5 Works in Author Projecting Onto Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)

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    Eddie doesn't know what triggers it, but the numbness in him turns violent, and he's rising from the concrete, moving to stand somewhere that isn't near Buck. "Why are you doing this?" He asks. He needs the real answer this time. He needs Buck to tell him the whole truth and nothing else.

    Buck makes a pained sound in the back of his throat. "I don't– Eddie, why wouldn’t I do anything for you? You’re my best friend."

    Or,

    Buck is the one who gets broken up with. Eddie is the one that doesn't know how to cope.

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    1/1
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    6
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    140
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    27
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    1,563
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    “I loved her,” Eddie replies truthfully. And he really did. Shannon was his best friend until things went wrong. “But I don’t think I was in love with her.”
    “O-okay…” Buck acknowledges, letting Eddie know he was listening.
    “Buck, I….” His voice was really shaking now, and he could feel tears pricking at his eyes. “I don’t know if I can love people that way.”

    OR

    Eddie has some realizations. Buck and Tommy come together to support their friend.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,079
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    558
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    5,512
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    Here’s the thing, Eddie has never disillusioned himself into believing he was a good Catholic, he only ever stepped in a church when it was at Abuela’s or Pepa’s insistence or his father’s demand. He knows he isn’t a good Catholic, he’s not even sure if he is a Catholic, so why the fuck could he not stop thinking about God?

    He thinks back to teenage years, Sundays always dreaded, distinctly feeling like church wasn’t a place he was meant to be. The pews too uncomfortable, the air too stuffy, the hymns too haunting, everything was too much and he wasn’t meant for it. He thinks back to the little boy in Sunday School who sat distracted and wondered ‘what’s the point of all this?’, just wanting to go home to his sisters. Eddie Diaz knew at eight years old that God wasn’t for him, he knew at fifteen that he would never find holy ground, so at thirty-one he knew that God didn’t give a shit and he didn’t give a shit right back, right?

    or

    After a call at a church Eddie suddenly can't stop thinking about God. Cue a tailspin, repressed memories and emotions, a bit of introspection, and just a bunch of feelings Eddie wished he didn't have to deal with, but he's being better to himself, so he deals with them.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,322
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    161
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    1,995
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    It's the perfect spot. Tucked in the corner by a window, the chair comfortable and soft but still offering support.
    Eddie has everything he needs for a productive writing session, and yet he's been staring at the blank page in front of him for twenty minutes now, waiting for the words to come.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    792
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    134
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    789
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    Buck has noticed a change in his relationship with Eddie, he just doesn't know what that might be.
    Eddie tells him when the time is right.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,739
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    647
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    5,449

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