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Lightning doesn't strike the same place twice. Until it does. Castiel knows all too well that the path to hell is paved with the purest of intentions. Freshly flung out of the Empty with Gabriel as the angel (devil?) on his shoulder, the brothers wake up in unfamiliar vessels as an invisible string pulls Cas back to his righteous man. When sparks fly for the second time, will he finally be able to bask in the warm embrace of Dean's love or will his deception burn it all down?
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The one where Gabriel convinces Cas to possess a female vessel once they escape the empty and meet Dean for the 'first time' to find out if his feelings are unrequited like he believes them to be and finally answer the burning question on everyone's mind; is Dean Winchester actually straight?
P.s. As a millennial who longs for the days of posting cryptic song lyrics on your socials to alert everyone to your current emotion state, all chapter titles will be song lyrics. Enjoy.
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Dean Winchester doesn't remember what happened to his twin sister, but /he's/ safe and sound in Ellen Harvelle's Roadhouse. Drew Winchester hates his father for taking him away from his brothers and treating him like the little girl he once was. Drew and Dean begin interacting after John's death, and in true Ouran High School Host Club fashion, everyone gets their own lightbulb moment of realization.
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When Dean ignores Sam's warning and traps Chuck with the Mark of Cain, he, Sam and Castiel are left with lifetimes of trauma to process overnight. Dean drags the gang to New York State, finding purpose in fixing up Sonny's Home for Boys while he waits for the monsters to take over. He doesn't admit that it's a nice distraction from his feelings for his best friend that have come bubbling to the surface, what's left of him after the Mark of Cain is done with him anyway.
aka a canon-divergent fix-it fic that branches off from 15x9 in which i put deancas in Situations and use all i've learned in therapy for evil (projecting my healing onto theeee love story of all time)
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Dean just got through a rough divorce and a near death experience. His little brother, who is a successful lawyer, and the chief of the Houston Police Department, who has a love-hate relationship with Dean, make Dean sign his retirement papers. With that his fifteen-year long career comes to a tragic end.
At the age of thirty-seven with nothing but the title “Sergeant” to his name and an old Chevrolet Impala in his garage that needs a good fix, all he has is his brother. Some time passes and after Dean’s shown no improvement when it comes to his mental health, Sam decides to make one of Dean’s biggest dream come true. That’s why he sends his brother to Helena, Montana.
There Dean gets to live in a beautiful house: the interior is cozy, his backyard is the open forest and he just happens to have an annoying babysitter hired by his brother to make sure he doesn’t kill himself, accidentally or not.
His physical therapist, a dorky little guy with a dirty trench coat and a huge cowboy hat, challenges Dean and pushes him beyond his limits. Though they do not always see eye to eye, there is just something about the snarky physical therapist that keeps calling out to Dean.
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Cheap Whiskey and Honey by fictionalgaymenhavea_CHOKEHOLD_onme
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Dec 2024
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Its literally just free to be you and me except a little more gay and even more gay when I start writing about off-screen
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Monsters and Musicians by MarvelandZeldaFan
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 Dec 2024
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Based off @bunk12bears fic on tumblr...
Dean Winchester is a big fan of music, but his favorite musician of all time? Eddie Munson, a rock artist from a small town in Indiana whose worked his way to the top. And when his father stops for a hunting trip in New Hawkins, Indiana, he gets to meet his idol in person... and discover something new about himself.
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While working on a case, Sam and Dean find Castiel after a monthlong stint of silence. Opting to help them work on the case, Castiel's safety is put in jeopardy as he flees the revival/wrath of Raphael, and Dean realizes how much losing him would suck.
A/N: Sort of a case fic, maybe a character study if you squint. Mainly Dean's POV. My first spn fic! Been a while since I wrote anything, let alone published it, so I'm putting it out there for anyone else who wants it (or wants to scare me into writing more). Thanks <3
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He knew it was selfish, but Sam had to see. It was one thing to call her Erin and switch every “he” in his head to “she,” but after twenty-three years, he needed to finally see her right. He’d spent his whole life thinking he knew his brother like the back of his hand, only to learn he barely understood his sister at all. Sam needed to fix it, and he couldn’t unless he saw.
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Vignettes between Sam Winchester and his closeted trans sister during seasons 2 and 3.
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- Part 3 of It's running you with red
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Dean will never forget the very first time he felt Cas’ grace inside him.
Granted, he doesn’t remember how it happened. Or even when specifically. But he remembers the feeling. The liquid cool surge racing through him to the very place where he was hurting and the grace just healing him - as simple as that.
He remembers the heady rush of sensations which lingered, tingling on the surface of his freshly healed skin. Like the burn after a wax. Except… y’know. Nicer. Not that Dean waxes.Or the fic in which Dean gets severely addicted to Castiel's Grace and comes face to face with some harsh truths.
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After Dean’s roommate Benny moves out, he decides he needs to branch out and re-evaluate his living situation.
Little does he know, the people he meets on his journey will change the foundation of “Dean” as he knows it.
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Dean is trying not to think about his life in a series of before and afters. His descent into drug dealing was originally a means to an end, to take care of his father. His father’s dead a year now, and he’s still trapped in the hell that is dealing.
Castiel is a deacon who lives with his devout family, committed to guiding lost souls into salvation. He sees Dean as a troubled man who needs guidance. He sees Dean as a challenge to regain what he himself is losing.
Or: A deacon and a drug dealer walk into each other's lives. Both are in a prison. Both want to escape.
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Following the whole fiasco with Supernatural: The Musical and Greek goddess Calliope, Sam and Dean make the long trek from Michigan back to the bunker in Kansas. Dean, assuming privacy, indulges in some curiosities of his own. An unexpected friend shows up.
Or the one where Dean "researches" Destiel.
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Irreconcilable differences : A Destiel story by LifeUniverseEverything42
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Nov 2024
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Chuck is tired of the profound bond. He will make these two free willed improv-ing characters regret the day they strayed his storyline.
Cas leaves the bunker after Dean blames him for Mary, Rowena and everyone in between. Only later would he realize that the sickness and tiredness he was feeling wasn't just because of his failing powers but because of Chuck's manipulation.
Three years down the lane, Sam and Dean own a garage together and have their own respective relationships. Cas is also in a relationship and lives an apple pie life with his daughter and his job as a high school history teacher. Until it is all thrown into disarray when someone kidnaps Castiel and Dean's daughter. Frantic Cas calls Sam for help.
Or.. Chuck underestimates the profound bond. Dean is so deep in the closet, he has a castle in Narnia. Cas has a happy life, but he still doesn't experience true happiness. He can't experience it anymore now that he has a daughter to take care of. He does not have time for the Empty and the impending prophecy.
Sam just wants to help and shake these idjits till they get their act together jeez.
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(WIP title)
Follows Dean starting in season 13 as he mourns Cas, realizes he's bisexual, and tries to break from the confines of the labels that have always been placed on him. He also struggles with his own self worth and PTSD regarding uh...pretty much everything ever involving protecting Sam.
Mostly canon compliant and loosely following 13.01 to the end of the series episode by episode with my own little sprinkles of extra sad dialogue for my sick enjoyment.
Healthy dose of angst -content warnings will be added in the notes before every chapter.
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Castiel Novak has led an uneventful small town life, besides the fact he occasionally hears voices. But there's medication for that. He's just ready to face the months following high school graduation without a hitch before heading off to college with his best friend, Meg. What he hadn't planned for was a few poor decisions leading him to befriend the one person his father forbade him from speaking to, Dean Winchester, and their whirlwind relationship that follows. When he and Dean are torn apart by forces outside of their control, their world gets much darker than the boys could've guessed. Secrets start to unravel, and so does everything Castiel thought he knew about himself and those he loves.
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I Have Never Been the Most Important Thing to Anybody by redd_winchester
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Nov 2024
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A terrible and supernatural death occurs at Slim Walker’s home, and he’s pulled from a fire by a strange man with an arsenal in his trunk…
Thrust into life on the road with this man, he realizes how attached he’s getting and it brews inside him, he’s not quite sure what to do with it.
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Bela stared at him, really stared, until Dean felt like he was already naked. “Darling, this whole macho routine is cute, really, but you can give it up with me. I know what you are. I was the same way when I was sixteen.”
“Really. You were macho.” Dean knew Bela lied like a rug, but this was a new one, even for her.
“You should have seen it. I was a James Dean wannabe just like you. Look at me now.” She gestured up and down her body. “Sell a couple artifacts, and you could easily afford to do the same.”
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- Part 4 of Miscellaneous Trans Female Dean
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A little while later, Dean considered what Cas said, while he was waiting for Castiel to shower in their motel room. He thought the former angel must be some kind of saint, being so casual about all of this. About Dean not being into Cas, but Cas being very much into Dean. He took it in a stride. While Dean did decidedly not take it in a stride. He was confused as hell. He kept thinking that Castiel wants to hold hands with Dean. And slow dance. And all that. Maybe even kiss Dean. Somewhere other than his cheek. He wanted all that with Dean. And he didn’t get it. And he was not bitter at all about it.
Cas was a better man. Dean would not have his patience. His selfless dedication. His cool attitude to rejection. If Dean was in love with Castiel... and Castiel was not interested. He would be mad. Hurt. Burn something down. Get into some fights. Burn some more things down, maybe? Anyway, not casual. He would yearn for Cas. For his chapped, delicate, smiling lips. -
oh the things that you do in the name of what you love by ThordisPotter
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Nov 2024
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if you were church, i'd get on my knees
confess my love, i'd know where to be
my sanctuary- you're holy to me
if you were church, i'd get on my knees(title and summary from Church by Fall Out Boy)
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Dean, now back to his regular kick ass, functioning alcoholic, monster slaying self. He decides to go against Sam's wishes on a hunt with Castiel, Dean’s closest friend and.. perhaps more.
What they are after is a ring of Fallen Angels that made deals with the king of hell, Crowley. They now have a posse of hell hounds on their side and are going after a family of rogue vampires that are harming locals in Indiana. Both Cas and Dean get more than they could have prayed for…