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    There was something sweetly solemn about the gentle falling of snow in time with the flutter of Lan Zhan’s lashes. It had become an almost nightly routine for him to gaze at the moon and wonder. Wonder endlessly about the paths he could’ve chosen— the people he couldve saved. These were the wonderings that have plagued Lan Zhan’s mind for the past 50 years since— since Lan Zhan uttered his last words.

     

    “Wei Ying.”

     

    His lips have stayed resolutely shut since— figuratively. He never spoke words or sentences; his mouth resigned to only be used for eating, breathing, and sobbing. The last one he tried to avoid as much as possible, but despite common belief he was not made of jade. Though often, when he looked in the mirror, his reflection read of the face of a statue made of crystal. It wasn’t purposeful, his slow descent into an oath of silence, but he found after he said that name there were no other words so important that he would waste breath on them. So he simply stopped. There wasn’t much difference to his usual stoic silence other than the occasional noncommittal ‘yes’ and ‘no’ morphing into hums.

    50 years is a long time to wait.

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    4/?
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    72
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    18
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    Wei Wuxian is in the burial mounds after his Shijie's death.

    He has issues to sort through.

    It's been thirteen years without Wei Ying.

    Lan Wangji has issues to sort through.

    They are more similar then they think.

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    2/2
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    He can recall the first night in a messy fragments . Brother coming into his room .his eyes fragile and glassy ,He remember how brother hugged him .his small hands that seemed so big to wangji at that time were tight around him .Brother was holding into him for the first time ,wangji was the one to always cling into his brother sleeve seeking his guidance. Brother always knew what wangji needed him to know even when wangji himself seemed uncertain of it . But at that moment brother was clinging into wangji as if he too , did not know where to go and what to do.

     


    Or How wangji coped with the death of his mother

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    4/?
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    10
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    1
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    "You want to take someone back to the Cloud Recesses?" Lan Xichen repeats, his voice surprised.

    "Take him back and hide him somewhere. But he is not willing."

    Lan Xichen doesn't say anything back immediately. In the short space of a breath, that brief moment, they both think of the same thing: a field of gentian flowers, a door that will never open again, and the unheard tune of the qin spilling out over the meadow.

    The Yiling Laozu dies in a siege led by the cultivation world, and Lan Wangji lives to see the aftermath.

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    4
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    74
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    11
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    Sizhui stumbles about Wei Wuxian's workshop and accidentally travels back in time. He ends up face to face with a young Lan Wangji, before the world hurt him.

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    1/1
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    6
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    534
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    49
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    5,015
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    Lan Wangji holds on, holds still. Bone-white knuckles gripping, tigthening aroung Bichen and Suiban. It is only a head. Severed. Decaying under the hot sun of Qinghe. Hanged up by his matted hair, face red and swollen. Hardly recognizeable. Wen Xu. The first thing the crows stolen from him, where his eyes.

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    1/1
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    2
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    13
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    450
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    The cultivation world's consensus on Nie Huaisang is that he is a lovesick fool, who does not know what he is doing.

    (Lan Wangji wonders, in the years after Wei Wuxian's death.)

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    70
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    977
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    Lan Wangji receives his punishment for defying the elders and remembers how he has wronged his Wei Ying.

    or the scene we never got of Wangji receiving his 33 lashes

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    1/1
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    10
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    1,047
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    “He faintly processes the fact of what he had been about to do. How could he try to do this? Leave A-yuan? Leave his Xiongzhang?

    And then he remembers why. And then he feels his brother’s sobs shake his own body.

    And Lan wangji breaks down. Devastatingly.”

    (Or Lan wangji understands the pain of longing, losing, loving, and repeat. A dive into the feelings and emotions of Hanguang Jun while he waited, grieved, and loved the man that had held his heart)

    MDZS x CQL Oneshot
    Title from the song “Reflections” by The Neighbourhood.

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    Desire sounds too beautiful for how disgusting Lan Zhan felt.

    (Lan Zhan and Wei Ying date. It doesn't last for long.)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
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    31
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    9
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    After a tumultuous (and canon-divergent) experience of building a relationship strong enough to defeat the Jianghu, Lan Zhan and Wei Ying live together in Cloud Recesses, and they are very much in love. But learning to actually communicate is a difficult process, especially for traumatized, defensive, cagey people. It's Lan Zhan's turn to cope, not terribly well, with strong emotions and frightening implications that relate to a secret from their past.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    938
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    Lan WangJi gets his punishment after the second Burial Mounds Siege and he remembers.

     

    Thirty-three lashes. For his sect, they were the price to pay for the men he had injured. For Lan WangJi, they represented the memories of a whole lifetime and the regrets he still stored in his heart. A lash for each happy memory, a lash for each moment in which he could have done something to change the future. A lash for each time he had hesitated, a lash for every time he had listened to his own pride, a lash for all those moments in which he had been restrained from his own limited views of reality, from his own beliefs. A lash for each and every time he had let the chance to save him slip away from his fingers.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    376
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    Falling in love implies scraped knees. Lan Wangji has always prided himself on steady feet.

    It’s rather upsetting, he’s finding, to be shoved.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    334
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    Xichen cannot help but remember the things that other Lan disciples used to whisper, whenever they thought he or Wangji weren’t listening. The thing that shufu does not acknowledge, but quietly believes nonetheless.

    The Lan curse, they call it.

    To love once. To love monsters and madmen to the point of destruction.


    Lan Xichen and Lan Wangji are born under the shadow of their mother's crime and their father's failure. As they grow older, they learn the consequences of love, and what it means to be a Lan of Gusu.

    They find out that it isn’t so easy to escape what’s in your blood.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    51
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    426
    Bookmarks:
    131
    Hits:
    3,868
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    Courage is the choice and willingness to confront agony, pain, danger, uncertainty, or intimidation.
    It is strength in the face of pain and grief.

    But courage is not an infinite source, and that is a hard lesson to learn.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    392
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    Teenage Lan Wangji visits Qinghe Nie with his older brother. People try to make friends with him for some reason. It's awful.

    Series
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    English
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    3,149
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,501
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    In which a young Lan Wangji learns the word ‘cutsleeve,’ and that he cannot use it.

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    English
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    1,211
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    144
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1,841
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    Lan WangJi desafiou tudo e todos por ele, mas o perdeu para a injustiça do mundo. Não, ele não aceitaria que seu Wei Ying não mais existe nesse mundo, ele vai procurá-lo, nem que se passe 800 anos ele ainda o esperara.

    Mesmo que não reste mais ninguém ao seu lado, mesmo que SiZhui seja maduro o suficiente para seguir sua vida fora dos Recantos da Nuvem, ele vai esperar, porque não existe ninguém mais teimoso que Lan WangJi e ninguém que ame tão desesperadamente quanto.

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    Português brasileiro
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    2,295
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    6
    Hits:
    125
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    Wei Wuxian was silent for some time. Then, finally, he held Lan Wangji’s hands. “Lan Zhan,” Wei Wuxian said, gently. “I am not your mother, and you are not your father.”

    Those words set him aflame. Lan Wangji clasped his hands tightly, and let out a long breath. His composure regained, he stared at Wei Wuxian intently. “Prove it, then.”

    Wei Wuxian set his jaw at the challenge, and stood. “Fine.”


    Nie Huaisang needles at Lan Wangji's composure. Lan Wangji contemplates what it means to love, and what it means to be selfish. Wei Wuxian takes the bait.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,197
    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    120
    Bookmarks:
    30
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    1,636
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    “Wàngjī,” Shúfù says. “Promise me. Even if Gūjǐ does not like it, you will keep her close. Do you understand?”

    Everything hurts. Lán Wàngjī is tired. His throat is raw from wailing so loud, and his eyes are puffy and dry, and his cheeks are red. In the distance, he can feel Gūjǐ finally recognizing his distress for what it is, and rushing back. He wants to tell her to stay, to not return here, not now, but he has no energy.

    So he simply says, “I promise, Shúfù.”

    This promise will restrain him for years to come.

    Daemon AU, Canon Re-write.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,729
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    55
    Kudos:
    502
    Bookmarks:
    173
    Hits:
    7,592

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