i know what i am, do you?
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yeah, probably by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Markiplier TV (Web Series)
15 Apr 2023
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Anti wanted to hit his head against a wall, "You serious?" he groaned. "You couldn't have just done the simple thing and asked either me or Chase to do that for you?"
Marvin suddenly grinned, wide, not looking much unlike a Cheshire cat, "No."
You know what? Fuck it.
He wanted to hit Marvin's head against a wall.
Anti then bared his teeth in a very deliberate way, voice like ice as he stared down the Omega, "Marvin."
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- Part 1 of i know what i am, do you?
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i said that i'm fine by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Markiplier TV (Web Series)
16 Apr 2023
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Anti moved to sit on the bed, his eyes averted and head in his hands.
"Anti."
Anti kept silent and continued to avoid the older man’s gaze, because fuck, as if he had the energy to deal with... whatever this was, right now. He heard Dark sigh, feeling a hand tuck itself just under his chin, half-surprising himself when he didn't jerk away at the contact.
"Look at me," Dark instructed, voice gentle.
Anti's shoulders sagged, and he looked up.
"Tell me how you're feeling," Dark stated.
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- Part 2 of i know what i am, do you?
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a matter of time by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series)
01 May 2023
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"How many times this month have you shifted?"
Huh.
Honestly? Not what Anti was expecting.
"Uh, let's see," Anti pretended to pause for a moment, mockingly furrowing his brows in a faux thinking expression as he flexed his fingers as if getting ready to count, "I haven't." He grinned, always loving when Dark attempted--and failed--to hide his annoyance at the other's antics. A brief twitch of an eye, and the quick downturn of a corner of his lip. God, he was just so easy.
"You haven't?" Dark's tone was dangerously short and clipped.
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- Part 3 of i know what i am, do you?
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give me something by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Markiplier TV (Web Series)
19 May 2023
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"That didn't sound too convincing," Dark commented dryly, going about his usual morning routine. "Have you already eaten, today?" he asked.
No.
"Yes," he lied, teeth grit and fingers absently tapping away at the table.
"You should eat something."
Anti frowned, "I just said--"
"What would you like?"
The younger Alpha just huffed, not even dignifying that with a response.
Dark gave a low hum, unperturbed by the lack of any verbal answer, proceeding to prepare two plates anyway.
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- Part 4 of i know what i am, do you?
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let me see you by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Markiplier TV (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series)
05 Jun 2023
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"Mind if I see your neck?"
"Go for it," Anti muttered.
Dark moved his hand slow to unhook the leather from around Anti's throat, spotting the faint indents of his own teeth in his skin and running a careful finger over them. He eyed the skin around, where neck met shoulder, and Dark suddenly felt his canines begin to ache. He hummed lowly to himself, then seeing a thin, white line running along the front of Anti's throat, he paused. "What did this?" he asked, feeling when the other flinched as he went to lightly touch the area.
Anti shut his eyes, nosing just beneath Dark's ear, "Knife."
Dark growled low in his throat, "Who?"
Anti grinned, though Dark could tell it was strained, "Guess."
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- Part 5 of i know what i am, do you?
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tomorrow by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF, Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series)
11 Jul 2023
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Anti halted. There was just something about Dark, tonight. Something off. He tilted his head towards him, trying, "That ain't all, is it? There's something else." Honestly? Anti wasn't too confident about that one; bluffing, hoping to bait something from the older male. Even something small, anything to explain why he was being so... weird.
Dark growled, quiet, and low, low, "Tomorrow."
Anti narrowed his eyes, keeping silent, for now.
"I couldn't help but notice you didn't correct me, before," Dark started, pausing shortly, brief. "You told me you shift at least once, monthly. In the kitchen, I'd informed Henrik that you usually fail to keep your shifts consistent, and you didn't say anything to argue against it. I'm curious as to why that is."
Oh, fuck.
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- Part 6 of i know what i am, do you?
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if i told you what i was (would you turn your back on me?) by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series)
08 Aug 2023
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His hand reached for Anti's neck, suddenly, cupping it as he leant down again, mouth grazing his before applying more pressure, rougher than the first time, fingers hooking careful, careful beneath the leather, and causing Anti to keen.
His own hands had since moved to Dark's waist, fingers digging in against his sides, likely to leave behind bruises in their wake. Then he felt a hand go just a little lower, then lower, this time pulling his shirt up as it went. Fuck. He had to stop this, now. "Dark--"
Dark paused, a low noise threatening to escape the back of his throat as he peered down at Anti's torso, fingers gliding feather-light touches across the stretch of his stomach, "Strip."
...
Dark sighed low to himself.
Marvin must have taken it as a sign of waning patience, licking his dry lips, a nervousness radiating off of him in waves, his natural mint-vanilla scent slowly overcome with the oppressiveness of the emotion, wrapping thick and invading the room.
"Marvin," Dark prodded gently, a soothing sound accompanying the deep baritone of his voice.
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- Part 7 of i know what i am, do you?
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i will never give up on you (i see the real you) by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
01 Oct 2023
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Anti was quick to strip himself of the last of his clothes, breaths heavy and eyes teary. He hadn't been able to fucking see straight even once since leaving Wilford's place.
He threw his head back, chest still heaving as he hesitated, the realization crashing into him like a tsunami when it struck him what exactly it was he was considering doing, what it was he was already doing; a wave of fullness and feeling and empty drowning, choking, suffocating--
It felt like having that knife pressed to his throat all over again.
His hands shot to his hair, running his fingers through it, and forcing himself into some semblance of calm.
God, he missed Jack.
...
Dark wasn't gentle.
He growled, keeping Anti's body close and pressed firmly against his own, his hands in dark green strands of hair as he tugged the other's head to one side. Then Dark was towering above him, reeking of want and need and Alpha.
His skin having since been forcefully bared, Dark didn't waste any more time getting himself nicely acquainted with the vulnerable area that was Anti's neck; first starting at his jaw, then making his way slow, slow to the hollow of his throat, towards Anti's scar.
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- Part 8 of i know what i am, do you?
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come closer by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
06 Nov 2023
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"You're perfect."
The Irishman felt his chest constrict at those words, at Dark's weird and gentle treatment. And before he gave himself a chance to even think, he was returning his kiss, almost out of habit, his eyes falling shut. His mouth continued to move against Dark's, feeling the wet and warm of his skin and tongue, asking permission.
Anti didn't give it.
He sighed deep and heavy through his nose, and he pulled back.
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- Part 9 of i know what i am, do you?
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antithesis by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
05 Feb 2024
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"The pack's under curfew."
Anti flopped himself against the bed, a hand to his face as he sighed into it, "I need to go."
"I told you it's not just you," Dark repeated, turning to his cupboard to change clothes (which Anti was just now noticing were still dirty from their run together) as he focused his attention on finding something clean and comfortable to put on.
"You also implied that it's me that he's after," Anti stated, bottom lip catching between canine as he debated with himself. "I need to go," he reiterated, repositioning his weight against his elbows as if to get up.
But then Dark was there, hovering his body above his own and caging him in.
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- Part 10 of i know what i am, do you?
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i feel it deep within (it's just beneath the skin) by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
11 Apr 2024
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Anti had meant his statement as only a blithe comment, more than anything, but it was when Dark didn't say a thing to respond, the silence dragging out long enough to just this side of too long and even awkward, that the Irishman's grin soon became splitting.
"Oh my god, yeh do," he cackled, not bothering to put in even the slightest bit of effort to try and hide the obvious mirth in his voice. Dark had pictures, pictures of himself. As a puppy. "Yeh have'ta let me see," he said, hands going to Dark's bare shoulders as he continued to grin down at him, smile wide and downright fucking euphoric.
"I needn't do anything of the sort," replied Dark, calm but also with a light and careful amusement in his voice.
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- Part 11 of i know what i am, do you?
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do you remember? by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
28 Jun 2024
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He didn't give Dark a chance to answer, almost not wanting to know what his response to that would be, so he pushed on. "You know what? Let's just, talk about this later."
Dark just barely narrowed his eyes at that, but seemed to agree, humming lowly as he pushed himself from the desk. Anti's brows furrowed.
"Stand up," the other Alpha ordered.
Alright.
"Alright," Anti answered slowly.
Dark approached, circling the desk then, moving the chair that Anti had been sat in just a moment ago to the side. He took Anti's face between his forefinger and thumb, and Anti let him.
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- Part 12 of i know what i am, do you?
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mine. by justaturtl_e (authorisunorthodox)
Fandoms: Jacksepticeye Power Hour (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Markiplier TV (Web Series), Video Blogging RPF
10 Sep 2024
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His breath hitched at the undeniable press of fingers then, still coated in the remnants of the lube from earlier, the substance damp and cool, and Anti wanted out.
A new sort of heat overtook him then, a different kind of frustrated, something irritated as he yanked himself so that he was mostly out of Dark's reach, a hand to his wrist.
"Stop."
--
Anti swallowed, his tongue feeling like a stick of lead in his mouth, suddenly, taking in Dark's words, what he wanted. "You..." he started, not knowing what to say, where else to take the beginning of that statement, really, but feeling this need to fill the silence take over anyway. God.
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- Part 13 of i know what i am, do you?