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those who are now against us by janewaywardness (pilcrowtudinous)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek: Prodigy, Star Trek
07 Jun 2024
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‘Why don’t you want to speak to Janeway?’ Celes finally asked. ‘What happened, Seven? When we got back to Earth, I thought you and she–’
Seven found a shred of her voice. ‘You thought what, Celes?’ Seven was too tired for ranks and formality.
Celes shifted uncomfortably. ‘I thought you two would finally figure out your feelings.’
Seven was too tired to argue, to challenge the lieutenant on her assumptions. ‘Well, I guess you were wrong.’
Funerals are bad at the best of times.
They're extra bad if it's the first time you're seeing your estranged former captain (about whom your feelings are deep, complex and loaded) for the first time in years.
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- Part 1 of feeling some kind of feelings
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and all I really wanted to know / who was me and who was she? by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
11 Sep 2023
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When everyone else has been assimilated and deassimilated, how would you feel being the last one standing with the proof of your past etched across your body?
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- Part 2 of feeling some kind of feelings
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like a hammerhead shark by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek, Star Trek: Voyager
11 Sep 2023
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Raffi and Seven talk Māori whakataukī (proverbs) at the trailer. Seven worries she has touched a nerve.
Set sometime between S1 and S2.
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- Part 3 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 1 of twotrm
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walking backwards into the future by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
12 Sep 2023
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Los Angeles in 2024, and reflections on lived experiences of Los Angeles in 2024 once they're back to the future.
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- Part 2 of twotrm
- Part 4 of feeling some kind of feelings
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While waiting for one storm, a more literal one rolls in.
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- Part 5 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 3 of twotrm
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although it is small it is a treasure by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek
14 Sep 2023
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Seven gets a parting gift from Naomi when Voyager returns to the Alpha Quadrant.
Much later, Raffi comes across it and has questions.Series
- Part 6 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 4 of twotrm
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you may dodge smoke on land but you cannot dodge current at sea by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
15 Sep 2023
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Bad dreams ≠ nightmares
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- Part 7 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 5 of twotrm
- Part 1 of d'rabbles
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my skin does not fear the nettle by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
15 Sep 2023
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On her more charitable days, she thinks that it’s just because they didn’t know better. There was no blueprint for them to follow, no 'So You’ve Liberated a Drone from the Collective' holoprogram to work through.
Those more charitable days don’t come around that often, though.
Seven is good at collecting captain issues.
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- Part 8 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 6 of twotrm
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send me a handful of soil so that I may weep over it by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
07 Oct 2023
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It had occurred to Raffi that she could put in a few calls. It also occurred to her that doing so would be the only thing more demeaning than accepting her sentence.
It didn’t really matter; there was nobody to miss her. Maybe a couple of her dealers would miss the steady income. The plants from her porch garden that she couldn’t fit into stasis containers would miss being watered.
Nobody would miss her company.
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In which Raffi looks back to time spent in the NZ penal settlement.
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- Part 7 of twotrm
- Part 9 of feeling some kind of feelings
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fall down on the world before it falls on you by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek
23 Sep 2023
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Raffi trails her hands up and down Seven’s arms, ready to catch her if she can’t yet hold herself up. ‘Good. Now, in your own good time, want to tell me what I was supposed to tell the crew if, when their captain put herself unnecessarily in a dangerous situation, the knock to the head was a little more serious than the kind that I can handle with some forced finger waving?’
Seven doesn’t say anything, just groans and leans into Raffi’s touch.
Away mission mishaps are gonna away mission mishap.
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- Part 10 of feeling some kind of feelings
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creation myths are so passé by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek, Star Trek: Prodigy, Star Trek: Voyager
23 Sep 2023
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‘Maybe they jumped you to captain so fast so that you’d have a say over your own crew and wouldn’t accidentally end up on a ship with any of the Protostar kids and duke it out.’ Raffi regrets her poor attempt at a joke even as she’s saying it. It still gets a snort out of Seven.
‘We could all get I survived the Delta Quadrant and Kathryn Janeway and all I got was a Starfleet commission and this lousy shirt t-shirts.’
Seven revisits learning some difficult news back in the 2380s.
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- Part 11 of feeling some kind of feelings
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heartbeat drumming double time by pilcrowtudinous
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek
05 Nov 2023
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...She doesn’t have any imminent missions or rendez-vous lined up. So why not swing by? See how her planetside people are doing. Maybe it’s a good idea. She could go see Raffi. Fix her recycler again. Watch the sun drop down over the rocks.
Seven shakes her head. Raffi lives in an apartment in San Francisco now.
What a weird thing to forget.
What a weird thing to happen, to forget.
It's 2400 and something's up with Seven.
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- Part 12 of feeling some kind of feelings
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fundamentals by janewaywardness (pilcrowtudinous)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek: Voyager
04 Feb 2024
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Janeway took the book from her and flipped to a specific page then handed it back to Seven. ‘Look, there's even one here about doing things the hard way. Maybe if you read it you'll change your mind.’
Janeway waited for Seven to read the short poem, but after staring at the page for a moment, Seven looked up at her. ‘I cannot.’ She stood up and handed the book back.
‘You… cannot? You can’t borrow the book?’
Seven hesitated again. ‘Indeed. Forgive me, Captain. I have duties I must attend to.’
(Five times Seven didn’t read. And one time she did.)
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- Part 13 of feeling some kind of feelings
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Mariner is injured on an away mission. And she's Mariner about it.
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- Part 14 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 1 of whumperless whump '24
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'It’s 2403, honey. First responders don’t even know what to do with the concept of a car crash.’
‘I thought my driving in 2024 prepared you for this eventuality.’
Raffi throws her hands up in the air. ‘Oh, she’s cracking jokes already. She’s cured.’
In which Seven goes for a midnight ride and things end badly.
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- Part 15 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 2 of whumperless whump '24
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Seven of Nine has done a great deal of adapting over her years on Voyager. Some things have been easier to adjust to than others.
Tom Paris’ proclivity for ancient Earth cultural mores is not one of them.
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- Part 16 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 3 of whumperless whump '24
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...there are some things that are foreign concepts to her. Like having a body that complains not because it’s freshly injured, or because it has contracted an illness, but merely by virtue of existing.
Ellory looks after Seven.
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- Part 17 of feeling some kind of feelings
- Part 4 of whumperless whump '24
- Part 4 of beyond the firewall
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She looks out at the view that has long been her favourite place on campus. Usually, she comes here to eat. To think. To unwind. Today she looks out over the water, like she always does, but she can’t really see it.
Agnes sits in the aftermath of the synth attack on Mars.
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- Part 5 of whumperless whump '24
- Part 18 of feeling some kind of feelings
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cat in heat by pilcrowtudinous for Lysippe
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV), Star Trek: Lower Decks (Cartoon)
06 Jul 2024
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She had assumed that T’Ana was a few steps behind her, as she had been the last time they paused. Instead, she sees the Caitian some 50 metres back along the beach, leaning over, hands pressed on her thighs. ‘T’Ana!’
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- Part 6 of whumperless whump '24
- Part 19 of feeling some kind of feelings
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Today has been… less than my finest day as captain. But I suppose that’s why we’re on a training vessel – to make mistakes in situations that aren’t life or death. Usually.
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- Part 7 of whumperless whump '24
- Part 20 of feeling some kind of feelings