”

    After defeating Chuck, Dean is stunned when Cas tells him he intends to go back to Heaven with Jack. He mopes about it until Sam forces him to talk to Cas. Turns out talking only makes it worse when Cas reveals that he left because made a deal with the Empty. Dean vows to get him out of it. What he hopes to get out of saving Cas is still a mystery to him even as he begins his dogged effort — but will all of Dean’s trying be enough once Cas is back?

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    30 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Every criminal, seafaring or not, knew the feeling.
    The itching, almost sizzling feeling beneath their skin that often accompanied complacency.
    It boiled, red-hot under the surface until they couldn’t take it anymore.
    And Izzy was about to break.

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    27 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    It's taking longer than he'd like.

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    27 Sep 2024

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