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  1. Rec 12

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    Grace realizes several things that night, most of which are unimportant. A handful of them change her life forever.
    The world as she knew it crumbles around her on the 50 yard line. In the still of a sleepy town, in the dead of night, she falls apart.
    Stephanie and Grace exist in a vacuum. What is there to say? Sorry? That wasn't enough. They both knew it. Stephanie helps rebuild her foundation, they both huddle into the kindness of each other like shelter from what they've done, what they've seen, what they didn't stop.
    It helps, at least.
    Enough so that she stands, the next morning, limping and aching but alive. Despite it all, she is still here, still breathing. She doesn't know yet if that is a blessing or a curse. She gives it time to grow into being either.

    AKA: An exploration of Grace Chasity, taken seriously.
    What does it mean to have to live with the weight of something horrible on your chest, when the alternative could have been much worse?

    TW: Very vivid and horrible descriptions of self and body. Aftermath of rape and also survivors guilt on the part of Stephanie and briefly Peter. I encourage you to give it a read but its meant to be uncomfy

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    01 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Genuinely bawling my eyes out, Grace is so important to me and deserves so much better :((

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    He was powerless, completely and utterly powerless, and it was the one goddamn time in his life he tried to actually reach out and help… He tried to speak, tried to move, and it hurt. He tried to do anything, and it hurt. He was powerless, and it hurt…

    He prayed to that damned dead pixel, to the stars beyond them, to anything or anyone who’d listen…

    Please. Please let me have a chance. One more chance to fix this…

    Curly woke up, gasping for air, eyes wide. One last chance to make things right.

    Aka

    Curly finds himself back in the past and with what he knows of the possibilities the future holds, he takes off his rose-tinted glasses and actually takes action to protect his crew from the man he once called a friend

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    30 Oct 2024

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    LET THEM BE HAPPY

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    It is a sword, the glow of its enchantments muted beneath the blood that coats its surface. Quackity can only see a fraction of the blade, the part closest to the hilt, because the rest of it— the rest of it is—

    His stomach twists itself into a sickening knot, all the air escaping his lungs in a punched exhale.

    The sword is embedded in the person's chest. The sword is embedded in—

    Quackity inhales sharply and all he can smell is blood, blood.

    Wilbur's blood.

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    Quackity leaves Las Nevadas, expecting to have a fantastic time ridding his territory of Paradise’s desolate ruins. What he isn’t expecting is to find Wilbur, bleeding out on the dirty ground.

    Turns out they both have a lot of healing to do.

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    04 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bless this author bc holy shit I can already taste the recovery arc and it’s beautiful

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    There is no saving Grace anymore. She has murdered and lied and stolen and run. She has sinned over and over and over again in ways that are absolutely, irrefutably unforgivable, to God or to anyone. She has fucked Max Jagerman. She has saved the world. She has lost everything she ever had.

    Everything but Steph and Pete.

    Grace cannot possibly make her legs stumble towards them fast enough.

    ("Bury it," Grace begs, demands, pleads. It sounds like a prayer. It sounds like condemnation. "Bury it and– and don't tell me where. Please.")

    Or: the aftermath, and all that could have been different.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    I hurt so bad

  5. Rec 56

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    It’s cold, and it's raining, and if he wants to be liked, he has to do things that would make people like him. Like showing up, even if it's showing up late.

    Or,

    Jamie is sick. Roy is there. Nothing is going well.

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    05 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ugh my boys :((((