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    Karamatsu, in the depths of his despair, seeks to escape his pain and finds refuge in an abandoned house in the woods. Despite his attempts to end his suffering, each time he is on the verge of doing so, regret drives him back home. His brothers, puzzled by his strange behavior, finally come to realize the gravity of the situation when Ichimatsu, following Karamatsu, uncovers the truth behind his secretive outings. However, as desperation reaches its peak, the brothers must confront the harsh reality and act swiftly to save Karamatsu from imminent tragedy.

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    None of them thought there was a problem. They treated him the same as usual. Whatever was wrong with Karamatsu wasn't known to his family, especially since he was so good at hiding it. Until Osomatsu found out.

    Basically a story of Karamatsu trying to live with depression.

    [DISCONTINUED]

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    Dissociation. He had learned it was called a few months back, when he had dared to use the family laptop for a bit of research. Not like anyone cared what he was doing, anyways, so he didn’t have to be too careful with hiding his searches. Some people online had claimed they found it frightening — an experience so similar to your consciousness dying , just… not quite close enough, in his personal opinion. Perhaps he had found it scary the first few times, too, but he couldn’t quite recall ( He was scared , he was scared , he was scared! ) . He couldn’t remember much of anything, anymore, it seemed. He wasn’t sure how to feel about that ( The days keep slipping by, and even though he tried, he couldn’t figure out how to stop it , how to get better , so he just gave up on trying) .

    Also known as: Karamatsu has a bad time, but this time, someone noticed — and Osomatsu isn’t just going to let it slide now that he knows something is wrong.

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    3/?
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    5
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    120
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    9
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    “Eventually, he was making his way through the park when he discovered a figure on a bench. It seemed to be huddled up, protecting something, the figure was covered in snow. Hoping it was Karamatsu, Osomatsu rushed over to the figure. He immediately pushed the snow off the figure, which was a person holding a guitar. Immediately Osomatsu figured out that the figure WAS Karamatsu.”

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    Karamatsu can't always hide how he feels, and his brother Jyushimatsu will always be there for him.

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    72
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    820
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    Karamatsu's alone with his thoughts in a vacated park at night and then a wild Osomatsu appears.

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    7/?
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    16
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    3,396
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    Karamatsu bottled feelings overflowed.

    What more can I say?

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    15
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    2,829
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    Karamatsu wasn't sure when he started to feel this way, a couple of days ago maybe? A couple of weeks? Perhaps it's even been this way for a few months he would muse to himself. Karamatsu wasn't sure when he started to feel different on the inside, when his perfect fashion felt less perfect, when the love from his family and friends started to feel almost meaningless. He wasn't sure when being called a NEET started to hurt so much. A word that he used to wear as a badge of honor, now only hanging over his head as a word of shame. Karamatsu wasn't sure when every little thing he says, does, even feels, starts to feel more and more like an act. Karamatsu wasn't sure about anything anymore.

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    3/?
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    13
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    1,307
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    Karamatsu can’t take it, and takes the worst encouragement from Ichimatsu.

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    1/1
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    4
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    78
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    5
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    This is a fanfic involving the movie btw, so spoilers for anyone who hasn't seen it yet.

    After escaping the memory world, Osomatsu realizes that it's more than just Takahashi's letter that Karamatsu had regrets about.

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    1/1
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    Nothing to see here.

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    63
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    6
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    1,087
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    Karamatsu has been acting off for 2 weeks now. Who better than big bro Osomatsu to lift his spirits?

    Don't read this btw, it sucks.

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    1/1
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    222
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    20
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    2,734
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    1/1
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    3
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    69
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    978
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    Hey my name is Laugh Maker. I've brought you a smile.

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    1/1
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    3
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    58
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    1,114
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    One day, without warning, Chibita walks out of Matsuno Karamatsu's life. Karamatsu decides to become something he never thought he would become: the kind of man Chibita would return from the end of the world for.

    post Season 1, Episode 24

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    1/5
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    32
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    336
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    Everyone has lied to Karamatsu nearly his whole life. He's so tired. He can't go through life like this anymore, and with the thoughts that his brothers would laugh at him if he requested they stopped their torment made it just drag on longer than needed. The blue matsu has resorted to cigarettes, cutting, alcohol, and starvation to drown out his sorrows, but none of it's working. Just like his anti-depressants. The choice he picks isn't the best one, but he decides to down all the pills in one go and finally be free from the abuse...until his brothers find him laying motionless and unconscious on the ground.

    Bold means someone is talking or something written...Italics means like,,,emphasized? words...and underlines are just for the resolution

    {{i havent watched a single episode of this show in 6 months but i got inspired to watch this so whoops if any info is wrong.}}

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    251
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    23
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    4,463
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    Karamatsu's tired of feeling unloved.

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    1/1
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    10
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    225
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    15
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    3,233
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    Chibita used to think that the Matsuno brothers are idjits.

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    Karamatsu can't hide his inner emotions in. After so many years of hiding behind a mask, he knows that he can't manage to fool his brothers much longer.

    Acting was the only way that Karamatsu could escape from the negative emotions that built up inside of him. But by doing so, he forced himself to hide behind a mask. The longer he held his emotions back, the greater his self-hatred became. He thought he could hide forever, but there's always a limit to everything.

    What happens when his emotions finally get a hold of him?

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    2/?
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    17
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    112
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    9
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    1,755
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    Karamatsu begins his every day the same.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    667
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    140
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    2,359

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