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Please, Buck, come home to us.
"Eds," Buck sobs, raking a hand through his hair, pulling on the strands, "fuck, I'm so sorry."
He's talking to an empty room, like a lunatic, the voice in his head a recording of Eddie's that plays on a loop inside his skull. After all, he knows his voice, his inflection, his cadence, could pick it out anywhere, so it's no feat to imagine the sound of it shaping that plea, the hollowness and ache and heartbreak edging each syllable he reads on the paper.
I don't have a backup plan. You are my backup plan, Buck.
The guilt is like barbed wire now, wrapping itself around his lungs, spikes embedding themselves in the flesh. It hurts, it fucking hurts, but it's nothing compared to what Eddie must have felt.
I don’t know how to do this, Buck. I don’t know how to keep going if you’re not here.
Or, Buck finds a letter in Eddie’s closet, written during his coma. Everything spirals from there.
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25 Nov 2024
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Because Eddie Diaz is top of his class at compartmentalizing, but, not when it’s Evan Buckley they’re talking about.
Another pop-up window.
This time there’s no talking involved. Just…
Buck making gingerbread houses with Christopher on their coffee table.
And Buck waiting with him for Christopher to slide down the pole at the station during his first visit.
OR: Buck gets shot to protect Eddie, gets stuck on a bomb and gets a boyfriend. All in a day. Meanwhile, Eddie recalls their whole friendship before he realizes that it’s actually been a relationship all along.
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30 Oct 2024
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Eddie marveled at the stone sculptures. He stood enraptured, whilst the other museum visitors easily moved from one art piece to the next. He settled on that sculpture, the two bodies closely melded together. His heart beat stuttered in quick succession in his chest. He wondered did they feel as he felt, this solid immovable force? Did they desire to live beyond those museum walls, full of crown molding and marbled floors? Or were they content, captured in a lover's embrace immortalized forever?
Buck walked toward him, broad shoulders bumping against his. Face turned upward to the sculpture of two lovers, he tilted his head down in Eddie's direction.
"You're just like 'em you know," he said.
Eddie felt fear seize in his chest, eyes flickering up at the statue once more.
With further prompting and the ghost of a smile on reddened lips---from the berry hibiscus tea---he continued by saying, "You're softness made of stone."
And with a soft exhalation, that sounded like a prayer, Buck added, "And just as beautiful."
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Where Eddie realizes he can't outrun the things that hurt him, but damn does he try.
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28 Oct 2024
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Truth was a prickly thing, Eddie had learned to discover. There were all of these rules when it came to speaking the truth. Use it too casually and it came out as a weapon. Use it too little, and you run the risk of being seen as a liar.
When Eddie used it growing up, it was an arsenal waiting to go off. He knew what to say to get under someone’s skin. He was careful with his words, especially with his family. When he was stressed, the truth came out as a dagger. Sharp and deep.
Shannon had been cut by him too often. She bled out too much to risk staying longer than she had to. And so she left. Eddie didn’t deserve her. Not anymore.
Then there was the type of truth that felt like a lie.
This truth changed every aspect of someone’s life, and thus was ignored instantly. Like the truth that someone was attracted to both men and women. This truth took too long to admit as truth.
Then there was the truth that stayed hunkered down until it snuck out when they least expected it. Like telling the love of your life that you were leaving your second home. That you were unhappy.
Somehow, this truth felt like all three mixed into one. He hadn’t meant it to hurt Buck, nor meant it to be a lie.
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- Part 6 of Solemn Vows
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28 Oct 2024
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Eddie knew Buck was looking at moving out of the loft. “I’m not a 30-year-old bachelor anymore. I don’t need a damn loft,” he had said a few weeks ago, when he mentioned over dinner and beer that his lease was up in January.
Eddie thought it had meant moving into an apartment that had more than one room. Maybe a one-bedroom kind of thing, with south-facing windows because Eddie knows Buck loves the warmth in winter and a big kitchen because he also knows Buck loves cooking.
But buying a house is a big commitment, and Buck’s kept it a secret from Eddie and it makes his stomach turn in on itself. Buck is gushing about the house, flicking through photos and showing the team and Eddie can’t help but notice the listing’s description.
Beautiful family home with 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms and a double car garage.
Buck buys a house. Eddie spirals about what it means for them.
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28 Oct 2024
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The summer Christopher is gone and Eddie spirals. Buck is there to help.
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28 Oct 2024
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“Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”
Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.
“That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.
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or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.
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27 Oct 2024
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"Yes, I really want to be with Buck. I want Buck to come and live with us and marry me. What do you think about that?"
"That would be awesome." Christopher sounded amazed. "I'd love that."
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- Part 4 of you can tell everybody this is your song
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25 Oct 2024
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"I talk a lot. It’s probably not fun to sit through for something you’ll just instantly forget."
Eddie tilts his head. “Who’s forgetting?”
in which we learn about fermented milk products, discover that dolphins are sex fiends, and realize that sometimes, it really is all about knowing and being known.
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25 Oct 2024
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15 Sep 2024
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christopher sees eddie with kim and panics, calling buck instead of his grandparents. eddie breaks down, buck learns his place in the diaz family, and christopher realises that he does have two dads.
the three of them realise they've been home far longer than they've known.
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the post s7 finale fix-it fic.Bookmarked by CaptainMaxMagno
03 Sep 2024
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we're gonna paint the road (a prettier shade of gold) by atlasblue85
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Jul 2024
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“Be honest with me,” Buck says partway through their meal, “are my pancakes this good?”
Eddie shakes his head solemnly. “Sorry,” he says, “but nothing beats a diner pancake.”
Buck nods. “I just wish I could figure out how they do it. It’s gotta be the grill top right? Or the butter they use?”
“Probably the fact that five million other meals have been made on the same surface,” Eddie muses, finishing off his second cup of coffee. “You’ll never compete.”
“Not with that attitude,” Buck replies with a grin, and it’s that cheeky, challenging grin that Eddie has never been able to resist, not since the first day they climbed into the back of an ambulance together. He never can think straight when it’s trained on him.
“Guess you’ll just have to cook me five million more breakfasts to find out,” Eddie says.
He watches as the tips of Buck’s ears go red, but the challenging look doesn’t leave his eyes. “Guess so,”
aka shoves them in a car and makes them talk for 15k words
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03 Sep 2024
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27 Aug 2024
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Little moments leading to the rest of the 118 realising that Buck and Eddie are actually together together and not just really good pals who are completely oblivious to their feelings.
(Don't have to read part 1- a little nudge or a giant shove- to read this but its recommended for background info)
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- Part 2 of Getting a clue
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26 Aug 2024
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Falling With The Landslide by BlueMatroshka
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Dec 2021
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Thanks to a nosy former foster brother, Tony knows what’s in written in his DCS file - Anthony Stark, aged 7, recent placements terminated in best interest of child in care, documented history of neglect, permanency plan undetermined, reunification plan pending case developments. Even better: parent A deceased, parent B incarcerated.
Bouncing from home to home has been the defining factor of Tony’s life for the last four years. The future will undoubtedly be a cycle of lather, rinse, repeat, until the day he gets dumped on the street at 18, no longer anyone’s problem except his own. He’s long since accepted this reality.
When his social worker drops him off at the doorstep of the Barnes-Rogers household, she seems to think this time will be different. Tony’s not convinced.
Or: A boy is welcomed into the home of his new foster parents and their children. A boy learns to trust and love.
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13 Aug 2024
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The thing is, Buck thought he and Eddie had been dating. After the shooting, after his partner told him that he was Christopher's legal guardian, after he moved in with the Diazes, after he abandoned Eddie's couch for Eddie's bed...
No...They were definitely together. Just...without the sex. Buck was willing to wait...More than that...Buck had no problem never having sex again if it meant waking up next to Eddie for the rest of his life. Until Eddie announced he was ready to start dating again.
Rated as explicit for the last chapter, but it can be skipped.
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21 Apr 2024
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'Cause I Can't Ignore It (If It's Love) by belledenoir
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
14 Dec 2023
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At the height of his seventeen years, experiencing the pressures of the university entrance exam at an all-boys school, Yeon Si-eun is the only one in his class who has yet to manifest his sub-gender. Focused and impassive, he has no problem with that, despite some inconveniences. His classmates, however, especially Jeon Young-bin, seem determined to tease and pressure him in the cruelest way possible. These circumstances lead him to develop a strange relationship with Ahn Soo-ho, some kind of anti-hero at his school, who fascinates him as much as he irritates him. When the two of them are forced to coexist beyond the confines of the classroom, Si-eun begins to realize that his sub-gender may be more significant than he thinks — and so are his feelings.
Or: In which Soo-ho, an alpha, starts courting Si-eun, an omega, by accident. Everyone notices — except for them.
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- Part 1 of Purple Skies
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- 9/9
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15 Dec 2023
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The Spider, The Soldier, and The Sinner by Barbell_Bankai11
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
03 Sep 2024
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Post-spiderman: No way home, Peter is struggling to adjust to his new life in the wake of everything that has happened, when suddenly an old friend appears in his apartment and helps him deal with new villains and new life problems.
But none of his friends remember him...right?
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04 Dec 2023
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All These Things That I’ve Done by not_without_you
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Dec 2020
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Steve was the patron saint of waiting too long. Bucky was atoning for his sins. Maybe they’d both been forsaken, abandoned by the light. Maybe they’d find a way back to each other again.
Post civil war, if things had gone differently.
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- Part 2 of Battle Born
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- 10/10
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30 Oct 2023
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let me be buried under your name by tempestaurora
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
17 Oct 2019
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Bucky's dog tags were folded in the crease of the paper he'd torn from his journal, reading: "Steve, here. You have them, if you want them. You have me, if you want me. I’ve never tried loving a man before but for you I’ve run headfirst into wars and Death’s wide, gaping jaws, so this is easy in comparison. This is like breathing."
It was so dark when Bucky handed him the note, the fire just burning out, and he glanced back only once to see Steve watching him as he walked away.
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Bookmarked by CaptainMaxMagno
17 Oct 2023