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    Alec was sitting in a corner of his office, alone. His whole body was trembling as the memory of what had happened the night before rolled over his very skin. He was curled up in a ball, as though it would protect him from the aftershock the night had left him with.

    Everything hurt. Everything was cold. The world around him was crumbling and there was nothing he could do to stop it. The horror ripping through him was unparalleled and unwavering. He let out a fresh sob when he finally dared to look up.

    ...

    Magnus was pacing. The lobby of his husband’s office was so small that the pacing was making him dizzy, but he didn’t stop. He was worried- worried and scared. His Alexander had been in his office for over 32 hours, alone; and has been fighting against every attempt Magnus has made to get him out.

    He didn’t know what to do… What should he do? What was there to do? Magnus had no idea what was happening, and it scared him.

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    Sebastian has take control of the New York institute using shadows. Of course Magnus needs to fix it.

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    After fleeing the oppressive atmosphere of the Institute, hands covered in blood - Jocelynns, and more recently, his own - Alec turns to the only person who might offer a semblance of solace.

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    Alec has a fucked up life he’d known that since he was kids but now he’s moved in with his mom, her boyfriend and his younger siblings he release just how messed up in the head he really is. Can a Magnus and his friends bring him back from the edge? Or are they going to have to watch Alec fall.

    Or Alec lived with Robert after his parents got divorced. Robert abused him before the divorce but after it became much worse. After Robert said he didn’t want Alec any more he move back in with Maryse but no one knows what’s really going on with the him.

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    "So, go easy on me."

    Alec is trapped and overwhelmed by the expectations put on his shoulders from family and from work, but Magnus is there to help him pick up the pieces and find the next step forward.

     

    Detailed warnings can be found in my author's note! Please keep your lovely selves safe. <3

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    Alec comes home severely hurt, Magnus heals him. But Alec needs more help than he is letting on, he doesn't want to worry Magnus though. But Magnus begs to let him help.

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    Alec describing Magnus <3

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    After banishing his demonic father to Edom, a young Magnus Bane is found wandering the streets and soon taken in by the Clave. The Shadowhunter government has an experiment in the works - a plan to introduce Downworlders into the Shadowhunter Academy in an attempt to prevent hostility, violence, and tensions between the Downworld and the Nephilim. The hope is that with Shadowhunter and Downworld children learning side by side, relations will improve. When Magnus Bane comes into the picture, he quickly becomes a candidate for one of the Downworlder students, and the Clave finds an opportunity to keep an eye on the young warlock, one they know could become a great ally or powerful enemy in the future.

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    Alec dreams about his first kiss, even though he knows that it will be with someone he doesn't really want to kiss.

    Until he meets Magnus.

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    Alec feels a bit anxious about his wedding and that little bit of anxiety grows a lot quicker than Magnus expected.

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    After a large fight with Magnus, Alec ends up injured and trapped in a Djinn dream. Magnus will stop at nothing to try to pull him out, but, as time goes by, Alec refuses help and remains trapped in the dream.

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    I could walk away now end it perfectly and just say your words are not affecting me. Somewhere deep inside I know it may be wrong but I'm ready to commit mistake no. 2...

     

    After winning the Silver Medal in the Olympics, Magnus and Alec thought they could lead a perfect life, not all things turn out that way, but you still have to fight for it, together they learn what it's like to love each other more than they quite possibly already do...

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    He looks towards Magnus, and startles, seeing that the man is staring right back.

    His eyes convey a certain kind of sadness and Alec doesn’t want to feel the way he does. Like he has to run to the rescue, again.

    But unintentionally, his body edges towards the other man.

    “Go,” Andrew says to him and Alec gives him a startled look. The blonde raises an eyebrow. “I know that look. Just, Alec,” Andrew gives him a smile “it’s better to know than be in the unknown.”

    After that night, Alec thinks that Andrew couldn’t have been more wrong.

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    Inspired by the song Girl Crush by Little Big Town

    [Day 26 of Flufftober 2020, Angst]

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    “I want you three to stay here. Isabelle, look after Max. Sebastian, finish securing the house.” (City of Glass, page 221).

    Max is dead because of him; he knew it and everyone else knew it.

    No wonder everyone is blaming him, he doesn’t need to hear their words, he can see how they are looking at him, and that is enough to tear him apart.

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    Пять раз, когда Алек хочет умереть и один раз хочет жить.

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    Magnus and Alec have quite the dinner date.

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    8
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    38
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    2
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    Sometimes relationships take effort, and sometimes we find ourselves in relationships that aren't right for us. Alec Lightwood is about to realise his pairing isn't quite what he was looking for, but luckily the right man is just around the corner - or behind a bar...

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    Chapters:
    13/?
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    In two different places, the same song draws Alec and Magnus back together after the events of 2x20.

     

    Songfic based on Bones by JC Stewart ~ requested by an anon on Tumblr!

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    Alec and Luke interact for the first time since Jocelyn's death.

    [A missing scene from season 2]

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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    137
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    8
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    1,291

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