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    After the lawsuit Buck asks a million what ifs; what if i died in the explosion, what if i had the PE when no one was around, what if Chris didn't survive the tsunami, what if I didn't make survive the tsunami, what if i lost the law suit, what if i never filed the lawsuit, what if i had been fired, what if i had been transferred, what if i quit before the lawsuit, what if i never even joined the 118, what if i stayed with the seals, what if eddie and i never got together before this mess, what if, what if, WHAT IF...
    what if i end it all...
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    OR: Evan "Buck" Buckley isn't sure how he could have made things better between him and the rest of the 118 following the lawsuit. While on the outskirts with the team a month after returning, being man behind the whole time and essentially the 118 cleaner, he starts spiraling into a million what ifs. At the end of the day buck has to face the what ifs he never wanted to face: What if he cant fix this anymore, what if this is where he leaves, what if its time to go back to his first found family because this one died when he got crushed by a piece of municipal equipment while on shift. What if he only had a place with the SEALs...

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    Following the tsunami, Buck gets a shocking visit from Chief Alonzo, who gives him his job back with some changes due to Human Resources' concerns about Buck and Chimney's professional relationship before a pulmonary embolism delayed Buck's return to work. When Buck accepts the changes, how will the others react?

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    It’s been five hours since he called Buck exhausting, but it feels like forever.

    Or the one where Eddie begs for forgiveness. Buck loves him anyways.

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    While driving home from the grocery store, Buck stumbles upon a bloody man lying in the road leading him into the world of the supernatural. He meets the Winchesters and goes on hunts with them. Meanwhile the 118 assume that Buck has been abducted by the FBI’s most wanted.

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    Something broke inside Buck inside that grocery store. Eddie’s final words kept repeating inside his head. He was right; he was always right. All Buck ever did was hurt the people around him. It was why he had never stayed in once place for long before. Because inevitably, something was wrong inside of him, a piece that meant he would never belong. After meeting Eddie, he’d fooled himself into thinking maybe things could be different...maybe Buck could have a place in LA, with Eddie… but like always he was wrong. So, standing alone in the parking lot, Buck decided to do the one thing he did best: run.

    Eddie had never been good at controlling the wolf inside of him. It was always angry, unsettled, at least until Buck came into his life. The last few weeks though, without Buck, he’d lost control more than once. When Buck came to apologize, he really hadn’t meant to snap at him and it didn’t take long to regret what he said. Only by the time he went looking for Buck he was too late. Buck was gone. Eddie had to find him, and tell him how sorry he was, how he needed Buck sometimes much it hurt. He just hoped Buck didn’t get into anymore trouble.

    Or my Buddie werewolf AU that no one needs, but I’m doing anyway.

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    Kate had just came in to the store to do her shopping, thinking it would be all peaceful but instead she was front row of the latest episode of a soap opera.

    If the soap opera involved firefighters and this one guy...wait was he a deadbeat dad?

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    Buck is back at the 118 after the lawsuit, everyone welcomes him back but Eddie stays away from him. Buck finds out why one night after he attends a local fight club.

    Meanwhile Eddie is struggling to cope and uses the fight club as a coping mechanism. After a bad injury he goes back to the 118, only to have Buck avoiding him.

    Why is Buck avoiding Eddie?

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    Post lawsuit and grocery store confrontation, finds Buck wanting to desperately make amends with Eddie, but Eddie fresh from one of his fights is in no mood to listen.

    Eddie may come to realise that his fists aren't the most dangerous part of him, when his words can have more lethal consequences.

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    "Wait. Hold on."

    Eddie snaps the bedside lamp back on. Buck looks at him questioningly.

    "Buck - " Eddie doesn't want to pry or embarrass Buck. He just can't keep going like everything is fine and he hasn't seen. He makes his voice as gentle as possible.

    " - what are these?"

    He slowly reaches out and places a hand on Buck's thigh. Right over the rows of cuts that Eddie's never seen before. They're on both legs and some look older than others. Lines overlapping, some crisscrossing, but most in straight even little lines. They're organized.

    They're intentional.

    -----*OR*----

    Buck and Eddie have been dating for a few months and have a nice romantic evening out. When they return to the loft, Eddie discovers the real reason why Buck always insists on having sex with the lights off. Feelings and heart-to-heart conversations happen. The first 2 chapters are mainly feelings, but the 3rd chapter will be smut.

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    The gentle knock on his front door surprises Eddie, although it probably shouldn’t have. There’s only one person who would be showing up unannounced at this hour, though even after all these weeks Eddie still somehow expected Buck to just barge in.

    That’s how he showed up in Eddie’s life the first time at least – knocked down all of Eddie’s walls and made himself at home without a second thought. Or maybe it was subtler than that – Buck oozing through all the cracks in Eddie’s defenses until he took up so much space that it left Eddie hollowed out and unsteady when he ripped himself back out.

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    Buck comes over to Eddie's after the rage room, after Eddie's fight in 3x05. They don't talk about the lawsuit (or much at all).

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    Set between the two-month time jump during chapter 7 of Running Away to Find a Family. Even if Buck is in Tucson for two months and does not tell the 118 and their family members, sans Michael, that he's returning to Los Angeles with Erica and Trixie before Christmas, he's still talking and pulling pranks on the 118 and their families as he reconciles with the 118 over being crushed by a firetruck and suffering from a pulmonary embolism from Tucson.

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    "Memories of a life that's been loved."

    if only Evan Buckley knew that..

    -or-

    the grocery store fight with Eddie and Buck, what would've happened if there weren't two angry drivers outside yelling at each other? Would things lead to a different outcome?

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    Buck finds out about Daniel during the lawsuit. It changes everything and nothing.

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    Eddie needs someone to bail him out of jail. He’s not allowed to talk to Buck, there’s no way he’s calling his abuela or the 118, so he turns to the next best (and most unconventional) option: Maddie Buckley.

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    Oh.
    That’s it.
    He’s doomed.
    He never had a chance.
    He was born to suffer. To be alone. To fight. To look. To lose.

    or: Buck has a hard time, he has an epiphany, or so he thinks.

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    Bobby hates this whole situation. He can't believe things got so out of control with Buck. But now he has another problem. Someone filmed the fight his team had with Buck in the grocery store. And the brass aren't happy.

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    It was supposed to be a normal call...

    Or, five disasters that Buck and Eddie survive without each other, and the one they get through together.

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    Following the grocery store confrontation, Buck can't find a good reason to keep fighting to come back to people who don't want him. He drafts up his resignation, only to be stopped by a phone call from Chris' school, telling him that Christropher was transported to the hospital, and they can't get ahold of Eddie.

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    Buck wakes up with a fever the day after he decides to drop the lawsuit and has a pretty horrible fever dream.

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    The grocery store fight from the perspective of the staff.

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