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16 months ago, Cas became human.
12 months ago, Cas left the bunker and a broken-hearted Dean behind.
Now they must work a case together, where married couples are dying mysterious deaths and the only way to earn the neighbors' trust is by pretending to be married. Slowly, Dean finds that he loves being in a relationship with Cas, fake or not, and Cas finds his loneliness retreating, despite the harsh reality looming right around the corner. As Dean and Cas navigate this fake, but all too real, relationship, can they find the monster that is on a mysteriously motivated killing spree before it’s too late?
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28 Dec 2024
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“You better kill me now!” Dean screams.
Lucifer turns back. “Pardon?”
“You better kill me now. Or I swear, I will find a way to kill you. And I won't stop.”
“I know you won't. I know you won't say yes to Michael, either. And I know you won't kill Sam." Lucifer takes a step closer, briefly looking around the graveyard. “Whatever you do, you will always end up here. Whatever choices you make, whatever details you alter, we will always end up—here. I win. So, I win.”
Dean shakes his head, holding back his rage. “You're wrong.”
Lucifer smiles. “See you in five years, Dean.”
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Ten years later, right after blacking out on that rebar, Dean wakes up in a dusty, rotten hotel room.
It doesn’t take him too long to find out that he's in what looked like 2014, but not the 2014 he lived in. It’s the 2014 that’s not supposed to exist.
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23 Dec 2024
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Ghosts that we knew (we'll be alright) by Drake_Rhapsody
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Dec 2024
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After the Empty took Castiel, Dean pushed everything he felt inside a Very Secret, Very Closed Box in his head and swallowed the key. The Box had been intact and hermetic for two years in its corner of Dean’s mind, and because of that, Dean had been able to stay sane and focused. More or less.
But now, with Cas back, with every day they didn’t talk about what's between them, the Box is starting to leak.Castiel isn't complaining, far from it: He has a roof over his head, good shower pressure and food. He’s so grateful he’s afraid. Because he believed to have all those things once before, human and lost and confused, only to have the rug pulled under his feet.
And there’s the fact that, the last time he died, he carved his heart out for Dean to take, and the hunter hasn’t said anything about it.
Maybe that’s as good an answer as he’s going to get.Bookmarked by Carlazzz
17 Dec 2024
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Castiel's Grace is kept safely inside Dean's chest, wrapped around his soul.
Dean grabs an insane Castiel out of the Empty. They have to make their arduous way through all of the after-life, in order to get back. Dean, is struggling to keep them alive and safe, all the while trying to come to terms with his feelings for the angel. It doesn't help that he has to fight everything and anything in between. Also, Castiel seems utterly unhelpful, unable to take his own Grace back from Dean.
Fan-friggin-tastic.Bookmarked by Carlazzz
25 Nov 2024
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This time, Dean didn't bother with a greeting. Once his eyes were open and his limbs were upright, he ignored the tightness in his chest to ask, "That dickbag Uriel know you're here?"
Castiel didn't say a word as Dean got out of bed and threw on his jacket. He just hovered like he always did, perched and waiting, and Dean made a face at him as he fixed his collar and went to fetch his boots by the door.
"No, and I would suggest you keep this between us," Cas said carefully.
Dean laughed. "Yeah, I bet you do."
Or, when Castiel raises Dean from Hell, his handprint bestows them with an accidental bond, and what starts as a decision to help Dean through his Hell nightmares, becomes an attachment neither of them is willing to break.
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11 Nov 2024
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He thought about Dean. That kind of hurt was always able to penetrate whatever adrenaline- or drug-induced pain suppression he experienced. Now was no different. He hated himself, felt a creeping, burning shame eating at him—he was thinking about Dean, and the abuse, and the dirtiness of everything, and how he used to be an angel, while blood crawled into his lungs like smoke and spilled, thick and pungent, onto the concrete floor.
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26 Oct 2024
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Because it's you, Dean Winchester by under_the_dork_tree
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Nov 2024
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Castiel is strung out, depressed, and hopelessly in love with Dean Winchester. Unfortunately, Dean Winchester is very good at pushing him away.
A one shot taking place in the season 5 episode "The End", about a year before "present day" Dean shows up. Lots of angst.
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26 Oct 2024
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The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2024
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up, but Sam’s there, and he’d start asking questions if he left the call alone. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.
“Hi, Jody,” Sam says.
“Howdy, boys.” She greets them and begins talking about a case she’s asking them to take over. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun or knife in months, not since their last hunt.
Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”
Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”
Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”
Cas is alive, and Dean is figuring out what he should do about that when they learn Cas's accidental jailbreak broke The Empty, letting out most of its occupants. Now that every villain they have ever fought is back, Team Free Will 3.0 has their work cut out for them.
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- Part 1 of The Soul Burns
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13 Sep 2024
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It’s too hot to sleep. The air is too thick.
Though there’s no way of knowing, Cas thinks it must be Summer. Late July, early August maybe. But it’s impossible to know. So is most everything now. Before, when he had been himself, time and place were as easy to discern as temperature. Now his senses are dulled and unreachable. He doesn’t even know where they are.
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it's a long 5 years between 2009 and 2014. There's a lot that could've happened.
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13 Sep 2024
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Cas loves Dean.
He had told him in his last breaths and never got an answer as to the feeling being mutual. But then Jack brings him back from the Empty and he realizes he doesn't need one. All he needs is Dean. To be by his side as whatever Dean will let him be.Dean loves Cas.
But he tells him he doesn't. He tells him they’re friends. He tells him he can't. He tells him all the things instead of the sheer truth. Until he learns to show him.[Or: How Dean tries his best to shut his inner demons off, so he can be with his best friend and give in to the years-long cravings, he always tried to shove down. And how Cas stays patient, with the promise to love him relentlessly.
Also, hunting is evolved, and everyone gets the ending they deserve!
This story is an absolute devastating rollercoaster, so get comfortable, fasten your seatbelts and get ready to be emotionally thrown around.](this is now finished)
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06 Aug 2024
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“Shit!” He hissed, pouring the whiskey over the wounds. Once they were clean enough, Dean grabbed a towel from the rack next to the shower and pressed it gingerly against his shoulder. It had been a close fight, closer than Dean usually liked but these days he didn’t care much. Every hunt he survived gave him a perfect excuse to drink himself into oblivion or climb into bed with a stranger; Every mile he drove took him closer to the one he wouldn’t.
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25 Jul 2024
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During Dean’s struggle with the Mark of Cain, he and Cas work on what seems to be a basic salt and burn at a BDSM club. In doing so, they discover a way to quell the bloodlust and violence that the Mark is causing. A new dynamic between them is born.
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25 Jul 2024
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This story is roughly based on the characters as they are in Seasons 8 and 9. My story may be considered an AU, because the events do not always incorporate Series/Canon Events or Timelines.
Dean Winchester and Castiel share a deep bond that no one can break, and it sorta freaks Dean out - a lot. He has zero value for himself, and the concept of trusting anyone terrifies him so deeply he has become psychotically independent, and pushes everyone away who he might be able to depend on.
But Castiel won't settle for that; he sees Dean's soul, he knows the effect he has on Dean inside, whether Dean will admit it or not. He knows Dean complains about personal space to anyone who will listen, but he also knows that he can feel the deep sense of safety and relative peace Dean feels when he is close. So he's learned to sort of disregard the noises Dean makes.
My Castiel is not as battle unready, or as unworldly, as the series frequently depicts. Our intrepid heroes run into some pretty serious problems, but overcome them like they always do. Later chapters focus on Sabriel. We see Sam has been grieving Gabriel's loss, and since The Cage, has little patience for Gabe's Trickster side when he does show up.Bookmarked by Carlazzz
05 Jul 2024
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In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.
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- Part 1 of Ninety One Whiskey
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26 May 2024
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Shockingly, Sergeant Winchester and Lieutenant Novak are into each other.
Written for PCRF fic drive.
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12 May 2024
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You got a fast car, but you don't follow me when I fly away by Alphabetindisorder (Justbrowsing2211)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
13 May 2024
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“Where you going?”
Cas sighed in defeat. “Jack is dead, Chuck is gone. You and Sam have each other. I think it’s time for me to move on.”
No argument.
He didn’t expect Dean to stop him, not after everything. He had no illusions that Dean would ask him to stay, that he would tell him that Castiel’s place was here, with Dean and Sam in the bunker. Still, he couldn’t deny the hurt when the hunter didn’t say anything. Confirming that he indeed was done with him. Castiel had nothing left, no purpose, no mission, no family.
No goodbyes.
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Or, the one where Cas goes on a journey.Bookmarked by Carlazzz
07 May 2024
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As Dean starts on his journey to Detroit in the post apocalyptic world that he blames himself for, he is trying to make it to Sam before he says yes to Lucifer. As Dean struggles with the self hatred, along with the guilt and worry for Sam and Cas, he refuses to believe Sam when he says it's not Deans fault. Will Deans perspective change when reunited with his angelic best friend?
Or will it only get messy?
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03 May 2024
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Ubicado en el capítulo 4 de la Temporada 5: El fin (The End).
Dean es enviado por Zacarías a un supuesto futuro apocalíptico que sucederá si continúa negándose a ser el recipiente de Michael. Allí, Dean descubrirá que durante esos años formó una relación íntima y romántica con Castiel. Pero así como en ese futuro el mundo se cae a pedazos, Dean y Castiel también están muy rotos.Bookmarked by Carlazzz
27 Apr 2024
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Things can never be simple for Team Free Will. Mary Winchester is back and apparently wants nothing to do with her sons, the Devil is running loose and the smarmy British Men of Letters are poking their upturned noses where they don't belong. When it seems like things can't get any worse, Castiel finds himself pregnant with the spawn of Dean Winchester and Lucifer. Of course, he can't keep his child, not when it could potentially destroy the world, but, as time goes on, he begins to fantasize about the little family he could have. If only Dean felt the same...
Or, Season 12 if Cas was pregnant instead of Kelly.
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25 Apr 2024
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A year of planning.
A year without Castiel.
Finally, they are ready.One last hunt.
Grab the angel and get out.Shame things never go according to plan.
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24 Apr 2024