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you know what they do to guys like us in prison by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
04 Jul 2023
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“What you did was a tragic accident”, she tells him. “You did not mean for that man to die”.
“No”, Ran plays along. Outside he can see the sun, and further off, the cityscape of Tokyo. He misses it more than he ever thought he could. “I didn’t”.
“But sometimes we have behavior we encourage without meaning to. I think it’s something similar, with you and your brother. If I were to recommend you for release, I would encourage the courts to insist on separation -”
“Then I don’t want to be released”, he says. “Neither does he”.
She gives him a sorrowful look. “Are you sure?”
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- Part 1 of wild motion
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the world is silent, made for us, the words are mine to say by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
31 Jan 2023
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“You’re tall now”, Izana says, again, the second time that night. Kakucho swallows, pours their cheap shampoo on his hands. “Tall and broad. Seriously, you do anything but work out?”
“Cook for you”, he says, drags his fingers through Izana’s hair.
“Mmh”. From this angle he can see how Izana’s eyes flutter shut. “A good combination”.
He breathes in deeply, lets himself focus on the task, on the texture of Izana’s hair, how long it has gotten. Kakucho likes how it falls into his eyes, likes seeing his shoulder move when he ties it up. Loves the smell of it at night, the little gesture Izana does to throw it back, away from his face. But he loved it when it was buzzed, also, and then longer, and then longer than that.
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- Part 2 of wild motion
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oxygen thief by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
02 Feb 2023
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“Did you know?”, Izana asks him instead of answering, voice rough. He sounds like he has been screaming himself hoarse.
Wakasa’s eyebrows raise. “About what?”
Izana makes a sound in between a sob and a chuckle, hides his face in his hands for a moment before looking at him again. His eyes look painfully empty.
“About Shinichiro. Did you know?” He should give him dry clothes, Wakasa thinks, cannot muster the energy to get up from the couch. He throws Izana another beer. “I wouldn’t - yeah, I guess I’d be fucking - if you knew then -”
“I don’t know what you are talking about”, Wakasa says, flat.
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- Part 3 of wild motion
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the spiritually immature mansion by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
18 Sep 2023
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“Hi”, he gets out. His throat feels raw.
“Hi”, Mikey replies, monotone.
Ken sits down gingerly. The bed dips, inviting and warm, the sheets perfectly crisp. Mikey has already caught the sun on the tips of his ears, red and peeling by tomorrow, likely. He would put sunscreen on him, he remembers, before his hair was long enough to cover his nape.
“You -”, he clears his throat. “You race so good. You gonna - do that like -”, he plays with the trim on the pillow sheet. “Like professionally or what?”
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- Part 4 of wild motion
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eighteen is over the hill by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
15 Jan 2024
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He holds Kakucho’s feet while he does sit ups, uncountable numbers. In the summer evening, with the sun just set, the air is still hot enough to make them sweat. They used to come to this park when they were kids, when Kakucho had to get lifted to reach the pull up bar. They’ve scared away anyone else using the equipment, it’s like their own private gym under the open air.
Sometimes when they are alone together Rindou finds the desire in him burns hot, expands in his chest like a balloon.
“Are you counting?”, Kakucho grins, his panting breath puff in the cooling air. Rindou’s eyes flicker from his lips.
“Was I meant to be?”
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- Part 5 of wild motion
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be there at the end of my prayer by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
18 Jul 2024
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“If you have come here to shit on everything I have been trying to build -”
“I haven’t”. Takashi shakes his head. “You have been doing well, Taiju”.
He even means it. Taiju has an eye for profit. Clearly something Takashi hasn’t. But he says it mostly to see the way Taiju’s cheeks flush slightly, the way he fights back the shiver of pleasure down his spine. Takashi smiles at him.
“Did you think I wouldn’t say it?”
“I never know what you are going to say”, Taiju admits, roughly.
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- Part 6 of wild motion
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lay me down to crawl by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
10 Feb 2024
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“Izana does everything”, Kakucho says, and he can hear the tremble in his throat, the weakness.
He’s so afraid, suddenly, this sixth sense of blinding terror. But Izana has been jittery with nerves in the lead up to this wedding, with the weight of success, the anticipation of the questioning he will inevitably be given. Kakucho knows, he wants to show off how well he is doing, how different he has become. But he is still Izana. His perfect, fragile Izana. And nothing is going well.
Izana acts like Kakucho doesn’t see and Kakucho is so dumb-blind in love - he knows, of course he knows - that he just strokes Izana’s hair back when he throws up, when he trembles, when he tries and fails to give up and says he’ll do it next time. Kakucho believes in him, always.
The music is loud. Kakucho feels scattered with stimulus, with the talking and the sound and the tittering constant laughter.
Takemichi talks. The ice in his water has melted and Izana is not back.
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- Part 7 of wild motion
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try and save your swollen face by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
19 Dec 2022
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“You should trust him more”, Mikey says, quietly. “I don’t think you are helping him”.
His eyes open in shock, palms pressed against the door. He has never heard Mikey contradict Shinichiro.
“Can you blame me?”, Shinichiro sighs. “You don’t know him like I do. He’s not -” Shinichiro cuts himself off.
Izana’s fingers twitch, brows furrowed. More sounds from the kitchen. He’s not what? Well? Sane? His heart drops suddenly. Family.
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- Part 8 of wild motion
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life can be more sweet than bitter by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
02 Jan 2023
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“Are you well, Wakasa?”, Izana asks, his gaze is piercing, far too intense. He doesn’t mean in general, obviously. He huffs a breath. Is he well? Depends on the day, the year. Right now his room is full of cigarette butts and naloxone. It’s cyclical, with him. He can’t break a habit to save his life. Probably why all his friends are from his teen years, probably why he’s never left Tokyo too. He thinks he doesn’t even really have the ambition to be disappointed in himself.
Izana has a way of making him self-reflect, sometimes.
“I’m -”, he smiles. “Yeah. Same old”.
“Same old”. Izana’s smile dips a little at the sides.
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- Part 9 of wild motion
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which hands get to turn the final page? by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
01 Oct 2024
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He’s looking at the revenue for the year on his phone. The spreadsheet is awkward and he has to keep scrolling back and forth to do the maths in his head. They have made a lot of money, he is realising giddily, like a lot of fucking money -
“You said lets watch this without our phones”, Seishu says. He’s holding a wine glass, this exhausted look in his eyes that Hajime wants to snort at. He has literally zero idea how Seishu could possibly be tired.
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- Part 10 of wild motion
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a thought that never changes/ remains a stupid lie by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
29 Aug 2023
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Hanma moves away, melts seamlessly in the crowd. He has that sort of vibe now, where he could be anything and anyone, never be recognised. He envies that, Izana thinks, he envies that a lot. He can feel each one of Toman’s gaze, their heaviness when they sweep over and past him. He sips on his juice.
“You are the worst promoter in existence, Izana”, he hears whimpered behind him. When he turns around Ran is pouting, his outfit perfectly ruffled, hanging at all the right and wrong angles. “Is this the kind of crowd you offer me?”
“Oh please”, Izana says, rolls his eyes. He pointedly doesn’t look at Ran’s eyes, widened pupils. “You can make a night out of it. Unexceptional Thursdays or something”.
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- Part 11 of wild motion
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and if i had a second encore/ i would probably do the same by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
20 Jun 2024
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It really doesn’t have to be like that anymore, he thinks, later, laying in bed with his eyes open, too nervous to sleep and too hot in their bed. He looks at Keisuke’s face smushed into the pillow, mouth open, the way Chifuyu curls into him. His chest aches. Why can’t this be enough for him? Why does he always need more? He and Shuji can be friends, he tells himself, they can be chill. They can hang out without all the tension and the drama and the fallout. He just needs a break. He needs to feel like his own person for a weekend. He needs to feel like he has something outside of what Chifuyu and Keisuke have given him, something outside this domesticity that sometimes cages him in like a noose.
By the time Shuji comes he has given himself several boundaries. No fucking, no fights, no expecting more from whatever he is being given, yes to hanging out by himself and doing his own thing. He got this, he thinks, and still feels his heart kick when Shuji pulls up on a motorcycle in front of their place, hair wind-swept and no helmet in sight.
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- Part 12 of wild motion
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smoke gets in your eyes by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
15 Mar 2024
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“Attract, don’t chase”, Hajime states.
“Oh yeah?”, Shuji leans over the coffee table, refills his wine glass for him. Hajime takes it to his lips in thanks, takes two gulps. Shuji, tan from a trip to some faraway and exotic European destination, has the goodwill and sense to bring offerings whenever he moves into Kisaki’s penthouse for extended Tokyo stays. Kisaki complains, and still has the dates in his diary months in advance, still asks ‘when do you arrive’, every three hour call they have with each other Hajime has to listen to in the office.
These gatherings are always the most painful, Hajime thinks. On Tetta’s L shaped sofa, with cinematic city-scape views, Kakucho has Izana curled up against his side, an arm around him, Izana’s white curls fanning across his shoulder. Shuji and Kisaki sat apart, giving each other long looks the further through the wine they get. It’s gag inducing, really. Yeah, Hajime tells himself, who wants that.
Hajime’s love life - being so completely barren and not filled with your best friend you’ve known since you were knee high - always becomes a topic of conversation for those who can’t comprehend sleeping alone for more than three weeks.
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- Part 13 of wild motion
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sometimes I feel so deserted by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
24 Jul 2023
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“So what? Are you dating? What happened there? Did I miss something? Are you exclusive? Who is sucking your dick now, Rindou?”, Izana pouts, ruffles his hair.
Ran’s ears have tipped red. Cute, but Rindou’s guts are churning. They are basically exclusive, he wants to say, Ran hasn’t touched him in months. He’ll crawl into bed with him sometimes, wrap around him and kiss him and tell him how much he loves him. But he needs drinks first, or something harder.
“We’re not exclusive, oh my god. He knows I fuck around. And he’s dating like a - a supermodel anyway. He’s a designer, y’know. He gives me his off-runways”.
Izana stares, his jaw dropped, his smile wide.
“What?”, Ran demands.
“You are glowing talking about him. You are obsessed. Oh my god, Ran”. He squeals, gleeful. “Does he know you fuck your brother?”
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- Part 14 of wild motion
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mirror my malady by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
26 Mar 2023
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“How cute is this?”, Takemichi says. “Emma is glowing! Draken is freaking out, I literally thought he was going to throw up earlier”.
Who could wonder why, Izana thinks.
“Fatherly jitters”, Tetta says.
Izana tunes them out. Between the balloons and the sad drooping ‘congratulations’ signs he watches Draken and Shinichiro talk, Seishu like a dog between them. He checks his phone. ‘Please tell me you are close’, he messages Kakucho.
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- Part 15 of wild motion
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the end has no end by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
13 Oct 2023
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The picture has a glossy sheen that makes the details harder to make out, thrown across the coffee table on the front cover of a magazine. But it’s bad, regardless of the quality. It’s bad. So bad Ken struggles to look.
Over the empty bottles and racked up lines, on a skewed sofa Mikey is over another body, naked and small, his gaze glazed and his black eyes unseeing, still perfectly caught in the lens. Only the angle preserves his dignity, shows the muscles in his back, the arch of his spine, the familiar strength of his thighs and nothing more. Under him, Haruchiyo is clothed, still almost, just his shirt parted, his trousers undone. Under Mikey’s nose is crusted white, on his elbows Haruchiyo pushing up, grabbing at exposed flesh, teeth in MIkey’s thrown back throat.
It’s the expression on Mikey’s face, though, which Ken can’t tear his eyes away from. It’s bliss, ecstasy, complete and abandoned.
“How are you so stupid?”
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- Part 16 of wild motion
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if i argue with a loved one, please make me the winner by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
08 Dec 2022
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“Are you going to -”, Emma shakes her head, “are you mad at Shin? I don’t - I don’t want a scene…”
“Is he going to make me make a scene?”, Izana smiles, calm, cheerily almost.
Emma tucks her hair behind her ear. “You know, if you go into these expecting -”
Izana sighs, throws his head back like a petulant child, sinks into his chair. Kakucho would find it annoying, if he didn’t know him, but it’s a Sano family defense mechanism and all of Izana’s worst qualities come from them. He can already tell it’s affected, that Izana’s jaw is tight, his shoulders taut.
He hates these things. Kakucho doesn’t know why he bothers to come.
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- Part 17 of wild motion
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a laugh, a joke, a sentiment wasted by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
15 Jan 2024
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It’s only three rooms, really. In Ken’s room boxes are still not fully unpacked, clothes and pictures. By the bed, beside the door to the balcony is a cot, little toys. Takashi’s heart aches. Ken is not yet thirty, and has wound himself tight in commitment. Takashi has avoided it like the plague, at first it made him feel selfish; the second his sisters were self-sufficient he left. He keeps himself apart from even his lovers, chooses carefully enough that they won’t be hurt by his disinterest in intricate intimacies, or understand him enough not to push. That line is dangerous to thread, with Hakkai, but they know each other too well. They have that, at least.
Ken has not sought distance, even if maybe he should have. Takashi can almost see the threads on him, pulled so tight it cuts off circulation, fester on him, suffocating. He desperately wants to cut him free.
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- Part 18 of wild motion
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outstanding charges by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
17 Jan 2023
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“Wakasa -”, Shinichiro starts, a warning in his voice.
“Honestly”, Wakasa begins, blinks long and hard. He should feel concern, really, at what he’s saying, should feel fear but he doesn’t, down to the marrow in his bones, he feels nothing. “Now you’ve pulled your huge head out the sand you’ve hidden it in. You want honesty, Benkei? You settled, for me and for this gym. I settled for you. We used to hate each other, do you remember? I wanted to kill you and at least that was fun. Shin made us friends so i fucked you for convenience and now we are here. You pretend you like me to get a leg over and I shoot up to let you -”
“You don’t mean that”, Shin says.
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- Part 19 of wild motion
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silence that remains by Bananas45, somewherels (tinuvhiel)
Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
30 Oct 2024
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He talks to Wakasa about it, which is always a fucking mistake. Wakasa has an amazing tendency to ruin your own logic for you, undermine everything you are saying, and leave you feeling hollow from what should have been a chat. But they are meant to be best friends, so Shinichiro has the naive expectation that one day Wakasa will have his back.
“I don’t get it”, Wakasa says. He’s lying across the bed, ankles crossed, his hair pulled up in a long white messy ponytail. The sun is draped across him, coming through the window and refracting the dust in Shinichiro’s room.
“What don’t you get?”, Shin asks, exhaustedly.
“So Mikey can beat the shit out of anyone? And this kid…”
“Is in foster care, unstable, and -” Shinichiro begins to list.
“Oh yeah”, Wakasa hums. “Why is he in foster care again?”
“Because my mother is dying, my brother just got a new sister, my grandad is pushing 75, and you sleep in my room six of seven nights a week”, Shinichiro snaps.
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- Part 20 of wild motion