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    Sam watches Dean and Cas over the years and notices a few things. (Or, Dean and Cas unscripted.)

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    Castiel is years past healing from a mental breakdown that landed him in the hospital for several months, until a certain green-eyed heartbreaker somehow strolls back into his life and starts to bleed into every aspect of Cas' life that apparently wasn't as stable as he thought.
    Dean's just looking for safety; relief from the oppressive weight of his depression when he stumbles across a kind and genuine college student who just doesn't want to feel lonely anymore.
    Sam wants more than the complicated relationship he has with his brother, but after years of abuse and misunderstandings he's afraid that he and Dean will never be able to move past the things that tore them apart in the first place.
    Gabe wasn't trying to make things difficult for Castiel, but unfortunately Cas has the worst taste in men and in his defense, Dean is nothing like what Gabe was picturing.

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    Part of depression is memory loss and somehow that’s worse.

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    AKA Sam has depression, what else is new?

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    Sam starts to notice soft little moments between Dean and Castiel.

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    Sam is trapped in a room that's slowly filling with sea water. Magically bound in place, he's helpless to his certain fate of drowning.

    But when Castiel appears to rescue him, he finds a way for Sam to breathe under water. As long as they're together Sam is safe.

    Cas' unusual methods leave Sam struggling with some unexpected feelings.

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    Sam was six when he rolled into Sedona, Arizona with his father and older brother. The world is a big place, but it’s not so scary with Dean around.

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    I decided, because they're (mostly) one shots, to try and collect all the SPN CODA'S I've written and then put them into some semblance of season order

    There are some that are canon that I wrote that I did NOT add because they weren't written specifically for an episode. Some CODA's also had continuations but I didn't add those in either.

    Two CODAs are challenging to place because they actually hit multiple different Episodes / Seasons at once. Note that some CODA's will be outdated as they were written as the show aired.

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    They're doing that thing again, where Cas is staring at Dean with the intensity of a dog trying to remind his owner that it's past dinner time. Dean's staring right back like the first one to blink is buying the next round. Sam's aware there's a conversation going on that he isn't privy to — and he's used to it, by this point — but it's still rude.

    "So, as I was saying," Sam tries to interrupt the resounding silence, "if we can just figure out a — "

    "Sure," Dean says, and Sam stutters to a halt, because sure what? "I mean, yeah. Yes. Dude, you don't even have to ask."

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    "I think it is all a matter of love: the more you love a memory, the stronger and stranger it is." - Vladimir Nabokov

    Castiel knows Dean will never fall in love with him, no matter how long he pines for him. But when a witch curses Dean to lose his memory and Cas is called in to help, Dean starts flirting with him. Cas tries to focus on the case, he really does, but he’s caught up in the whirlwind of feelings Dean is stirring up. When he steps into a diner to pick up a bacon cheeseburger, milkshake, and a slice of pie for Dean, he gets taken by the Loughlins instead, leaving Dean alone in the cold.

    Dean doesn’t remember the beautiful man with the bright blue eyes, but he’s warm and smells like Heaven, and his voice is deep like gravel road under tires. When the pretty man says, “I’m Cas. I’m your best friend,” Dean’s inclined to believe him, but there’s something else there: a fluttering in his chest, a gravitational pull.

    “Are we dating?” No, but I wish we were.

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    Dean gets cranky when she goes too long without getting laid. Her sister is tired of hearing about it, and finally proposes a practical solution.

    Wren's tags: writing, supernatural, femchesters, rule 63, sam winchester, dean winchester, wincest, drunk sex, lesbian, dildos.

    Wren's warnings: Awkward rough lesbian sex. Both participants, although sober enough to consent, are drunk enough to have lowered inhibitions. The sex is rushed and poorly communicated. Also contains some angsty feels if you squint and turn it sideways.

    Archivist's warnings: Incestuous sexual activity that both participants are into, but with shitty consent practices. It works out because this is porn.

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    I've seen this idea a few times, but this is my version of what could have happened if Sam was Gabe's son.

    "Mary Campbell was a strong woman who had left hunting behind to raise a family. The Campbells were known to be some of the most knowledgeable hunters on the planet. He promised to alter her family’s memories so they would accept the child as their own. He should have known that she was THE Campbell. He should have paid more attention to her husband’s last name. Should have realized all the other Campbells were dead. She didn’t mention a deal with a demon. Her soul didn’t show any signs of being claimed for hell. He should have known.

    He really should have known."

    I own nothing...

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    After their disastrous trip to the brothel, Dean takes a more direct approach to getting Cas de-virginized ... and gets a lot more than he bargained for. With the world on the fast track to Armageddon, can Dean finally find the courage to reveal the secret he's kept for almost twenty years?

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      that one meme of a cat with their mouth open and laser shooting out of their eyes – that's what this fic made me feel. jesus. 💔💔💔❤️💖

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      fuck this made me cry so hard like god yes give them a soft epilogue and a life of rest

      god just the ending bit of cas getting approval from chuck that he didn’t even realize he wanted?? dean learning to live without sam, to discover his wants for the future, to come full circle from when his father had told him hateful things as a child to go to telling a child what he wished he had been told,,,,, god. what healing this fic is. sincerely, from the bottom of my heart thank u so much for sharing,,, that joy and tenderness? it think it’s exactly the sort of end i think we all wanted for these two

      also yes i’m still sobbing as i write this LMAOOO this keyboard is blurry af

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    Dean opens his eyes to find his ceiling above him. His nose twitches, easily picking up on the musk that he and Cas created with their… earlier activities. However, he’s slightly curious as to his body now that he’s more than likely done transitioning into a fully functional, actual angel of the frickin’ Lord.

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    “I-I get that, Dean,” Sam says when he somehow finds a scrap of oxygen to use. “I’m tired, too, so maybe we just need to —”

    Sam.” Dean still hasn’t opened his eyes but Sam can see the exhaustion of which Dean speaks in every line, the set of his shoulders. “You don’t get it. But that’s oka... tha’s okay.” His words slur, slowing, and his eyelids flutter.

    “Well, explain it to me, Dean!” Sam cries, desperate. Dean makes a sound, but no words come, and Sam prepares for the slide of every single second of the next fourteen minutes over his already frayed nerves.

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    In Liberty, New York, fall is coming in off the mountains. The leaves are peeling from the trees in flurries of oranges, browns. Here, the woods are dark and wet.
    Sam is 12 years old. Dean, 3 months away from 17, has been missing for two days. He’s never run away before, but Dad, fresh from a hunt in the town over, is bruised in washes of blush purple. He, older, wiser, insistent on Dean’s newfound and imagined teenage rebellion, is unconcerned.
    Going through Dean’s things, sunlight shattered into fragments against the blinds on the green carpet, and there’s something loose and empty in Sam’s chest. Dean never lets Sam look through his duffle, and there are receipts for fast food, gas stations, DVD rentals stuffed into the corners, change rattling through the bottom of the bag, socks graying with use bundled into pairs, and a brown leather bound notebook, worn into tan around the spine.

    Or: Dean gets picked up for shoplifting and Sam reads his brother's diary and befriends some goths

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    Alternate ending to Season 5 episode 2:

    Dean refuses to let Sam leave, his insistence to keep them together may have inadvertently driven them further apart.

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    Zachariah wants Sam to see how deplorable Dean is by letting him listen to his thoughts in order to convince him that Dean saying ‘yes’ to being Micheal’s vessel, would be a good thing.

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    With Michael having secured his true vessel and preparing to purge the Earth of sin, Sam and the gang receive help from the most unlikely of sources, one that wriggles their way into Sam's heart. When the archangels are finally brought into line, the aftermath finds Dean struggling to discern what's reality and what's potentially another Michael illusion, with the help of Cas and a little something from Gabriel, who's not as much of a dick as he wants to think he is.

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    Prompt fills for the Bro Bone Bang, filled with loads of brotherly boning and banging!

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    Sam and Dean get whammied with a truth curse. And sure, Dean killed Amy Pond two weeks ago, but it’s not the lying that’s the problem.

    Best case scenario, they spend a miserable night together. Worst case scenario, they spend a miserable night together, and it’s their very last one. So they sit, three feet apart, and wait for the worst to happen.

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