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Eileen was at her breaking point. Dean was crying, Sam was drunk, and she was tired. She bounced Dean on her hip and reached for the bottle of alcohol that was sitting on the kitchen table, but Sam didn’t let go. “Sam,” she said sternly. He mumbled something incoherent and Dean wailed again. Fuck it, she thought. She released the bottle and shook her head, which was pounding despite not being able to hear Dean’s cries. She went upstairs and shut the nursery door before leaning against it and taking a deep breath.
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- Part 4 of After Death-Verse
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It’s funny how Sam openly said that he was ready to die, multiple times, and Dean never bothered to ask, not even once... Why?
Nobody ever asked why Sam was so eager to go with Death. If they had, he would’ve pointed to Charlie’s burning pyre and a town covered in darkness as evidence to help them understand why he shouldn’t be alive.
The worst part is, Sam knows deep down his brother agrees with this, even if he won't ever say it out loud without the mark on his arm.
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Sam falls apart at the seams, and Dean doesn't patch him back together until it's almost too late.
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Sam Winchester has had enough. His brother was dead. Why wasn't he dead? Eileen finds him bleeding out in the bathroom.
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- Part 3 of After Death-Verse
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sam winchester is a sad vampire. that' s it.
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Sam Winchester's brother is dead. He has been dead for over 17 years, and Sam is trying his best to live his life and raise his kids, but it is hard. Eileen tries to help Sam navigate his feelings while juggling work, children, and dealing with her own grief. His son, Dean Winchester Jr. Is a senior in high school, and causing more trouble than ever (stubborn, just like his uncle). Their daughter, Rose, is starting first grade, and her parents figure out more about her every day.
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- Part 1 of After Death-Verse
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He swore by grass, he swore by corn (that his true love had never been born) - English Version by Snehvide
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Sep 2024
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"I don't feel so good—" Dean had figured that out on his own, but hearing it from Sam hits differently. It's the sound of defeat, the most complete collapse.
Sam can't 'not feel good.' He's not made to 'not feel good.' Not in front of Dean's eyes. Dean stretches his lips into a crooked line, takes a deep breath through both nostrils.
The strange mechanism that makes him take responsibility for all of Sam's 'not feeling good' has been active for a while (and this time, he's right).
He silences it as best he can, cursing it and cursing himself. A big, messy, endless internal turmoil, the only visible echo of which to Sam is the slight tremble of the hand with which Dean wipes his forehead.
He puts away the bandana when Sam's back seems to have settled too comfortably on that dirt road. Dean stands up, sniffs. -
You're The Greatest Thing We've Lost by AMooseInAFieldOfIrises
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Sep 2024
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Sam and Maya parted ways, with Sam promising to come back as soon as he could. Unfortunately, John had other ideas. As Sam and Maya continued their respective lives, what would they be to each other, and where would life take each of them next?
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- Part 2 of Find A Home on the Edge of It
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a fic done in the style of john winchester's journal.
my take on how he and mary met mixed in with some canon.
hinted wincest but nothing wincesty in the fic.
john tries his best, he just has a hard time dealing with it all.
Supernaturalkickparty on tumblr, come say hey.
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Teenage Sam Winchester is depressed, and when he's left alone in the motel room, he decides he'd like to feel some relief from the pain in his chest. So, he grabs a knife.
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They were quick to recognise the devil in me by Infinitesmial
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Aug 2024
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Dean goes out for a drink to cope with a hard day of hunting while sam deals in his own way will dean ever find out???
I’m very bad at summary’s but I hope u like it sorry if it’s bad I made it at 4 am
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There’s a light that I can see (but only when there’s darkness in me) by sorryitsmyfirstdayonearth for FallenAlpha
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Jul 2024
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It’s late in the evening when suddenly Sam Winchester is at your door. He says he needs your help. He’s relapsed on demon blood, so you let him in. Of course, you let him in. You’ve never been able to say no to Sam.
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Sam doesn't go to Stanford. Sam POV
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“You know, your mother died trying to save you. She’s dead because of you! The least you could do is stop being an ungrateful piece of shit and avenge her.”
Sam froze in his spot. His duffel bag slipped out of his grip and landed on the dirty motel carpet with a soft thud.
John won the big fight. But at what cost?
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With Cas dead, Jack vanished, and Dean in turmoil, Sam turns to therapy. His search for answers leads him to the bunker’s surveillance footage, where he uncovers startling evidence that casts doubt on Dean’s account of Cas’s death...and Dean's sanity. Determined to restore a semblance of normalcy, Sam gets them back on the road. But their case takes a terrifying turn when Chuck reappears with a chilling revelation: the universe is targeting them in a deadly Final Destination-style game of fate.
As Sam grapples with his own fears and a world seemingly set against them, he clings to the hope that reuniting his fractured family will be the key to overcoming their darkest challenges. Maybe once they’re all back together, they won’t need therapy at all.
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In the four years Sam had left his father and brother his hair grew out, and he got piercings and a tattoo.
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There is only one demon left in all of Hell and Earth. Sam decides it’s time to finally kill it. So he seeks out his brother, sure that Dean will do what needs to be done and end him.
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Sam is not quite himself, which leaves Lucifer perplexed and trying to figure out how to fix his vessel. Being in the cage his options are limited and he resorts to the other human in the cage for advice on what could be going on and how to fix it.
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- Part 1 of 160
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Sam was drowning; both literally and figuratively.
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Dean will never be the same after Michael’s possession. The crack Michael left in Dean remains open even after Michael’s death. The archangel warned that there’d be nothing left of Dean but blood and bone. No one really believed him. Until now.
Dealing with devastating consequences in the aftermath of Michael’s possession, Sam and Dean don’t think they’ll ever be able to get back to how things were. But when they stumble upon a new case, they realize that they’ve never been able to say no to a hunt before, and they’re not starting now.
Inspired by 14x10, Nihilism.
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Dean said they needed time apart.
Dean said they needed space.
Sam said...
It didn't matter what Sam said. Dean left.Now they're thousands of miles apart and they're both falling apart in different ways.
Can something on the road ahead provide answers and bring them back together before it's too late?
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- Part 7 of Demonic Junkies