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Kazimir Sunder is on a path to his own destruction, not that he knows it. But after destruction comes rebirth, and maybe a chance to take back what’s been lost.
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A reforging of The Dark Urge path. Now includes 50% more blood and smut.
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- Part 1 of Hollow Victory
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This one probably isn't long for the world regardless. He was going to get beaten to death in a dark alleyway sooner or later. Astarion knows exactly how unpleasant a death that was, and how merciful a few confused and terrified moments in Cazador's boudoir would be by comparison. His master wouldn't care that his first mark had been scared off or that this one was dead on his feet when Astarion found him, he'd only care if the guest room was empty.
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The gods have never cared for Astarion and Astarion has never cared for the gods. His prayers have always gone unheard - until tonight.
Or, what happens when Astarion brings the Dark Urge back to Cazador.
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“I don't mind you taking more than blood from me while I'm asleep, you know.”
“Oh?” Astarion turns his head to meet his gaze, a brow raised. “And how am I supposed to take that?”
“Take it however you want.” V's stopped sharpening his daggers, staring at Astarion with an intensity that leaves nothing ambiguous as to what he's implying. “Take from me whatever you want.”
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- Part 4 of Astarion & Durge fics
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Most of the party went out on a nightly stroll after homecoming drinks, leaving Astarion, Gale, and a Bhaalspawn alone in camp. What ever shall they do?
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“I will make another who is worthy.”
V's body jerks like some invisible force had seized it, lifting off the floor. He arches back with a cry, and Astarion's world comes to a standstill as half a dozen phantom blades pierce through his flesh. They seem to emerge from V's own blood, until he's a mirror image of that ghastly butler.
Then Bhaal releases him, a puppet with its strings cut. V falls back to the floor with a dull thud. unmoving, as if he was worth less than garbage. That was it then. V was dead and there was nothing anyone could have done to stop a dark god from striking him down
(Somewhat of an alternate take on the scene where Bhaal kills the Dark Urge.)
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- Part 4 of Loviatar's Love
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Caladhin (semi-embrace Dark Urge) and Gale of Waterdeep looked to be a doomed romance with the way Cal embraces their Father ... but that doesn't mean Gale had given up on them. And Cal never gave up on him.
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Enver Gortash is a man who takes what he wants when he wants. The Dark Urge is having an identity crisis. Is he The Dark Urge or is he Blade?
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Below Baldur’s Gate, in the fetid halls of the Bhaal Temple, Tav confronts his past.
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- Part 10 of slaughtersome son (dark urge character studies)
- Part 13 of blood and gore, heart and soul (durgestarion)
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Astarion knew Sha'dur is trans but didn't put much thought into it until he smelt blood on the tiefling who usually only has others' blood on him.
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"Bhaal Embraces Thee, Bhaal Awaits Thee, None escape Bhaal" by Anomie22
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
26 Apr 2024
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The Dark Urge/Darkness (He/They) finally shows up to one of Enver Gortash's summons--after weeks of sending Sceleritas Fel in their place with the simple message that the butler's young master needs to stay at the temple for the foreseen future--but Enver quickly notices the Bhaalist is not himself at all.
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"Gortash sucks his teeth, swirling the wine and taking an overly long gulp from the chalice. “I’ve been worried sick, you know, with all the rumors of our local serial killer’s vacation. There’s scarcely been anything else on anyone’s minds around here.” Gortash relishes in the way the Dark Urge’s claws dig into the sofa’s armchairs, their whole body straightening up. “Hells, I hear he’s plotting something far greater than a few dead nobodies. What do you think?” Gortash all but taunts, grinning wickedly.
It’s almost too easy. The Dark Urge immediately latches onto the bait, gnashing teeth and all as they shoot up out of their seat.
The Banite leans casually back against his desk, waiting for colorful threats of violence or a pointed dagger throw, both if he’s lucky."Series
- Part 2 of Durgetash (Hurt/Comfort) (Gay)
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“I want to know the same comfort V has found in the Maiden.” That, he thinks, is the truth, at least.
Abdirak pulls back, expression neutral as he holds his gaze. “But you don't trust it.”
“How could I?” The sheer resentment that claws its way up from somewhere deep and dark surprises even Astarion. It rips through his blasé facade before he can get a handle on it, pressing on wounds he'd thought had long scarred over. “Prayer is the only time I've gotten on my knees and not seen results.”
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Abdirak and V help Astarion contend with his past - through penance.
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- Part 5 of Loviatar's Love
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I Don't Want to be This Kind of Animal Anymore by Anomie22
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
18 Apr 2024
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Concept: the Dark Urge/Durge (he/they) partially forgets that he's trans and likes to bind his chest, so Astarion (also trans) justifies wanting to help him as a way of further way of getting on his good side and manipulating him into having sex in exchange for future protection from Cazador but struggles to ignore his feelings of guilt.
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And, Hells, now Durge's doing that awful, awkward, twitchy crooked smile of theirs, and all Astarion can do is slowly sigh. The crescent moon hangs heavy in the sky, navy darkness finally fully settling around them, their shadows darting and dancing together in the dying, crackling campfire Wyll set up a few hours ago.The golden flickering glow is casting harsh shadows across the Dark Urge's haggard face. His cheekbones are horridly hollow and jagged, his lips chapped and raw, his left eye keeps twitching, and his eyebags are dark enough to rival a raccoon.
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Laying Claim by HatlessHatter for jayska, RanchRacoon
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
28 Mar 2024
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Smut. Pure, delicious, smut. Do enjoy.
That being said, I did put characterization in here because I cannot be stopped.A bhaalspawn who knows he cannot be free of his father. He knows he cannot give himself fully to the man he loves. So what is a man to do when he knows he cannot have what he desires most, and knows that his husband desires the same?
Zealir, Son of Bhaal, Chosen of his Father, would lay claim to someone only he and The Chosen of Bane could lay claim to. A woman who worshiped her god's chosen as if he were Bane himself. A woman who had proven her worth to the Bhaalspawn that had chosen her for a hunt, months before. An altered, desperate to be cared for, drow.
She had proved her worth to Zealir. Now she would prove her usefulness to her Master.Arguably I made Enver demi sexual.
Zealir tho, he is ace and yet hypersexual. Does not think you're sexy at all, but will fuck your brains out.Lerah? banite tav belonging to Jayska. We talked about her a lot and RP'd and thus, this.
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- Part 6 of Baldurs Gate 3 Oneshots
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“I’ll spend tonight with you, but I have a request,” Dagger said, by way of greeting.
“Oh? Far be it from me to not indulge your desires a little. Request away,” Astarion replied languidly, even as something in his hindbrain shifted into a guarded position
“I want you to restrain me.” Dagger said, “With these.”
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Dagger (the Dark Urge) is sick and Astarion is the unwitting cure, because surely it’s easier to pretend to have a bondage kink then tell the man you’re sleeping with “I want to tear into your skin and pull out your entrails when we fuck.”Or: Dagger finds a solution to his murderous tendencies during sex, while Astarion thinks his mark is just your average kinky freak. My personal take on the Astarion/Dark Urge romance with the idea of exploring why someone with the durge’s condition and all they have going on would let Astarion pursue them.
Mid Act 1/The Underdark
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- Part 2 of Carrion Comfort
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My named Dark Urge (Darkness (He/They)--transmasc Tiefling) and Enver are having some kinky fun together, when the Dark Urge rears its ugly head.
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"The Banites' voice is honeyed, sticking to Darkness' throat. His words are a siren's call. His narrowed eyes are endless pits of black tar. He's a black widow cocooning them in a web.
It feels like he's peeled away their epidermis, exposing all of their nerves to the frigid, stinging air.
No one has dared call them, Bhaal's purest essence, scared.
They sit there in the heavy silence, unsure if it's a thick blanket draped over them or iron shackles pinning them down."Series
- Part 1 of Durgetash (Hurt/Comfort) (Gay)
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“What a perfect stage for a murder,“ Dagger said, gesturing to the scene in front of them to distract from his nerves.
“Oh darling,” Astarion said, “don’t threaten me with a good time.”
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Both Dagger and Astarion have their reasons for seeking each others company as they fall into what each believes is a quid pro quo relationship;
Dagger gets all the benefits of having his blood drank and Astarion gets his meal.The problem is that they agreed to totally different terms of the arrangement, and unable to ask for what either of them needs, the two of them make things much more complicated then they ever needed to be.
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- Part 1 of Carrion Comfort
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He's supposed to be building a new life, moving on from the past, with Astarion by his side. Their life was now theirs to build. Yet the past keeps haunting him. His Father will not let him walk away that easily. Bhaal will let him know just how far and deep he was hurt in the god's hands. The truth is worse than he ever could've imagined.
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“How unfortunate.” Astarion gives a long sigh, without even a hint of disappointment. V looks like he might strangle him right there. “I suppose there truly is nothing else you can offer our dear V.”
Abdirak turns abruptly, startling even Astarion as he takes his hand in a dramatic grip, “I’ve already told you, if you’re willing to be taken by the sensory, we are in the perfect place for deeper exploration!” He releases Astarion to throw his hands high to the ceiling, savoring every word. “Every nerve, burning, singing, exposed!”
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Astarion and V encounter Abdirak in the myconid colony, where he guides them on a journey through the sensory- perhaps helping to alleviate some baggage along the way.
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- Part 2 of Loviatar's Love
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After defeating Ketheric Thorm at Moonrise Towers, Adrik went into shock. Astarion just wants to help.