18 Works in Matsuda Touta-centric

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    Matsuda exhales slowly. He can’t bring himself to feel much of anything. He closes his eyes. What is a person to do when their fundamental understanding of reality is radically reversed? Matsuda doesn’t know and he doesn’t particularly want to find out. That probably makes him an idiot, but he doesn’t care. He was happier being an idiot that didn’t understand what was going on right beneath his nose.

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    Matsuda struggles to accept the loss of Light and suffers through the horrible fallout after The Kira Case closes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    170,250
    Chapters:
    32/36
    Comments:
    155
    Kudos:
    73
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    2,032
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    Matsuda slips and hurts his knee, Aizawa helps him after.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    574
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    12
    Hits:
    156
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    Verklempt - overcome with emotions

     

    After the C-kira meeting matsuda and Yamamoto head for drinks. After a couple of rounds Matsuda's drunkenness is at a all time high, and he can't stop having a 'sicking stomach ache' lucky Yamamoto has a good alcohol tolerance, so he drives matsuda home,

    Matsuda looks sad, distant. Yamamoto wants to know why. But the detective didn't want to burden Yamamoto today.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,195
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
    Hits:
    60
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    L Lawliet is dead. But not really. As a ghost with practically no way to contact the living, the great detective must watch on as Light Yagami becomes the god of a new world and takes over the Kira investigation. When a new opportunity presents itself, will L seize his chance and stop Light from beyond the grave?

    Meanwhile, the Task Force is on the clock to stop a mysterious fourth Kira that operates under a different set of rules. With not much time and even less clues, can their new L save the day?

    Meanwhile meanwhile, Touta Matsuda makes a deal. Stuck in a world between Kiras and Ls, he must figure out just how far he'll go in the name of justice, all while a familiar someone tries to kill him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,951
    Chapters:
    12/14
    Comments:
    54
    Kudos:
    67
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,320
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    Matsuda blinked. Suddenly his back was towards the ground and he was staring up at the starry night sky. He felt oddly weightless, as if he were suspended in midair.

    Oh, Matsuda thought, I'm falling.


    What if the Yotsuba Group got to Matsuda before he could fake his death?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,484
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    182
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    Matsuda has too much time on his hands, so much that it seems to stretch endlessly before him. The midafternoon light streams through a crack in the office-issued blinds he never manages to close properly, even months after his return to the NPA. It glares off of his computer screen, rendering the file he is supposed to be combing through for evidence illegible. Not that it matters—he stopped pretending to be interested in the new case days ago.

    Matsuda’s attention is instead occupied by the clock on the opposite wall. His eyes trace the second hand as he finds himself counting to forty, not for the first time. It’s a habit he can’t quite bring himself to shake.

    Thirty-seven, thirty-eight, thirty-nine…

    Or: Matsuda grieves.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,653
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    214
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    "Matsuda wasn't a good person; not many people could actually see that. He was bubbly nice and a bit airheaded, but none of that equated to being a good person"

    Or
    Matsuda has a very reasonable crisis

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    670
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    339
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    In which Reiji Namikawa and Touta Matsuda get to know each other a little bit better.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,904
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    852
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    Hungry like a starving dog . . .

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,053
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    188
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    Kunikida has problems with adopting emo childs
    Mori isn't a pevo

    Verlaine living with Q

     

    ( kunikida is trans ftm but he didn't tell anyone he go by he/him/them only ranpo and katai knows)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,009
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    88
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,775
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    After the warehouse — it will always be "the warehouse" to him, a vague noun as a substitute for years of betrayal — Matsuda wakes up the next morning faced with a second chance. One day to fix everything, one day to build the January 28 he wants. And that day will repeat for as long as it takes to get things right.

    He knows that he can't save everyone. But it would be nice if he could just save someone.

    OR

    Matsuda gets stuck in a time loop and the situation quickly gets worse.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    51,156
    Chapters:
    19/19
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    516
    Kudos:
    723
    Bookmarks:
    169
    Hits:
    10,652
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    After being cleared as Kira, Light decides that the whole case has taken enough of a toll on his life. He abandons the investigation—and his previous life.

    Matsuda has a car, and Light can't drive. The obvious solution is to go together.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,705
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    168
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    1,688
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    Someone had to inform Light's family. What remained of it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,182
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    113
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    670
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    “You can gain a friend in several years and lose them in just a minute.”
    -Unknown

    Kira has been caught and justice has been dealt. However, instead of feeling happy, Officer Matsuda Touta is haunted by visions and flashbacks of the friend he's lost, and how he's the one that pulled the trigger.

    Now, Matsuda must reflect and grow, and find meaning in himself and the others left behind.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,146
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    429
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    When Matsuda told Mello he was acting as L, he knew he was taking a risk. He knew Mello might come after him, might try to get information out of him.

    He didn't anticipate the form that interrogation would take.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,330
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    795
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    Matsuda always envied Light.

    He had a father who always believed in him, he had a family who stuck by him, he had an idol girlfriend, and was handsome to everyone who knew him - he was perfect.
    So when the chance comes to help the boy, he takes it - not knowing he might be playing right into Kira's hands.

    A bit of a character study into Matsuda and Light's relationship.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,323
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    87
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1,021
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    There’s something insidious just beneath the surface.

    Matsuda always manages to somehow stay afloat, to keep his head bobbing above water, never submerged by the pitfalls of the investigation for long despite it all. Sometimes this perplexes Light, other times it makes him want to sink the man deeper. See if he can drown him. Drag him somewhere where the light doesn’t reach.

    It’s a game the two of them play— one Matsuda isn’t aware he’s participating in.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,535
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    261
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    3,777
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    You plan a day in with Touta when you realize that he's been working too hard.

    One of the things planned is a pillow fight and Touta better appreciate it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    665
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    286

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