Disappointed
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Hongjoong feels like he's going to explode. Seonghwa is being short with him. Almost dismissive. Like he is purposely hiding something. He doesn't like it one bit. Before he can think twice about the words coming out of his mouth, Hongjoong blurts out, "so is that who you've been spending all your time with lately? Lee Know?"
"Why do you care?" Seonghwa snaps, slamming his chopsticks down on the table. "You're never around anyway."
Hongjoong clenches his fists and takes a deep breath. He is losing control of the conversation, of himself. He's just so... frustrated. He doesn't know what to say. So many emotions are storming around inside him. He can't seem to sort out a single one.
"If you honestly don't care enough to make time for me... you shouldn't care about me spending time with Minho hyung."
"I DO care!!" Hongjoong blurts out, taking a quick step to where Seonghwa is sitting. "I care a lot."
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- Part 1 of Disappointed
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"Do you want to?" San repeats.
Seonghwa lets out a deep sigh. Should he be talking about this with anyone other than Hongjoong? San is one of his closest friends... who also happens to be dating one of the other members. If anyone is going to understand him, it's San.
"Of course, I do," he finally admits. "But I know that Hongjoong has never slept with a guy before and... I'm worried that it has him kind of freaked out."
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Seonghwa and Hongjoong still haven't had actual sex yet and it's making Seonghwa feel insecure. San gives him the confidence to talk to Hongjoong about it... or to at least shoot his shot.
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- Part 2 of Disappointed
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Pre-Debut:
Yeosang is pissed.
For months, Wooyoung has been shoved so far up San's ass, it's a wonder he can even breathe. Now that they have signed contracts with KQ Entertainment and are officially set to debut as the group Ateez, it's like Wooyoung has totally abandoned him.
It's always San. Little does Yeosang know, that an important bond is being formed between his best friend and new group member.
Flash forward 3 years:Woosan are still going strong. They are considered a power couple in the industry. Though they present as platonic to the public. After Ateez's comeback following Kingdom, Wooyoung decides to let his bratty tendencies shine with other male idols at a Music Show... which San, and his Dominant side, feel very strongly about.
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- Part 3 of Disappointed
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"Would you want to try something different tonight?" Hongjoong asks quietly, sounding shy.
"What do you mean by different?" Seonghwa asks equally shy.
"I've been thinking about it a lot," he starts by saying. "I know I always top but I was thinking that maybe... just because you seem to love it so much and you always feel so good."
Seonghwa's eyes go wide. He doesn't even realize he has been holding his breath as his boyfriend nervously shifts underneath him.
"I've been curious about h-how it feels?" Hongjoong stutters.
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Hongjoong gets curious about what bottoming feels like... and Seognhwa helps him live out his fantasy.
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- Part 4 of Disappointed
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Minho is wonderful. He is caring and attentive and makes time in his day for Seonghwa even when he is busy. He cares about what Seonghwa thinks and feels and has never once forgotten or got too caught up in work to message him. Even sending "hey, sorry I'm really busy today so I can't talk much... but let's video chat when I'm done for the night," texts.
Is it that fucking hard? No. No, it's not when you actually give a shit about someone. When you actually prioritize them.
Seonghwa concludes that Hongjoong just simply doesn't give a shit. He says they are friends? Bullshit. At this point, they are co-workers who happen to share a living space.
Seonghwa decides to sleep on the couch. He doesn't want to wake up to the reminder that Hongjoong doesn't care about him.
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- Part 5 of Disappointed
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Hongjoong doesn't know what to think or how to feel. Maybe Seonghwa isn't the person he always thought he was. If Seonghwa cheated on Lee Know with him, what is to stop him from cheating on Hongjoong?
What will he do if Seonghwa wakes up one day and decides that he wants someone better? Will he jump to the next best person the way he did with Lee Know and himself?
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Hongjoong finds out about Seonghwa and Lee Know's past from someone other than Seonghwa and his reaction is... unfavorable.
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- Part 6 of Disappointed