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Eddie is twenty-eight when he realizes he’s in love with Buck.
He’s thirty-two when he finally faces what that means about himself.Bookmarked by ActuallyCassy
01 Dec 2024
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When FaceTime calls aren’t enough anymore, Eddie leaves for Texas one week before Thanksgiving, ready to do whatever he has to if it means repairing his relationship with Christopher.
A month later, he and Chris come home.Bookmarked by ActuallyCassy
01 Dec 2024
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Buck’s had many names.
Evan nowadays really only by his sister. Buckley by the firefighter academy instructor, which eventually turned into just Buck. Firehose by the girls on the hookup app he downloaded.
Eros by the Greeks.
Cupid, most famously.
or; Buck’s the god of love and was cursed to never fall for anyone, Eddie’s just trying to explore his newfound queerness with someone he trusts, striking up a friends with benefits agreement is the perfect arrangement.
Still, true love finds a way.
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30 Nov 2024
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It’s not like Buck needs anyone to tell him what his issues are. They might as well be written on his forehead in bright red marker. He’s not ignoring it or anything; Buck just doesn’t see the point in re-litigating them every time he feels like this, every time he feels like a dog that got sent back to the pound. It’s not like he doesn’t have his friends and family, and Tommy is sleeping right next to him, but there’s a hole in Buck’s chest he’s had since he was born and he still doesn’t know how to fill it.
When the 118 is closed for reconstruction after an earthquake, Buck is a floater for different stations around the city. He tries not to let it get to him. Much.
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30 Nov 2024
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Buck had been pretty much nonstop staring at Josephine since she was born. He couldn’t stop. The drift of hair just tickling the top of her forehead. Her cheeks. Her impossibly small mouth. He could look at her forever and he still wouldn’t be done cataloging her.
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- Part 2 of the future will win
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25 Nov 2024
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Carla turned off the car and turned to him. “It’s just you and me,” she said. “What happened, baby?”
Everyone said he’d been such a sweet kid. Every time he opened his mouth, he could hear himself pushing that kid farther away.
“Nothing,” said Chris.
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25 Nov 2024
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When it happens, Buck feels like he should have seen it coming.
Tommy's fist connects with his face before he has the time to brace himself and the shock of it sends him back into the wall. To his left, a picture rattles, threatening to fall off its nail, but Buck's focus is entirely on his boyfriend.
The boyfriend who just hit him.
(AKA the first time Tommy hits Buck is also the last, and in saving himself, Buck finds where he really wants to be.)Bookmarked by ActuallyCassy
24 Nov 2024
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A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.
It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.
Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.
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- Part 2 of a triptych of dean/cas
- Part 3 of the greatest hits, liz edition
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13 Oct 2024
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Pretending Cas is just his friend has been the only thing keeping Dean's head on straight for years. He never realized how much doing that depended on him making himself scarce in the morning ─ not until Cas came back and moved into the bunker.
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13 Oct 2024
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The guy gets straight to the point, asking, "What do you need?" in a dull, bored voice.
"My best friend is going to die. I want that to… not happen."
"No small feat, bringing back the dead. And it comes at a cost."
It's Eddie. Buck says, "Yes," without a second thought.
(Or: what happens when you're down so bad that you have your "best friend" brought back from the dead)
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12 Oct 2024
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When his partner Uriel, betrays him, Federal Agent Castiel Novak is saved from becoming a ritual sacrifice by brothers Dean and Sam Winchester. Discovering the world of the supernatural and learning about werewolves, wendigoes, vampires and things that go bump in the night also leads to learning more about Dean and the strange life he and his brother lead. The more he learns, the more Castiel finds himself drawn into Dean’s world and toward Dean himself.
Until Uriel wants to complete the ritual he started.
Beta'd by Pickedoffthird - all remaining mistakes are mine
ART HERE. Art by Paxdracona
Media fire for PDF PDF by Marple Juice
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12 Oct 2024
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Making History One Song at a Time by toglielecatene
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
10 Sep 2024
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"and it is well known
that the Prince of England's dog
wears a Burberry coat
and a papillon from Louis Vuitton"---
Pop sensation ACD couldn't know that writing a line about Prince Henry's beagle in his song would lead to finding the love of his life.
Social Media AU, told through tweets, messages, emails and articles.
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08 Oct 2024
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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18 Sep 2024
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On the day of the shooting, Eddie got stuck in a time loop. Buck did not. But don't worry, Buck is handling it great.
(Sequel to The Scroll of Saint Barnabas)
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- Part 2 of about the present
- Part 1 of Amiril Fic (Not Cover Art)
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09 Sep 2024
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If he saw this profile, he’d think: closeted. Probably cheating. Kind of an asshole.
He never has trouble finding someone.
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Eddie's on grindr, and also back on his bullshit.
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04 Sep 2024
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There’s something wrong with him.
Like, massively, catastrophically wrong with him. He should probably be studied, Buck thinks. Studied and locked far away from everyone else to stop him from doing stupid shitty things that hurt the people around him.
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Eddie gets another new friend. History repeats itself.Series
- Part 1 of i go crazy, see red
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02 Sep 2024
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"I really thought I was just... seeing things at first." Taylor says. "That was what fucked me up the most, I thought it was me. Because you always acted so- But it wasn’t me."
“What wasn’t you?” Buck says.
She sighs.
“Why did you call me?” She says. “If you’re just going to do this.”-
Taylor Kelly gets to say her piece.
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30 Aug 2024
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Eddie thinks he just might have hit an all-new low by letting his ex-wife's girlfriend set him up on a blind date with her coworker.
Nothing could have prepared him for meeting Buck.
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17 Aug 2024
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Eddie caught sight of the man leaning against the side of his desk and immediately wanted to retreat to the relative safety of the hallway, back in time when he lived happily not knowing that Mr. Buckley was apparently some kind of male model masquerading as a third-grade teacher.
“Uh. Hi,” was all he managed, as his brain desperately tried to reconcile this person—this very tall, very broad, very hot person, Jesus fucking Christ—with the Mr. Buckley that Chris rambled about constantly, the one who loved Lord of the Rings and was an endless repository of fun animal facts. (Did you know a group of owls was called a parliament? Eddie didn't, not until last week.)
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12 Aug 2024
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Eddie can’t move. Like this, Buck is illuminated by the sunlight streaming through the window; dust motes shimmering around his head, his hair haloed in gold. Beautiful, Eddie thinks. And to his surprise, he doesn’t feel any sort of guilt about doing so.
Except — he should. Because Buck is dating Tommy, and he’s happy, and Eddie would rather go to his grave repressed and miserable than ever take away from Buck’s happiness.
Or: Eddie starts to untangle his complicated feelings about himself, and Buck. Mainly Buck.
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11 Aug 2024