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Dean has been procrastinating on his suicide for a long time.
It's been years now, he thinks. Like yet another apocalypse that's been happening silently in the background of all the others the Winchester brothers keep surviving. But this one, this special apocalypse is his own, personal, intimate one.
Mary died a year ago, already. At forty-one, Dean's body has been broken so many times he can't hunt anymore. His relationship with Sam is slowly dying out and Cas only visits once every few weeks.
He's alone.
So he tries to blow his head off. He misses, of course, like the failure he is.
But Cas comes back into his life when he's the most needed. He tends to his wounds and tries to help Dean exhume what's been buried for decades: himself.
What if Dean actually likes talking about his feelings? What if he doesn't want to lie anymore? What if he's not straight? What if he's not who he thought he was?
What if there's still hope?
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31 Mar 2023
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Sixteen year old Dean Winchester is forced into prostitution as a last restore to take care of his younger brother. Things, including his self worth, steadily go downhill until a particular angelic client shows him that he is more than just a body.
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22 Nov 2022
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After a long and tiring day at work (being one of the few decent alpha cops in the city is hard) Dean just wants to go home and sulk. But when he smells omega in heat and finds Sam on the side of the road, naked and terrified, Dean figures life isn't quite so simple...
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21 Oct 2022
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“Cas, Cas… I can’t-I can’t, breathe, Cas, help me, help me, I can’t make it stop, Cas… please, don’t… don’t…” The human tripped over his words, hands tightening on Castiel's shirt.
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- Part 2 of Destiel Panic Attack Prompts/Ideas
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17 Mar 2021
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Sam can't find any of the angel blades. He asks Dean to talk to Cas and find out why they've all vanished.
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- Part 9 of Season 11 fic
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17 Mar 2021