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He’s safe, he’s fine, Soap repeats to himself. Trying to ignore the part of him that’s thinking about how he came close to losing Ghost and how likely this is to happen again.
“A bloodhound could sniff me out easily,” Simon mumbles.
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Soap is having a hard time after Ghost almost dies. Ghost infodumps on him, high on blood loss.
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- Part 7 of Ghostsoap Hurt/comfort
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
03 Nov 2023
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It's said that violence is not the answer, but you know what? Sometimes, it just might be.
Soap thought that his days of struggling because he is trans were long gone. However, when someone leaks his medical information, he has to reconsider.
Luckily, this time, he is not alone.Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
06 Oct 2023
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Jisung has never quite gotten the hype about sex, but touch-starvation is creeping up on him. When Felix jokingly suggests going to a sex worker to “get exactly the kind of affection and experience he wanted”, Jisung can't quite put the idea out of his head. He ends up in bed with kindest man who is willing to just hold him and let him ask dumb questions. He should have known he was doomed to fall.
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The five times Jisung books an hour of Minho's time, and the one time Minho shows up unannounced on his doorstep.- Language:
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
12 Sep 2023
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Ghost hasn't been himself for days and he's taking it out on everyone.
Soap is determined to fix whatever the hell is going on.
He's just... not sure he ever imagined it would look like this.
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- Part 1 of Any Time You Need Me
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- English
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
08 Sep 2023
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Ghost dared lift his eyes to glance at Soap and found the man smiling at him, far too softly and fondly. It was the type of expression that made Ghost want to stab him.
“D’you want me to hold your hand, sir?”
Between the third and fourth ribs, Ghost decided. It would be fast.In the week since Ghost got hypothermia, he has been haunted by the irritating, ceaseless desire for Soap to touch him again.
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- Part 2 of Contact
Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
07 Sep 2023
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The shack was so quiet. He could hear Ghost's teeth clacking together every now and then.
"Don't suppose you've got any Scotch in one of these pockets, aye?" Soap asked, if only to dispel the quiet.
Ghost lifted his eyes from Soap's hands to his face.
"Bourbon," he corrected quietly--none of the usual heat behind the word. "And no."Escaping from a mission gone wrong, Ghost takes a dip in a frozen river and gets himself hypothermia. Soap knows just how to fix it.
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- Part 1 of Contact
Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
07 Sep 2023
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TRIGGER WARNINGS: implied past self harm, past rape/non-con, panic attacks
“Don’t take it easy on me, yeah, Lt?” Soap chuckles, bouncing on his feet, readying himself.
A soft hum comes from Ghost, “Are you implying I’m usually too easy on you, Sergeant?” He asks in return, a soft sarcastic tint in his voice.
Soap laughs, louder than his last, “Aye, sir,” he nods, raising a wrapped hand to point at Ghost’s arm, covered by a thin, black long-sleeved shirt, “Those muscles tell me so.”
Ghost looks at his own arm for a moment as he finishes wrapping his own left hand, smoothing down the tape with his thumb.
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aka; sparring w ghostsoap goes a little wrong and leads to some absolutely tooth decaying fluff!!Series
- Part 7 of ghostsoap fics
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
25 Aug 2023
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the blood in your mouth shall always be mine by orphan_account
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
22 Nov 2022
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“You don’t want me to hurt myself?” he asks, twirling the knife between his fingers, allowing it to scrape against his knuckles. Soap sighs in one heavy, fell swoop, and slowly lowers himself to his knees about three feet away from Ghost, as if getting on his level will calm him. Ghost feels his breathing slow and ignores it, forces himself to pant and whine again, because he wants to be panicked, he wants to be hurt.
“Simon, honey, come on,” Soap murmured, low and soft, words just for them and Ghost snarls, teeth bared. He doesn’t want Soap to make him feel good. “Just give me-” Soap begins and holds his hand out for the knife that Ghost is embarrassed to say he’s losing his grip on; he doesn’t think, only knows that this knife is all he has and that he doesn’t want Soap to touch him and that he wants to be big and mean and scary like everyone else finds him, everyone but Soap and Price and Alejandro and Rudy and Gaz, wants to see them side eye him with fear and concern like they used to, wants to hear them all, from where they’re stationed in the abandoned gym, watching them, fall silent as death when he turns the knife on himself.
“You don’t want me to hurt myself?” he asks again.
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
24 Aug 2023
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It’s 10:48 pm on a Thursday in December when someone chucks a rock at the window of Felix’s childhood bedroom, effectively shattering the glass and pulling him out of his own spiraling thoughts. He let his phone fall out of his hand and peers out to the rest of his room, taking in the heavy-looking rock and the small shards of glass littered the floor. Curiously, Felix skirts around the shattered glass and pokes his bleach-blonde head out the window.
Han Jisung stands just below it, a grocery bag in one hand and another rock in the other. He grins up at Felix, smile weary, but genuine all the same.
(or: The world is ending and Jisung brought cake)
Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
31 Jul 2023
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Sighing, Soap reached down to pull off his boxers and toss them into the pile of clothes to be washed.
Then, he froze.
The sergeant stood there, boxers pulled down to his knees, staring wide-eyed at the bloodstained fabric and the crimson liquid that smeared his inner thighs.
No. No, God, no, not this. Please, anything but this.
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Soap has a period for the first time in a few months and doesn’t cope well with it. Ghost is there to look after him while he’s feeling unwell.
Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
26 Jul 2023
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After wishing on a shooting star to date a member of his favorite band, Felix is forced to realize not everything is as it seemed from behind his computer screen.
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23 Jul 2023
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19 Jun 2023
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Chan needs a birthday present for Felix and decides on making couple rings. Meanwhile everyone tries to get him to understand that he’s in love with Felix.
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3 times the others tell Chan he’s in love with Felix and 1 time he realises that he is in love with Felix.
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
12 Jun 2023
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“Then… uh… I look forward to being your husband?”
“You’re really not good at this, are you?”
“I’ve never proposed to someone before, give me a break!”
or, in which Chan and Jisung want to marry each other, and it goes wrong (the first time around).
(rated T for swearing and Jisung making *jokes*)
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
06 Jun 2023
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He might not be aware, but this song is his. For him, about him and no one else. Could never be for anybody in this world if not him, for Han Jisung is the only person perfect enough to stoke the fire of his adoration; the singular puzzle piece that keeps Changbin’s spirit complete.
In which Changbin writes a love song for Jisung, and Jisung writes one for Changbin in response. Except they might have forgotten to make it clear who their songs were really meant for.
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- Part 1 of Sweeter Than Evil
Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
31 May 2023
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It started with the damn rocks. Horangi hadn’t been on the base for more than a week before he started finding little rocks outside his door, starting with a little smooth gray stone. At first, Horangi didn’t think anything of it- he had slipped the rock in his pocket and promptly forgot about returning it to the wild. The rock ended up going through the wash with his laundry, and then making itself back into his hand when he had folded his laundry. At that point, he told himself he would put it outside later.
And then the rock found a spot on his desk and never moved.
That would have been the end of the story, if a few days later Horangi hadn’t found another rock at his doorstep.or
König starts leaving rocks at a certain someone's doorstep. Coincidentally, Horangi begins finding said cute rocks at his door.
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
12 May 2023
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“You really like the rain, don’t you Lix,” Jeongin noted, still deciding not to tell the latter about his petty hatred for it.
Felix nodded. “For Hyunjin,” he said. “It helps Hyunjin. I’m reserved to that idea.”
“So you like the rain because of Hyunjin,” Jeongin said. “That really is nice of you, Lix.”
Alternatively, Yang Jeongin was best friends with Lee Felix and Hwang Hyunjin. They had sworn that no matter what happened, they would never disappear on each other. But what happens when due to Hyunjin's illness, he requires a lung donor and Felix is away at a vacation when he badly needs it?
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Bookmarked by channiesunshine (Aspazy)
09 May 2023
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"You know what, I was wrong. I wasn't afraid, Seung. I wasn't afraid that maybe you'd call it off because that's part of being friends with benefits, right? We weren't supposed to be catching feelings for each other. That's bullshit, right? But it happened to me. And I wasn't afraid of these emotions because… fuck. Because you're you."
Alternatively, Seungmin is an expert at denying his feelings. Minho isn't. In fact, Minho has never denied his feelings for Seungmin.
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