will you love me as i love you?
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teeth teeth teeth by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
19 Jul 2022
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Petra woke up in the middle of the night. Her heart was racing in her chest, rabbit quick. The sheets were wrapped tight around her, stained cool from sweat, and Petra couldn't get rid of the comparison of it being a net. That she was trapped forever, and she would never get out.
She curled up in the center of the mattress, bags surrounding her like a buffer, back towards the window.
Three pairs of eyes stared at her, rubies in the dark.
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- Part 1 of will you love me as i love you?
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Can I Give It Up To You? Would That Be Okay? by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, NijisanjiEN
14 Feb 2022
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Pomu didn’t know, though, that when she lay dead asleep and Elira lay beside her, body curled away from what it wanted, the dragon’s tail would betray her and wrap around her wrist whenever Pomu started to shift and mumble from the weight of bad dreams. Pomu didn’t know that Elira had thunderstorms in her hands whenever she was around her, live wires for veins filling her with energy to hold and love the one that had let her in so kindly. But Elira knew that was the dragon talking, knew that was animal instinct. She wished being human didn’t come with the weight of the knowledge that there were gaps between her fingers that needed to be filled.
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- Part 2 of will you love me as i love you?
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listen to me/you've been lonely too long by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, NijisanjiEN
20 Feb 2022
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“‘Cause you’re my other half,” Elira took Pomu’s hands in her own, kissing each fingertip lightly. “And I want our names to reflect that,”
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- Part 3 of will you love me as i love you?
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look how they shine for you (and all the things that you do) by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, NijisanjiEN
22 Feb 2022
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It had been a splash of cold water in the dragon's face, clearing up the fog she walked around in. As if she hadn't noticed how Millie held her hand (tenderly, like it could shatter, as if it wasn't a dragon's palm pressed to her own), as if Elira hadn't seen how Millie's eyes traced the broad curve of her shoulders, the bow of her spine. It made her feel wanted in a way she hadn't ever felt.
Millie looked at her that way now, eyes so soft that Elira almost feared that the dagger sharp wind would cut her, bleed her open and reveal the secret that Elira didn't want to accept.
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- Part 4 of will you love me as i love you?
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bitter baby; bittersweet by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, NijisanjiEN, Nijisanji Obsydia
24 Apr 2022
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Petra didn't hate rain, enjoyed it really. She liked seeing how Rosemi smiled during storms, how Selen would groan but still dance with the two of them in puddles, in large cities where everyone could see them but they didn't care. But traveling through damp, muddy forests was a hassle and a chore, and the throbbing pain in her sides did not make things better.
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- Part 5 of will you love me as i love you?
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for hunger is to give the body what it knows it cannot keep by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, NijisanjiEN
01 May 2022
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The girl-corpse-ghost-witch that wandered forever.
Forever, until one day, the forest stopped, revealed a meadow green and untainted. Wildflowers scattered over it like spilled dyes, running up and down the hills to the opposite edge of the forest a few miles away. The treeline curved around the space like an embrace, a town in the far distance, close to the glimmering sea. It was all color and light, things the girl had never seen before. The girl wanted to see it again and again. She made this home.
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- Part 6 of will you love me as i love you?
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make this heart something that can love by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
12 May 2022
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Millie Parfait lives alone. She plans to change that.
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How to use demonic rituals to make yourself a friendgroup/polyamorous relationship/dysfunctional household: a four step process
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- Part 7 of will you love me as i love you?
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wet my shores with salt by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Nijisanji EN, Virtual Streamer Animated Characters
27 May 2022
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Enna hummed, ignoring her. “Was it Selen’s sister again?”
Millie didn’t say anything, merely glared at Enna from over the rim of her coffee cup, already half drunk. That was answer enough.
“It was!” Enna crowed, slamming her hands down on the table and immediately apologizing when the waiter came by with their food. “Isn’t this the fourth time?” She asked a bit quieter, not even touching her plate as Millie started to eat.
“I’m going to curse you,” Millie threatened, tapping a finger on the table and making her fork spark. Enna ignored her, smile growing wider.
“Hit me up the next time you do it,” Enna wiggled her eyebrows, even as Millie flicked a piece of bacon at her. “I want a piece of that.”
“Ask her yourself, if she’d even want you,” Millie said, a little bit harsher than intended. She shoved another bite of pancake into her mouth, brooding.
Millie didn’t even know why Elira wanted her.
“I was joking,” Enna said after a moment of silence. “I’m sorry.”
“I don’t know why I said it like that,” Millie muttered, stabbing at a piece of potato with her fork. “Sorry.”
They didn’t talk much after that.
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- Part 8 of will you love me as i love you?
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12 times Nina Kosaka loved and was loved in return by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
18 Apr 2023
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The fox mom appreciation hours start now.
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- Part 9 of will you love me as i love you?
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a play in five parts with no dialogue by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
23 Jun 2022
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One time, Millie went out to grab stuff. She asked Enna what she wanted. Enna rasped something out, consonants that stretched and shuddered, corpses with electric currents running through them. Millie blinked, wiped the blood from her ears, and came back with flowers.
Enna took them in her hands and stared at them, sat on the couch for hours just inspecting the petals and the stems. She tucked a few into her hair, skin splitting into a smiling eye when the roots wound into her hair and bloomed a little brighter. Millie put everything away, a small smile on her face as she shot glances at the strange creature on her couch.
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- Part 10 of will you love me as i love you?
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sorry about the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
25 Jun 2022
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Her opponent stepped into the ring, lithe and muscled, hair pulled up into a bun. Enna watched her stretch, brow furrowing as a faint wave of recognition washed over her.
Oh shit.
Ever since Enna had joined the boxing circuit, she had a rather famous rivalry with the former light weight champion Reimu Endou, the title swapping hands between them over the years. It had started with mere trash talk, evolved into constant bickering whenever they met, begrudging admiration of each other's talents fueling them to win, to beat the other.
Reimu cracked her neck as she stared at Enna, before her face twitched and her eyes widened. Enna stood silently as she remembered strong arms supporting her drunken form, before she pushed it away, brought her hands up into a simple guard, and waited for the bell.
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- Part 11 of will you love me as i love you?
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you feel your heart taking root in your body by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
25 Jun 2022
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- Part 12 of will you love me as i love you?
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throwing wrenches into well laid plans by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
19 Jan 2024
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"I wanted to kiss you too," Millie felt bile bubble up in her throat, sour and acidic, blood tinged and tasting like her breakfast. "I wanted to kiss you so bad, and Pomu too, but I didn't want to be selfish so I never told you, but I swear to fucking god Elira Pendora, if you die I'm crawling to whatever place you're going and dragging you back." A beat. "Let me be selfish." Black spots in her vision grew in size. The doorway to the hangar was opening wide, a gaping maw to swallow them whole. "Let me have this, please."
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- Part 13 of will you love me as i love you?
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So yes, maybe Enna had fallen in love. Just a little bit.
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- Part 14 of will you love me as i love you?
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oh, I remember you driving to my house/In the middle of the night by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
02 May 2023
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“It’s alright,” Millie smiled, head cocked to the side. Her hands were a burning brand on Elira’s cheeks. The world felt simultaneously too bright and too dark, vision tunneling on Millie’s expression; adoration and love, shame peeking its ugly head from behind the red rose curtain.
“It’s not though.” Elira said, placing her hands atop Millie’s own. She felt herself nuzzle into the touch, eyelashes fluttering for a moment. “It was supposed to be a joke-”
“And it was a shitty joke,” Millie interrupted.
“Are you going to let me get a whole sentence out ever?” Elira asked dryly.
“No,” Millie grinned. “Cause you’re wrong, and I’m right, and I’m not letting you get a word out to embarrass yourself.”
“Too late for that,” Elira chuckled, “The waitress has been staring at our little soap opera for the past five minutes.”
“Let her,” Millie’s heartbeat thundered through her palms, vibrating through Elira’s skin down to her bones, shaking her apart until she was cracked open and Millie could see every part of her bare and laid to rest. “We’re a damn good show anyways.”
“Fuck yeah,” Elira whispered.
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- Part 15 of will you love me as i love you?
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let me know, is your heart still beating? by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
04 Aug 2022
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"But you're human." Enna leaned forward, suddenly more into the conversation than Rosemi had ever seen her. It was a mildly disconcerting sight, as they had never found the supplies to fix her leg or her wing, and her abdomen was still a mess of uncovered wires and power sourcing. "And I'm not. There's a difference between you and me."
"Not much." Rosemi put her knitting down. "You like donuts, and music, and most foods even when you don't eat them, and you think that the rain is the best part of this city." Enna's eyes were very out of place, meant for a much more lo-tech creature than herself. Their pupils shrank now at Rosemi's words, at the soft smile she gave her as she said,
"That feels plenty human to me."
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- Part 16 of will you love me as i love you?
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haunted by the ghost of you by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji EN
04 Aug 2022
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"I can understand why you like her." Rosemi said, out of the blue. Selen turned from the still not boiling pot to follow her gaze, to the picture pinned to the shiny chrome of the fridge door. It was her and Finana, at the beach, tongues blue from slushies because Finana wouldn't stop whining about Selen getting her one and Selen couldn't handle much of that.
"I don't." Selen said curtly, turning back to the pot and staring at it. Watched pots do in fact boil, she thought, a bit irritated, tail whipping about at her ankles.
"Don't what?"
"I don't like her."
Rosemi hummed. Selen could smell her perfume or the rose on her head or whatever it was from here. "Doesn't seem like it."
"What do you know?" Selen spat out, turning swiftly on her heel to glare at Rosemi. The slight pang of guilt that rose up in her stayed like a bright burn from her momentary anger, as Rosemi watched her, unfazed by the outburst.
"I don't think I would be here if you didn't."
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- Part 17 of will you love me as i love you?
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on the subject of politeness by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji (Virtual Streamers)
02 Sep 2022
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"No," Millie said, like a liar. Behind her, she could hear Pomu's loud scoff. Her jaw flexed as she ran her thumb over Reimu's knuckles, almost in a daze over its softness. She pulled it back before Reimu could feel the sharpness of her nails, could get cut by them. "I don't."
"Oh," Reimu squinted, mouth becoming a thin line. "Okay."
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- Part 18 of will you love me as i love you?
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selenicereus grandiflorus by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji (Virtual Streamers)
12 Sep 2022
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The Queen of the Night is a flower that blooms once a year. Reimu is a ghost that can only become solid, once a year.
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"Do you want strawberry or raspberry?" Millie pointed at each pastry respectively. Reimu bit her lip and squinted, thin fingers pressed against the cool glass of the display. Millie's hand rested lightly on the small of her back, nestled there; a bowl on its shelf, a ring on its finger, a place meant for it.
"We'll get both," Millie finally told the employee, and she packed it up for them in two tiny brown bags.
The price made Reimu want to start sweating blood, to throw curses at this woman who thought it was acceptable to pay fifteen dollars for two pastries that didn't even cover her whole palm. Millie pressed her fingers on Reimu's side, smiled at her with eyes that glowed with devil's mischief.
When they left, Millie twirled her hand, cracked a finger and twisted it back to the point where it made Reimu queasy, and had a wad of cash that was surely more than they had paid. Reimu pressed a kiss to the curve of Millie's jaw, laughed there, felt the baby soft hairs on her nose and hoped that this would be enough.
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- Part 19 of will you love me as i love you?
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oh why, won't you make up your mind? (I think I must confess) by Seaside_Theory
Fandoms: Virtual Streamer Animated Characters, Nijisanji (Virtual Streamers)
22 Sep 2022
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You were watching her shiver in the rain and couldn't stand it anymore, so you shrugged the jacket off of your shoulders and draped it over her own. Your skin pebbled, you regretted wearing the thin shirt you had worn underneath.
But then Millie smiled at you, poked your knee through the fabric of your torn jeans and left a starburst of warmth behind. Her hair smelled of a mix of the cheap shampoo she used and the expensive conditioner she stole from you.
In response you had slugged her in the shoulder, and she had hit you back, and now she rested her head upon the bruise. Stock still you sat, bones immovable, statue-esque in your fervor to not awaken her from the fitful sleep she had fallen into. You cursed the fact that there was no awning for the bus stop bench, and let your bangs flatten themselves against your eyelids from the rain, making no attempt to brush them aside because that would wake Millie up.
It was hours later when you both learned the bus stop you had been waiting for had been removed from the line. Millie had laughed, and you did too, because in your want to keep Millie by your side, the two of you ended up with colds.
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- Part 20 of will you love me as i love you?