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    Natalie's life has been a rollercoaster of extreme lows and incredible highs. She makes meaningful friendships that run so deep in her she can't just throw them away. Not even after what Jackie said that one winter. Or when Natalie pulled the trigger that night and tried to push them all away. She's never known a sense of peace and yet, it's all she feels when she's around Lottie Matthews.

    Lottie Matthews life has been one of loneliness. Absent parents, voices only she can hear, and no meaningful connections. Her mind seems to be her enemy most days and she knows it'll never give her peace. So why does Natalie Scatorccio call her mind beautiful and says she can't sleep at night unless it's with Lottie?

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    18 Apr 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    One shots based around Maria and Natasha. Starting with Maria getting a weird text then all hell breaks loose.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    When Maria Hill graduated SHIELD Academy of Operations, she didn't expect her first assignment to be glorified babysitting duty. When Natalia Romanova found herself on the wrong end of a SHIELD agent's gun, she didn't expect him to lower it and offer his hand instead of death. He gave her an out. She took it. She just didn't know that that would leave her stuck in a cell being babysat by an agent with a piercing stare and no-nonsense attitude.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Maria Hill was given the rather boring task of babysitting Tony Stark while he is in Afghanistan, but everything quickly begins to spiral out of control.

    A retelling of the MCU focused on Maria/Natasha and some Tony/Pepper with a healthy dose of Tony and Maria annoying the hell out of each other like brother and sister eventually.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Maria Hill is barely dealing with life after the death of her wife, Natasha Romanoff. What happens when on a mission she finds a young stubborn redhead bleeding out on the floor?

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    the one where Maria Hill finds herself in charge of fourteen-year-old Aleksandra, the youngest widow to ever exist and oblivious to both of them; Natasha's biological daughter.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Maria stopped as soon as she entered the room and raised her eyes towards the woman in the cage, the reason they were called and ordered there. The alleged Black Widow. The red hair, the green eyes, even the curious tilt of her chin were familiar to her. She knew that woman.

    “Natasha?”

    “Who told you that name?" [...] "I've never seen you before. But whatever I did to you,” she paused and faked a smirk, she felt her fingers begin to tingle, her jump was about to end, her time was almost up, “I'm going to enjoy every second of it.”

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    17 Apr 2024

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    What would happen if Natasha couldn't go to Vormir because they only had enough Pym Particles for 10 people and 11 had survived the snap to go back? (Read the tags carefully!)

    A story about sisterhood (and love) that follows Natasha, Maria, Yelena, and eventually Kate in the time period from Endgame to post-Hawkeye.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Being assigned guard detail is not exactly what Maria Hill wants from her first week at S.H.I.E.L.D. HQ, but she really didn't expect it to turn out like this.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    “Fury and I went to take a look at that classified power source,” she took a bite of the muffin, it was good for the mass-produced kind.

    Natasha hummed for her to continue, eyes still closed.

    “And there was this portal that opened up but it was dark and we couldn't see anything in it,” she took another bite and watched the redheads breathing slow, “but then there was like this office that we could see into.”

    She finished the muffin and threw the wrapper away in the trashcan by her door, “And in the background, there was this writing on a whiteboard but I think I wrote it down wrong because for the last five hours I have been coming up with nothing. Or maybe it was just office stuff. Oh and I think I might be going crazy because I saw a kid in front of it before it closed.”

     

    Or: What happened if before Loki emerged from the Tesseract portal, he sent a child through. Changing the course of Maria Hill's life.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    When twenty-two-year-old Natalia gets out of the Red Room, she brings her little sister with her.

    Yelena Belova is seventeen when she and her sister get the chance to defect.

    Life has not been easy for the pair but maybe they can find the place where they belong together.

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    17 Apr 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Natasha still refuses to meet her eyes. “I don’t trade with sailors.” It’s not like she’s got any money, anyway.

    The strange woman only smiles further and Natasha really thinks she doesn’t understand people. She reclines further in her chair behind the counter, and, somehow, Natasha doesn’t feel any less threatened. “Suit yourself.” She shrugs.

    Natasha eyes her somewhat suspiciously, one last glance to the fish in front of her. She catches the smirk alight on the fishmonger’s face and she flares at the sight of it. What humanity, to sneer at those you take from. Though, she supposes this woman has no way of knowing what she is. She slips away without another word – little crowd to disappear into but melting away nonetheless.

    “Have a good evening,” she hears behind her. She can imagine the look on her face.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    When Natasha Romanoff was taken into SHIELD custody, she expected the imprisonment and the reprogramming. What she wasn't expecting was the need to undergo a sixth-month training course at the SHIELD Academy of Operations. What she wasn't expecting was to be paired up with a woman with dark hair and icy eyes. She never once thought that transitioning to SHIELD would be easy, but Maria Hill certainly didn't make it any easier. Maybe she ought to run. That would be the smart thing to do.

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    17 Apr 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    The last thing Natasha saw before jumping was the view off Vormir.
    It was almost peaceful. And just for a second she could pretend that there wasn't a war raging outside, that the entire world wasn't depending on her, looking at her, expecting her- them- to fix what they'd destroyed.

    Then she let go.

    But what she got was much worse than dead.

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    What if Natasha Romanoff never died?
    She jumped, she sacrificed herself, she just...
    never really hit the ground.

    Instead she was captured, by the very people who have made her life hell, the Red Room.
    401 days in captivity. 401 of torture. 401 days of wishing she was dead. This is the aftermath.

    Tw: This is the ultimate fic about healing and as such will discuss very difficult themes such as:

    Depression, suicidal ideation, disordered thinking, characters with severe PTSD, grief, past torture & related wounds, past physical & sexual abuse.

    Please be careful.

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    17 Apr 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    BlackHill but make it a little different

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    17 Apr 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    “We’re almost there, just a few more steps. Hold on Natasha.” Maria spoke softly again.
    “You don’t– you don’t need to do that.”
    “Do what?” Maria asked, a look of confusion on her face.
    “Talk to me like that. I’m not a child Hill.”
    Maria blinked at the sting of her words. Natasha was doing it again, she was pushing her away. Why couldn’t she just let them become friends. Why did that hurt so much?
    “I-“ Maria started, but Natasha cut her off.
    “I’m just an agent. You don’t need to pretend to like me.”
    Natasha’s words were harsh, but yet Maria couldn’t help but feel her heart break for the woman. She wasn’t pretending–did Natasha really think?

    Natasha gets hurt on a mission and Maria finds them a safe place to patch her up.

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    17 Apr 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 69

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    ‘Maria, please, it would be my honour to piss off your conservative parents, and convince them that you are, and always have been, the best daughter you could be’
    Maria’s never hugged her, she releases, halfway through dropping her bags to hold Natasha close to her. Shes never been quite this close to smell her lavender shampoo, of feel her hair tickling her nose
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    Your classic fake-dating over Christmas x

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    17 Apr 2024

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