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Spaghetti and Red Wine by arthropodwithapen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Aug 2023
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After Peter's precarious position goes from bad to worse time and time again, he is left all alone with nothing but his anger and resentment at the world to keep him company. He wonders how much more he can take and whether the growing grudge between him and the Avengers will be enough to finish him off for good. Will he be able to complete his mission in time? Does he even want to anymore?
Of course. He is Spider-Man and he has a job to do. And he'll do it even if it kills him. For everyone else's sake.
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Finished
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Nemesis by Thepersonificationofmetamorphosis
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
11 Jul 2023
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“I’m sorry kid. She’s in a coma and we can’t say for certain when or even if she’ll come out of it. It could be a day, a month, a year.
Could be never.”
With those simple words Izuku Midoriya’s world cracked and shattered.
After a villain attack leaves his mother comatose, a grief stricken Izuku Midoriya seeks revenge and justice against villains, but he’s in wildly over his head. The vigilante Stain finds him beaten in an alley and sees more in this quirkless child than he’s seen in heroes for a long time.
Time passes and a stealthy vigilante that strikes from the shadows and holds a distaste for heroes and villains alike emerges. The pro heroes Eraserhead and Midnight are assigned to bring them in, but they have no idea just what waits in store for them down the line. Or just how attached they might get to this vigilante.
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Izuku is a homeless vigilante with nothing and no one, slowly losing his mind from guilt, anger, grief and isolation, Eraserhead and Midnight just want to help him but it’s tricky with how little he trusts them, and new family can be found on the streets more often than you may think.
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- Part 3 of Izuku Midoriya and his besties
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be loved by bonnia for maknaeline
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Jun 2018
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They sit there, in the darkness of the common room, about a few centimeters between them, but miles apart. Somehow, the quiet is companionable. More than it has been in many years. Katsuki knows he’s responsible for the rift between them, and he knows even more that it can’t only be Deku who attempts to mend it.
“Hey,” he says, after a while, and Deku turns to him in question, but Katsuki refuses to look his way. “Touch me again.”
(or: the kidnapping incident leaves bakugou traumatised about being touched on the back of his neck, and midoriya decides to take matters into his own hands)
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The Alpha Pack was sent by the Magic Council to evaluate the Hale Pack and they had helped them out with the Darach. During their stay in Beacon Hills, Marin became Stiles' mentor and Stiles may have developed kind of a crush on Deucalion. But Stiles hasn't seen them since then.
Five years later, Stiles also works for the Magic Council and runs into them at the annual convention. The hotel is overbooked though and Stiles finds himself without a room. Until Deucalion offers to share his room.
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Loved it
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!!DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE!!
Eddie has started a new life without Venom. let's see how he lives and how he (didn't)survive the death of his friend.
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Eighteen years after the crash, Curly is found by a medic on a passing ship. Healing is hard.
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- 8/?
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Last read chap 8
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Chapter 9
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To his surprise, Edwin found that he quite enjoyed kissing; the intimacy was warm and pleasurable, and the act of it was fun. He and Charles had spent over thirty years getting to know each other in every other way possible, and now he got to explore a side of his partner that he had never seen before. They had both been quite taken in by the notion that this was an option now available to them, and Edwin was enjoying every moment of it.
Perhaps his time spent in the Lust layers of Hell had no effect on him, after all. Maybe his tortured mind had finally caught a break.
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Edwin doesn't understand how trauma works. He and Charles learn the hard way. -
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“You must face it; Ace-ya is dead. It’s time to accept the loss and move forward.” The boy nearly snarled, the tears finally beginning to flood from his furious eyes as he continued to fight.
“SHUT UP! WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT LOSING FAMILY?!”
Oh.
That stung.
What if Law was in the infirmary when Luffy first woke up after his surgery? Between Luffy's struggle with the loss of Ace and Law's own inner turmoil, both of them must face the consequences of the past. With broken promises coupled with heavy hearts, the question still remains: Why did Law save Luffy at Marineford?
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Of Fire and Shadow by EvenescentTranquility
Fandoms: Naruto, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Aug 2021
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Saved by Fawkes after the betrayal of her one-time friends Jasmine Potter finds herself in the Elemental Nations. Without magic Jasmine isn’t sure how she’ll survive, but she’s going to try, even if she is stuck in the body of a five-year-old.
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strong is your hold, o mortal flesh by anderfels
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
25 Feb 2019
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Who knew maize could be such a maze, Arthur muses. Huffing at his own brilliant wordplay, he makes a mental note to tell Charles that joke. Later. When they’re not shooting bounty hunters in a cornfield game of cat and mouse.
Set during the Chapter 3 mission 'Magicians for Sport', Arthur and Charles track Trelawny to some bounty hunters, and as usual, everything goes spectacularly wrong.
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- Part 5 of what stranger miracles
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Filling The Void by Merrydith
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF), dan and phil
27 Feb 2017
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For Dan Howell, it was almost too easy.
Once in a while became every week, which became every few days. And now, this was the fourth person he’d brought home that week and it was only Friday.
What happens when Phil suggests Dan takes it easy? -
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It was definitely a surprise to find out what she had been raised to be, as well as what was supposed to happen to her when the original plan fell through. But Noodle's not letting it get her down. In fact, she's turning it into a positive, and making something great with it. With how capable she now knows she is, it'll be easy.
It would be easier if her bandmates weren't bringing up what happened all the time.
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adorable and maybe i'm crying because it's relatable
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The Temporary Spouse by ingloriousgigi (theimperialpurple)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Iron Man (Movies), Iron Man (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Hercules: The Legendary Journeys, Fast & Furious (Movies), Highlander: The Series
05 Dec 2024
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Falling in love can be deadly, and no one knows that better than Harry Potter. After a tragic encounter with a stalker, Harry leaves the wizarding world to start a new life as Kendis Black. Kendis now runs a successful motorcycle repair business, is heavily tattooed, and has no desire for anything more than casual flings.
Following a wild night in Vegas, Kendis finds themself married to billionaire playboy Tony Stark. At first, they both want a quick and easy annulment, but the more Tony finds out about his mysterious new spouse, the more intrigued he becomes. As Kendis and Tony grow closer, the stronger their feelings grow. When Kendis’s stalker returns, they will face a difficult decision between following their hearts or playing it safe.
The Temporary Spouse is a Harry Potter/Iron Man crossover fic that features an autistic Black non-binary bisexual Harry Potter and a bisexual Tony Stark that has ADHD. In a nutshell, this fic is about the love story of two chaotic neurospicy bisexuals who decide to take on the world.
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- Part 1 of With This Ring
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“And how did you end up here?”
Atsumu looks up at the sky as he takes a puff out of the cigarette.
“Been told ‘s good.” He says, and then smirks. “Been told of the pretty, moody omega that makes ya wish ya were dead.”
“And that would be me?”
“Ya tell me,” Atsumu shrugs, playing with his cigarette. “I’ve only watched ya.”
“And why is Miya Atsumu, member of the Black Jackals, coming to see me?”
“‘Cause yer pretty.” The alpha says. “And there might be somethin’ else. Will ya tell me yer name?”◇
Sakusa Kiyoomi is met with the opportunity of working as a spy for Miya Atsumu, a yakuza, attractive alpha.
Despite his long time reservations towards yakuzas and the danger that the job might elicit, Kiyoomi can’t bring himself to say no.
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Steve is a widower and a single dad. When his son comes out to him, he realizes he hasn't given himself much of a chance to explore his identity - and his old friend happens to have just come back to Hawkins.
Title from When In Rome's "The Promise."
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Middle age Steve figuring out he is bi!
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Lost in Paradise by Salemn
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
27 Nov 2024
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Satoru takes another step forwards, arms spreading wide in excitement, “Yūji-kun! You’re here!”
“Oh my God,” the child repeats breathlessly, sounding far older than any child his age should sound, unable to tear his eyes away from Satoru. The boy shakes faintly, shock maybe, words a shaky exhale, “it’s really- you’re- you look- this is— oh my God!”
Annnnd there’s really no doubting it now.
Clearly those vivid dreams of war, imprisonment and eleven years of growing up is not the dream Satoru had thought it to be since waking up in the infirmary as a seventeen-year-old student, way back before the source of all his problems defected from Jujutsu society.
What the hell is going on?
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- Part 1 of Paradise
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SOO GOOD
Nothing could compare to the amount of dopamine this fic has given me. I finished half of it in a day, I was incapable of seperating myself from the screen because of how much happiness it gave me. The Gojo hurt/comfort, the Yuuji and Gojo reuinion and staying in touch, SATOSUGU, the time travel reveal, the family feelsssss. It all came together so nicely.
I left off around chapter 20 I think but I will be rereading it just because of the glee that reading this has given me. JJK has rewired my brain chemestry and this fic has FED me.
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‘Neath A Crimson Light by Ladyylavender
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series
11 Oct 2023
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Before there was Jim, there was JT. Before there was bravery in the face of adversity, there was a scared boy who froze at the slightest hint of danger, a boy once thought dead.
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Wherein Jim freezes in fear and spirals out of control
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Vi looks at the big clock on the far wall. 7:46AM. She’s one minute late today. Every morning for the past six months - well, every morning Vi’s been on shift, so she’s just assuming about the other days - she’s passed by at exactly 7:45AM, always at a brisk walk, always in a perfectly-tailored suit, not a single long, silky-looking hair out of place.
7:47AM. The crisp clack of heeled boots on concrete pulls Vi out of her musings. There must have been some sort of emergency, because the subject of Vi’s (minor) obsession walks past the fire station at a faster clip than normal. Which is sort of saying something, because Mystery Woman’s got legs for days, long and slender, visibly toned with long, lean muscle through her suit pants. At the faster clip, Vi has less time to admire her ass and tiny, tiny waist as she walks by, but that’s fine, because the view as she leaves is fantastic.
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Caitlyn's route to work as a detective at the 51st Precinct takes her right by Fire Station #516, and Vi's been pining after the gorgeous Mystery Woman for six months...what will happen when she finds out that Caitlyn's a cop (AKA: The Enemy)?
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- Part 1 of Emergency Services Lesbians
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- 50/50
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Tea & Fire by AppoApples
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars Legends - All Media Types
04 May 2024
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If you could go back, what would you change? I would have left. Obi-Wan has been in hiding for ten years on Tatooine when one meditation brings him into the past. Even if he can undo the mistakes of the past, he finds himself still on verge of shattering.
Instead of fixing mistakes, he decides to go on the war path, to spite Dooku, to kark with Sidious, to put a pipe bomb in the extremism of the New Mandalorians and Death Watch, but most importantly, to save his men.
His vode.
Jango Fett can either step up or step aside, because just like Obi-Wan never stopped being a Jedi, he never stopped being one of the best military minds this galaxy has ever seen.
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healing touch by Anonymous
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
04 Jul 2022
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Sometimes, Tanjiro lapses.
She was the only one who could make him snap out of it.- Language:
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Goku Senpai