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soothe my mind, my aching soul (OCD Eddie) by jewishrat420
Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
21 Aug 2023
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Eddie, Steve, and the story of trying.
Or, the one where Eddie has OCD and learns that it might not be the end of the world after all.
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OCD
Autistic/autism
Nureodivergent/neurodiversity
Emetophobia
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Sunshine, babylove, sweet boy, angel, favorite boy/best boy, brave boy,,, my _ boy/my boy, precious boy1 - - - - Kissing/getting together/I love you's/boyfriends
2 Therapist Jessica/Exposure therapy
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soothe my mind, my aching soul (OCD Eddie) [2]
by jewishrat420
Updated: 2023-08-21
ID: 3680926Eddie, Steve, and the story of trying.
Or, the one where Eddie has OCD and learns that it might not be the end of the world after all.
1. is it ever gonna change (am i gonna feel this way forever?)
Steve notices things. Recently, he’s been picking up on it more. Eddie makes these little movements, minute utterances under his breath, like he’s reassuring himself of something. The seemingly incessant tap tap tapping of his fingers, too exact to be strumming a rhythm in the seam of his jeans but too calculated to be mindless.
His pointer finger taps the table. Once, twice, three…Five times. Five times before he moves onto his middle. Then his ring, then his pinky, then back to the pointer.
Interesting.
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Eddie’s got these habits that Steve desperately wants to understand.
2. tell me that i'm alright (that i ain't gonna die)
There’s so much Eddie wants to say. "Nothing’s bothering me. I’m just thinking about how I’ll never understand the way you get me. How I’ve never met someone like you in my life, how you’re willing to just listen and how you put everyone on this planet before yourself. How you give and you give and expect nothing in return. How I think you’re it for me, Steve, and how that doesn’t scare me like I thought it would."
Instead, he says, “I don’t think so. Just have this…feeling. Like something’s gonna go wrong.”
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Or, the one where Eddie learns how to face his fears. And maybe a few other things, too.
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not me, crying while reading this
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still to read 📚