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    buck: i’m seventeen and AFRAID of bobby nash

    eddie: What? You’re thirty-two?

    ravi: i’m seventeen and AFRAID of eddie’s internet illiteracy 

    Or: Buck terrorizes the 118's GC.

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    29 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    28 Dec 2024

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    It's been a month.

    A month since Buck watched as Eddie closed the last of his two used suitcases, a small smile tugging at his lips.

    A month since Buck watched as Eddie hugged Bobby and Hen and Chim in his arms, whispering promises and holding back tears.

    A month since Buck watched as Eddie turned his back to him, brushing away a stray tear, as the glass doors slid close behind him, Buck shivering with the reminiscent of the longest, warmest, tightest embrace Eddie had ever given him.

    A month since Buck watched as his life flew away.

     

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    OR: Eddie is gone to Texas. Buck is left behind.

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    27 Dec 2024

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    This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.

    He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.

    Maybe, because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.

    He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.

    Now, it’s all gone to shit.

     

    or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.

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    27 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    No one has worse luck than Buck. Like, truly, he is so cursed. Which is why he’s stuck here, now, on a q-word shift with Eddie, right after he jerked off in the car like a stalker while he watched Eddie get a blowjob through his date's living room window.

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    Eddie starts dating men. Buck's happy for him, really. Supportive. But if Buck doesn't date men, why is he so jealous of the men dating Eddie?

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    26 Dec 2024