I am what I am

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• I am what I am, I know what I know by Ibijau

  Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Jun 2020

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Nie Huaisang & Nie Mingjue
  • Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Nie Huaisang
  • Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Nie Mingjue
  • Lan Huan | Lan Xichen
  • Nie Huaisang
  • Nie Mingjue
  • Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Mo Xuanyu
  • Arranged Marriage
  • Engagement
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Rating May Change
  • Nie Mingjue's mother is alive
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Manipulation
  • Nie Huaisang is a manipulative little weasel from the start
  • and that's how we love him
  • Lack of Communication
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Slow Burn
  • Lan Xichen wants his marriage to work and Nie Huaisang wants revenge
  • Top Nie Huaisang

  Summary

  The engagement between Lan Xichen and Nie Mingjue might have been politically motivated, but the love between them is real.
  That makes it all the more awkward for Nie Huaisang when he inherits his dead brother's fiancé.

  Series

  • Part 1 of I am what I am

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  56,163

  Chapters:

  19/19

  Comments:

  515

  Kudos:

  1,584

  Bookmarks:

  380

  Hits:

  23,554

• I'll let you down if you let me too close by Ibijau

  Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  13 Jul 2020

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Nie Huaisang & Nie Mingjue
  • Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Nie Mingjue
  • one sided Nie Huaisang/Lan Xichen
  • Xuē Yáng | Xuē Chéngměi & Jiāng Yànlí
  • Nie Huaisang
  • Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian
  • Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
  • Jiang Yanli
  • Nie Mingjue
  • Lan Huan | Lan Xichen
  • Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • Alternate Universe - Dark
  • Time Travel Fix-It
  • but fixing it breaks it even more
  • Alternate Universe
  • Nie Mingjue Lives
  • but at what cost
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Murder
  • One-Sided Attraction
  • Character Death
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst

  Summary

  In another place, Lan Xichen trusted his husband.
  In this one, he tried instead to trust Jin Guangyao until the very end.
  Having lost everything, Nie Huaisang takes desperate measures.
  He goes back to where it all begin, ready to change the world. This time Nie Mingjue and Lan Xichen will be happy, whatever the cost to those around them.

  Series

  • Part 2 of I am what I am

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  22,901

  Chapters:

  13/13

  Comments:

  249

  Kudos:

  717

  Bookmarks:

  120

  Hits:

  10,238