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    This is a sequel to
    Brothers, Man
    Lots of Hurt Sam/Protective Dean!
    You can read this without reading the first part but you'll miss a number of things related to what happened to Sam and that will be brought up throughout this sequel.

    Summary for Sex and the Single Winchester:
    In the aftermath of a harrowing decade, Sam, 22, grapples with PTSD and trauma recovery while pursuing his first real sexual relationship. Meanwhile, commitment-phobic Dean, 27, finds himself unexpectedly drawn to the sexy and mysterious Benny. The brothers grapple with their own issues and each other as they navigate the minefield of intimacy.

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    Dean has NO idea what to do when the wall breaks in Sam's mind and Sam's first move--once he's conscious again--is to try and 'service' him. So he sends Sam away on the spot, and Castiel brings Sam to Hayden’s apartment (original character).

    Hayden and Sam have been best friends since high school. And even though she had no idea Sam was in Hell, or soulless, she readily takes up the challenge of helping him recover. But...it won't be easy. Or fast. 120 years of training and constant visions of Hell in Hayden's apartment keep Sam convinced he's in danger. It will take all of her attention to help him recover...and more magic than she knew she had.

    (Formerly 'Look Closely')

    *Of note: This story simplifies the cannon. It pretends the entire storyline of God Castiel didn't happen and that ONLY Sam and Lucifer were in the cage.*

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    and i was burnin' up a fever
    i didn't care much, how long I lived.
    - hozier

    did you know marijuana can trigger psychosis? it can even worsen symptoms of schizophrenia.

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    Sam's first Christmas at Stanford is... difficult.

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    The first time it happened—or at least the one he later categorized as such—Dean didn’t notice.

    “God, I think you and I are gonna get the best sleep of our lives tonight, Sammy.”

    He had said this as he collapsed his tired limbs onto the first bed that appeared in front of him that night. White Oak Motel, Lowndesboro.
    Excluding two short stops at rest areas—quick and discreet, much more so than in the days when they were hunted by the FBI—they had been on the road for eleven hours straight.
    Eleven hours with the sole objective of hiding away in this lost corner of Alabama.
    No, it wasn't a planned destination from the start—but to Dean, it felt far enough from the Northern Indiana General Hospital, so it was more than fine.

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    When Castiel pulled Sam out of the cage, the angel knew he was no longer with them, he looked like a porcelain doll, no life in his eyes, not able to walk or talk, Castiel thought Sam Winchester died.

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    Sam wakes up one morning to find that Castiel had an accident with a recreational magical artifact in the Bunker during the night. The angel's normally male vessel is now female and, according to Castiel's careful research of the thing, the transformation will only reverse after sexual intercourse. Sam and Castiel have thus far happily enjoyed a completely sexless marriage and neither of them sees any reason to change that just because of some Men of Letters "on furlough party favor". Fortunately, they have Dean available and able to lend a hand - and other parts - for Castiel's return to normal... if they can just get him over his hang-up with sleeping with his brother's "wife".

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    Sam’s life has been a series of ups and downs, but who could have known that after the deepest fall, he would rise on someone’s golden wings?

    or

    Sam's been rescued from the Cage by someone unexpected and what comes after that.

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    Warning: Spoilers!!

    Just before the Empty takes Castiel and Billie with it, Dean manages to grab Castiel's trenchcoat and they all land in the Empty. In the meantime is Sam panicking and are he and Jack trying to get the two out with the help of a certain witch. This fanfic takes place during season 15 and I have changed some things, but some other things still go according to canon.

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    When Sam begins experiencing vivid hallucinations of Lucifer, the lines between reality and his tortured mind start to blur. With the archangel's voice echoing in his head, Sam struggles to distinguish what’s real from what’s his own fractured psyche. Meanwhile, Dean grapples with his overwhelming need to protect his brother, torn between his desire to help and the fear of losing Sam to his inner demons.
    The brothers, along with Castiel, follow a disturbing lead to an isolated church in the heart of a small town. Inside, they find unsettling signs of a powerful force at work. As they dig deeper, they discover the church is home to a malevolent entity—a Mind Flayer—feeding off fear and taking control of vulnerable minds.

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    Sam had never seen Castiel's wings before the Apocalypse. Michael didn't know that Castiel's wings had turned black from harrowing Hell.

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    1/1
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    Sam Winchester has a very contentious relationship with the day of his birth, especially after so many awful and literally Apocalyptic things have hapoened on or around it. He doesn't get why Dean is suddenly so gung-ho to celebrate it, especially after ignoring his own birthday so hard.

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    shady's back bitches

    CW in the end notes like last time

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    When a hunt goes wrong and Sam is shot, then strangled. Dean leaves to help the victims and in the meantime Lucifer is who assists Sam to come back, protect his vessel's body and get back to his brother. Or is he just a hallucination of Sam's mind? Are they in the Cage? Or is Sam a capable BAMF?

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    While pregnant with Lucifer's baby, Sam is struggling with her hormones which are making her incredibly horny. With the bunker to herself she plans to relieve this pressure until Cas comes home early and tries to assist.

    Pre-relationship Sastiel w/ fem Sam

    (11/8/2024 edited)

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    Part 3 of a series but I guess could also be read as a stand alone?

    Sam’s mind is destroyed when Lucifer leaves and now Dean, Bobby and Cas are left to pick up the pieces. Is it just Lucifer that plagues Sam or is it something older? Dean is left to take care of his broken little brother and to confront his feelings for a certain angel in a trench coat.
    The Winchesters finally use their words, lot’s of hurt but also fluff and confort.

    Be mindful of the tags. Lots of suicide/ self harm, both explicit and referenced.

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    8/20
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    38
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    64
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    10
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    During his time with Amelia, Sam gets recruited to help at a martial arts self-defense class by acting as the perp. Everything is fine until the gym turns into the cage.

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    3
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    The scene started and felt exactly as it should, Cas folding Dean up like a pretzel keeping him pinned up against that wall his physical strength outmatching Dean's by far as Dean rode his cock willingly until the moment that he wasn't and Cas kept going painting Dean's skin with red and taking more than Dean could handle. Sam came to the rescue but was he already too late?

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    1/1
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    18
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    2
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    The first thing Gabriel noticed when he woke up was that he really, really needed to get laid. Like, now. The second thing he noticed when he woke up was that it would be somewhat more difficult than seeking out one of his boyfriends and asking, as he was in his true form for the first time in a very long time, and without warning he didn’t have a chance to modify it for Sam’s comfort. If he left the room and ran into Sam without warning, there could be massive consequences and setbacks.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    Sam was in the Cage, trapped with Lucifer for a long time, his soul even longer. Lucifer knows that Sam began to sympathise with his reasonings, his anger, and his need to be free. Younger sibling to younger sibling. And he took advantage.

    But then Sam's soul was returned and Lucifer was left in the cage alone.

    Until Sam returns one day, needing his help. Lucifer, of course, has a stipulation or two. Sam won't say yes, but when Castiel lets him in, he's got free reign of the earth and an unsuspecting human in the palm of his hand.

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    1/?
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    33
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