never knew i needed you more
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think i'm looking at a long night (i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone) by cake_lovin_ace
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 Feb 2023
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by the time he made it into juvie, andrew wanted nothing to do with touch. it was there that he learnt that all the anger that had built up inside him could be used as a weapon, as a threat, as a way to keep off unwanted hands. it was there that he learnt how to find a way to touch without overwhelming himself; at his own terms and with his own rules. it was liberating in a way nothing had been before, a startling and dizzying rush of power that left him breathless. simultaneously it left him with an odd, foreign sense of isolation in his chest, a sense of icy detachment from the world and the people around him that he drowned behind apathy until it was too far buried to surface again.
and even now, years later, andrew was never warm. cold, icy and niggling, dogged his footsteps, ice brushing over his chest and into his heart as he yearned for touch in a way he never had before.
[or, a story about andrew's relationship with touch, and kevin.]
Series
- Part 3 of light a spark and let it burn (keep the flame alive)
- Part 1 of never knew i needed you more