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    She hates him enough to dance for him in high black heels and a put-on smile over black painted lips in a murky place where you set your dignity aside at the door. He hates himself enough he watches.

    Because of him, she doesn't have a home. She wants to take him back to one you rent by the hour and gouge the tears from his eyes with kisses.

    Redemption happens to other people.

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    A place to corral all the super duper rare ships so they're easier to find, and they can run and play in the sun and keep each other company.

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    27 year old Castiel Milton has been fighting his urges for most of his life. But one day at his job as the manager of Funshine Daycare, he sees an opportunity to finally feed his desires

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    Castiel is one of the best contracted killers that works under The Continental. That is, He is the best when the Winchester brothers don't get in his way. After a particularly bad run in with them, Castiel learns that he is bound to do a job for them. A job that will apparently earn him quite the reward.

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    The Novaks are having a Christmas party! John and his thirteen-year-old daughter Dean put on a show for Claire, her dad Jimmy, and his twin brother Castiel.

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    A bunch of one shots with different parings and kinks.

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    Krissy and Claire meet in high school and start dating. It isn't until Claire brings Krissy home to meet her guardian that she explains that Castiel isn't just her guardian.

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    Claire let go after a few seconds. “Why did that hurt you?”

    Inexplicably, Castiel was still partially hard. He groaned as the pain began to dull in pulses throughout his veins, like a blinding light comprised of bulbs that rapidly began to blink as they gradually faded out. “I let it.” He slowly opened his eyes and looked back down at Claire.

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    • 04 Nov 2023

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    • 27 Mar 2021

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      Claire absently ran her fingers through Castiel's hair as the pattern of her breathing gradually righted. She sighed once it finally did, opening her eyes to look down at the angel at her feet. His lips and chin and some of his jaw glistened in the glaring artificial light. Claire smiled as she ran one of her hands down the side of his face, caressing his cheek, her thumb stroking over his wet lips and slippery chin. She wasn't sure exactly what she had been expecting Castiel to say or do next, but it certainly wasn't, "I'm not going to fuck you."

    • 24 Jan 2021

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    When Castiel possesses a young Claire Novak, it has consequences he never imagined. Six years later, Claire is angry, depressed, and using drugs and alcohol in an effort to recreate the high she experienced being an angelic vessel. In an effort to heal the damage he feels responsible for, Castiel takes away her most painful memories, but will her momentary peace have a far greater cost?

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    • 18 Mar 2021

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      When she wakes from these dream memories the emptiness inside her is so vast it feels like her chest will cave in. She spends her days yearning to touch that presence again.

      Something inside her broke when the angel left. He didn’t slip out quietly. The tearing of his essence away from her was violent and messy. She doesn’t feel like she fits in her own skin quite right anymore. She’s like puppet with the strings cut.
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      The stress of balancing between being near him, both too close and too far at the same time has taken its toll on her.

      She hates him. She needs him. She wants to shake the life out of him and hold onto him for dear life. The enormity of everything she’s feeling threatens to pull her under and every day it gets a little worse.
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      They work together to slip off the rest of their clothes and it’s so much better this time around. She wraps her arms and legs around him, clinging to him while rocks his hips. The pleasure is like light filling her up. It threatens to blow her apart, but it keeps coming and coming until she cries out. Castiel stills and leans his forehead against hers while she catches her breath.
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      “I still don’t get how you thought making her forget you’re wearing her dad’s meatsuit was supposed to make her feel better.” Dean says.

      “Oh god,” Claire says. 
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      She hates him standing there, arms open in supplication like he deserves any forgiveness. And she hates herself, too, because even as she wants to get as far away from him as possible, all the other memories are back, too. He was right before, her body is crying out for the angel again, and not just any angel. She needs him and his light. Her body recognizes him. She feels herself orientating to where he’s standing, as always, like he could just hop back inside and fill the hole that he tore out when he left.

      Claire starts laughing, a little on the hysterical side. “I’m never going to be free of you, am I?”

      Castiel doesn’t answer.
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      She has no idea how long she stands there marveling at how she feels. She’s complete again; the emptiness, filled.

      Castiel? she thinks. Curious, she tries to picture him and, instead of her father, she pictures him in his angelic form, a wave of celestial energy.

      I’m here, he answers from within her. I will always be here.

    • 02 Mar 2021

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    • 19 Jan 2021

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  11. 9

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    Dean and Cas are living their lives until Jody calls saying Claire went missing on a solo hunt.

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    Ofweston - known as Claire in the before times - needs assistance in her posting. Her doctor is happy to provide said assistance.

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    Claire Novak was only thirteen when she finally told Castiel in a small whisper of a voice - I miss my daddy -. And he said, I know, he said, I understand. But he really didn’t. Castiel didn’t miss Jimmy much at all. He hadn’t seen his brother for years, not since he moved away to the farthest corner of the United States to be away from Jimmy. But he told Claire it was all right to miss him. She said - you remind me of my daddy but you’re not him -. And he said, no I’m not him. But they were twins and even now sometimes when Castiel looked in the mirror he still saw his brother. Sometimes when he looked at Claire’s big blue eyes he saw his brother. Castiel didn’t like that very much.

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    The title is a terrible pun and I apologize.

    Cas and Claire are in an established relationship. Her age isn't mentioned here, but I'm tagging for underage just in case that's how you imagine her. She is supposed to hold it in while getting Cas off and meets her edge.

    Not beta'd yet.

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    Claire is having some conflicting feelings about Castiel, which causes her to act out. When she finally pushes Cas to his breaking point, she gets something she's been secretly wanting for a while.

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    • 18 Jun 2022

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    • 28 Mar 2021

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      Castiel does interesting things to her body. He ignites her anger in ways she doesn't quite understand, then leaves her body with a warm sense of hunger that she can't ignore. Claire presses her thighs together uncomfortably. 
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      He starts unbuttoning his shirt, looking directly into Claire's eyes.
      "What do you want, Claire?" His voice is even deeper than usual, and makes Claire need him that much more. She writhes under his scrutiny. "I want everything, Daddy. Fuck me. I need to cum."
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      "You're so wet for me. Good girl. That's so good, Claire."

    • 11 Dec 2020

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    This time, Castiel's the one sitting still, and Claire's the one blowing into his life with gale force.

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    • 26 Mar 2022

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      She doesn’t know if it means something or if it’s just chance, but either way the symmetry of coming back to her home state six years later for the same reasons she’d left it is, well. Fucking ironic, is what.

      In those eternal hours on the road, she wondered if she’d even be able to find him once she got close. The pull in her chest has never been what she’d call fine-tuned. But these new twinges are sharper and more sensitive than the old dull ache ever was. She follows them down a dirty street under a gray sky. Sitting under a stark, blue-and-white sign that offers rest, hope, and salvation, in a faded hoodie and jeans with a hole in the knee, sits a man who looks like her father.
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      “Don’t be sorry. Fuck you, fix this. Fix me.” Her plea is pitiful in her ears. “You left me. So come back.” She thumbs over the sore spot at her breastbone, the blinking beacon of pain that tells her: Castiel is on Earth again. Castiel. Castiel.

      “I can’t,” he says again.
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      “I’m one of your mistakes, aren’t I. In your long list?”

      He hesitates. “I regret your suffering, yes.”

      Claire huffs. “Thanks, I guess.” She drops her hand to her lap. She feels empty: of words, of the fury she’s been holding onto so tightly. All she’s got left is the ache, ever-present, so familiar she thought it’d gone away. It deepens a little with each inhale, relaxes with each breath out. She’ll always have it. She’ll always be this.

    • 29 Sep 2019

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    Castiel is not her father.

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    • 23 Oct 2021

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      At first it makes Claire cry when he isn’t looking (and sometimes when he does, when she can’t stop herself), how he just doesn't care. Sometimes she calls him 'Dad' by mistake and whenever she does, he looks at her, body gone utterly still, until she corrects herself and calls him 'Castiel'.

      She hears how the other soldiers call him 'Cas', and she wants to do that so bad that it hurts, but at the same time just thinking of Castiel as Cas makes her stomach turn and she hates him like she's never hated anybody.

      Castiel never once invites her, but when he sees her at his door, he keeps it open for her to come in.

      They don't talk.
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      When Claire feels herself blush down to her belly, through her thighs to her toes, she digs her fingers into Castiel's skin and comes.

      Moans: "Dad."

      Castiel doesn't acknowledge her slip. 

    • 08 Nov 2020

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    • 29 Sep 2019

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    All my crossovers.

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