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Truth be told, Castiel has fantasized, still fantasizes about dying like this. He feels it in his bones, in his Grace, this urge, a longing to die for love. Take it, he prays. Let me be what saves you.
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- Part 1 of this is gospel
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“Just let me see him. I never even got to say goodbye, I-I didn’t get to say it back, you have to let me say it back, you have to, I—”
“Dean.”
And his heart stops, because the voice isn’t right, the pitch isn’t the same, but the cadence is unmistakable. Reverence, adoration, devotion. Holy, holy, holy. There’s only one being in the whole world, in the entire universe that says his name like that.
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- Part 2 of this is gospel
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“Cas,” he yells from a few feet away. Dean waits till he’s face-to-face with Cas before continuing, “Once upon a time you told me if I wanted somethin', all I had to do was ask. That still true?”
After the final showdown in Stull Cemetery, things go a little differently.
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- Part 3 of this is gospel
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“So, tell us—are you a religious man?”
Steve grimaces. "It's, um. Complicated. Very complicated."
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There's no way Castiel lived that close to BYU-Idaho without running into some Mormon missionaries.
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- Part 4 of this is gospel
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"Did you—did you wipe my fucking memories?"
Cas tilts his head, little worry lines scrunching between his furrowed brows.
"Of course I did, Dean."
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- Part 5 of this is gospel
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Castiel likes to watch the Righteous Man.
Maybe it’s wishful thinking—Castiel knows it’s not imagination; angels don’t have that—but sometimes he can hear Dean calling out for him. A song just for Castiel, melancholy and rolling and beautiful, crying out from the depths of his soul.
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- Part 6 of this is gospel
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“You want drama? You want a story? I won’t give you Isaac and Abraham. You can’t have Cain and Abel. But—” Cas’s voice drops. “I can do betrayal. I can be Delilah.”
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- Part 7 of this is gospel
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“Dude. Is that a tramp stamp?”
“What?” Cas turns his head back, notices where Dean’s staring. "Oh. Yes."
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Cas gets some ink after he comes back from the Empty, and it drives Dean a little crazy.
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- Part 8 of this is gospel
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“I, uh, I wanted to say sorry. About what happened before the Empty took you.”
Castiel frowns. “Sorry? For what?”
“That I didn’t, um, say it back. I just—you really fuckin’ took me by surprise, Cas. I mean—” He shrugs. “I dunno. I didn’t even think angels could, y’know, feel that way.”
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- Part 9 of this is gospel