In All their Angsty Hurt
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When these nights happen, he lays in his bed, staring at the blank ceiling.
A reflection on Sam's emotional state
**Set sometime after Season 10 no real time line here
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- Part 1 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Her breath was slow and her body felt numb, vaguely she was aware of the voices outside her room as students passed by to go to dinner. Her light off, Rogue was not afraid of being disturbed.
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- Part 2 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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The first thing he notices is how cold he feels. Like ice has settled under his skin and fused itself to his core. He can feel the tremors in his bones and the way his teeth are threatening to knock together. His head is pounding now that consciousness is coming faster. His pulse keeping rhythm behind his eyes as his heart beats rapidly. It takes him a bit longer than he’d like to admit remembering how he got here.
~Sam is on a Solo hunt that goes sideways, as is the Winchester way~
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- Part 3 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Dean always got it wrong, it was never a dark place.
In the dead of night when sleep evades him, Sam remembers hell and why Dean is always wrong.
**ONESHOT - short and definitely not sweetSeries
- Part 4 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Look, Sam, I was used by Lucifer too. It was the worst possible violation. So I-I’m not taking your reluctance lightly, but he is already out there, and we’ve been ignoring it and avoiding dealing with him because we’re afraid—We let Lucifer out of the Cage, and he has never stopped being our responsibility.
**Coda to SPN S13E21 Beat the Devil - Sam has a late-night convo with our favorite Archangel
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- Part 5 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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There was so much hope, a possibility of a magical fix-it-all with that stupid pearl. Then the heartbreaking happiness of seeing their father, seeing Dad, it was almost too much and Sam wanted it to last. Wanted so much for just this once, for something he suggested to go right.
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- Part 6 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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The decades have not been kind to long standing traditions, obligatory bibles replaced with questionable bottles of lube and condom wrappers, TV’s old and cracked, still with advertisements of channels in color. Threadbare comforters on lumpy mattresses that are in desperate for replacement, it’s all a sickening reminder of a life he’s grown used to.
A contemplation during Sam's endless and tireless search for Dean.
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- Part 7 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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A short shot of a day of torture for the one Sam Winchester
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- Part 8 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Dean carefully lifted the worn out lid with a smile and peered inside the box. His bubble of big brother joy deflated instantly when the first thing he spotted was his old amulet right on top.
Finding secrets with no answers lead the brothers into dreaded chick-flick territory. But sometimes a feels conversation is needed to move forward.
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- Part 9 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Coda 11x08 Just My Imagination
“So—marshmallow fluff and nachos huh? What a—what made you think of that combination?” Sam shook his head tiredly and took another drink from his beer.
Dean's curiosity leads into territory he wasn't ready to hear about.
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- Part 10 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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It had been 6 days since his brother had left to join their dad, 4 since his last call—not that Sam was counting. Not that he had a small homemade calendar shoved in his backpack with the days crossed off since he found the quickly scrawled note on the motel table,
Dad called, needs back up. Back soon, don’t spend all the money on pizza
-DeanA year after Sam tells Sully to leave, a year for things to change-- or not--
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- Part 11 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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for the quote prompt: Oh darling, you are so very broken and no one cares to notice
An expanded conversation between Sam and Crowley at the end of s5e21 "Two Minutes to Midnight" I provide you with, more angst
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- Part 12 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Better or Worse, It's What I've Got by GreenRogue for Cleo516, caitlin
Fandoms: Supernatural
08 Jul 2020
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“Goooood morning Flagstaff!"
Pre-series partial canon, Sam's time in Flagstaff. Companion piece to "Has to Be Better". not necessary to read it first but they are meant to go together.
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- Part 13 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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He blinks a few times and slowly realizes that the pool table was replaced by a small stage, a DJ booth set up behind it. Sam halts his steps and raises an eyebrow as Ash keeps walking. “Aaash—what’s all this?”
a business venture for the Roadhouse has Dean laughing, and Sam looking back on fond memories. When he's asked to help, well, he never was good at saying no to his friends.
Set in season 2, the boys take a small break from hunting the YED.
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- Part 14 of In All their Angsty Hurt
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Everything was fine. Mom and Jack were home, the AU hunters were organized and feeling freer than ever, Dean was smiling again, and Cas was almost back to his old self with Gabriel’s help. Everything was fine—right?
Mini AU, mostly no Michael, Gabe is alive but only briefly mentioned as a background character. It's Sam, Dean, and Mary in the bunker and my horrible, no good (so much angst) take on the worst scenario I could think of... today that is...
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- Part 15 of In All their Angsty Hurt