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    Zoro leans in, his earrings swaying gently, “You still hate me?”
    Sanji swallows, going to take a hasty pull off his cigarette before realizing it had burned down to a stub. He flicks it into the ashtray by his elbow and pushes his hair out of his eyes. Finally, he laughs, a humorless exhausted sound, says, “You’re going to hurt.”

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    Sunny? Sanji racked his brain, searching desperately for something to connect with that name. Slowly, through the haze, he caught glimpses of grass, a homey kitchen and tangerine trees. He could picture sails and a grinning flag with a straw hat. Could hear the trill of a violin, bubbling laughter and swords being sharpened and polished. Could smell sweet perfume, meat and ocean. A ship. Sunny.

    “Home…” he whispered.

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    When Sanji contracts a dangerous illness, memories of past trauma are brought closer to the surface than he ever wished for. Thankfully, his crew has no plans of letting him weather the storm alone.

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    When Sanji is delivered as Germa's tribute to the court of Monkey D. Luffy, King of the Pirates, he goes with the unshakeable belief that he is being sent to his death. Instead of violence and cruelty, however, Sanji finds something much stranger among the Straw Hats: kindness, acceptance, and then, eventually, a family. And, with a certain swordsman, he may end up finding something else.

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    Robin props her chin in her hands and looks at him, eyes flickering across his smooth, unlined face, his perfectly blond hair now grown just past his shoulders and parted the other way. “You know, I said once that you would have a fascinating death someday.”

    Sanji can’t hold back his snort. “Guess you were wrong about that.”

    He looks away and chooses to stare off into the distance instead. Inhales, exhales. Inhales, exhales. Again and again and again. He isn’t expecting a response, so he’s surprised when Robin breaks the stillness settled around them.

    “No,” Robin says thoughtfully. “I don’t think I am.”

    As it turns out, his genetic mutations have long-lasting consequences.

    Or: Sanji, and everything that comes after.

     

    (Sanji Week Day 6: Future)

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    The sun has fully risen by now, all fog burned away in its light. Sanji tips his head back and stares at the clear blue sky. He doesn’t know much about himself, but he does know this:

    “I’d do a lot to be free.”

    “I know,” Luffy says. “That’s why you’re still here, isn’t it?”

    Sanji loses his memories. Some Strawhats deal with it better than others.

    (Sanji Week Day 3: Sacrifice)

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    Sanji shakes his head. “It wasn’t fair to ask that of you.”

    “Did you ever consider,” Nami says, “that you never needed to ask in the first place?”

    Four things Sanji learned as a child, and four things he didn’t.

    (Sanji Week Day 1: Childhood)

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    It’s a terrible, lovely thing that Zoro holds in his hands, Sanji’s red, red heart. And so Zoro counts each beat echoing across the space between them, his ears uniquely tuned to the sound, until it’s all he can hear. It’s the rhythm by which he measures his life, ever since the day he laid eyes on the cook of the floating restaurant in the East Blue. Beat by beat by beat.

    And still, Sanji asks. He gave Zoro his heart in every way except the way Zoro wants the most, and still, he has to ask.

    That night in Onigashima, Sanji trusted Zoro with his life. Or, maybe more accurately, his death. But then they leave Wano and Sanji’s still himself, so Zoro’s pretty sure that the promise he made will never come to pass.

    Things change when Sanji’s emotions start to slip away.

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    While on a simple supply run, Sanji finds himself ensnared in a deadly trap set by a sinister scientist from his past. Kidnapped and replaced by the corpse of a perfect clone, Sanji is left fighting for his life while his crewmates mourn his death. As Zoro grapples with his guilt and Luffy swears revenge, the Straw Hats set sail to find exactly who killed their cook and uncover the truth.

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    During Whole Cake Island, Judge forced Sanji to go through an operation in order to “fix” his failure. The success of the operation caused Sanji to gradually lose his emotions and free will until there was nothing left. His only purpose now is to be Luffy’s perfect soldier.

    After Onigashima, the crew discovers the truth behind Sanji’s strange behaviour and is determined to save him.

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    Sanji loses his emotions, but he has his crew who, of course, want to save him.

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    Technology is always advancing, and scientists are never satisfied with failure. Sanji really should have thought about that before he came back.

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    Basically sanji gets experimented on before the wedding. They try to fix their failure. It's more successful than Sanji is willing to admit. Cue repression and concerned crew mates.

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    If there was one thing Zoro couldn't stand, it was Sanji and his stupid perfect life.
    The blonde, in addition to being rich and multilingual, cooked divinely and excelled in his grades.
    However, a strange event leads Zoro to get closer and notice that Sanji's life was far from the perfection it seemed.

     

    Warnings: Heavy topics will be covered such as anxiety, depression, panic attacks and suicide.

    English is not my native language, so I had to rely on translators to help me.

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    “Sanji,” Nami repeats again, and Sanji swallows past the words still trying to come out as she reaches out and gently takes his arm with a delicate hand, “maybe… maybe this is less about what Zoro is doing, and more about what you’re feeling?”

    He pauses, staring at her with wide eyes, and he can’t help the way the blood starts to rush in his ears.

     

    Or, five times Zoro kisses Sanji, and the one time Sanji kisses Zoro.

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    When Sanji comes into school with a broken arm, Zoro dutifully signs the cast: a shit sketch of a sword, nestled between Luffy’s bright red straw hat and Usopp’s mechanical sketches. Beneath their ink, someone has drawn this huge pink spiral. Zoro finishes and looks up, sees that Sanji is looking right back at him. Zoro feels his face open, he can’t control his expression. He feels, with a sick jolt to his gut just like that day at the foot of the dojo stairs, helpless.

    When Zoro tells Mihawk he wants to spend more time at the dojo, Mihawk is pleased. Zoro works harder, stays later at kendo practice, runs every morning, lifts weights until his arms shake the whole day through. And still Sanji comes to school bruised, hunched, pale.

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    Modern AU. The biggest fight of Zoro's life turns out to be something he can't fight back against at all.

    Set in the same universe as 'The Night Shift' but can be read as a standalone.

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    • 17 Feb 2024

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      ... this is like that one particular Johnlock fic I adored and loved

      “We should leave,” he says.
      Sanji hums, takes another drag of his cigarette.
      “No. Leave town.” As he says it, Zoro feels the rightness of it. That drag of feeling, that pull, the new current of his life. “It’s a shithole. No one has to know. Neither of us give a shit about school and you can cook and I can train anywhere. We should just get the fuck out.”

      In the end, Sanji looks away. “You trying to whisk me away, cretin?” he asks.
      And Zoro thinks, What else am I supposed to do?

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    A ghost! A possession! The Straw Hats search a haunted mansion for treasure, and Sanji proceeds to have a very not so good time.

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    “I just don’t feel like myself.” Sanji still hadn’t taken a drag from the cigarette between the fingers holding onto the railing at his sides.

    The cool breeze that tousled Sanji’s hair now blew cigarette smoke in the opposite direction of Zoro. He brought the bottle of sake to his lips once more.

    “No kidding.” Zoro watched the cigarette turn to ash. “Considering you’re even talking about this with me.”

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    “Satoru?” The word rings, fuzzy in his ears as it whines like tinnitus, familiar and heart stopping.

    ‘I’m dead.’ He can’t even hear his own thoughts over the loudness of the world, staggering where he stands, eyes still fixated on the sky, on the sun. ‘I’m dead, I died, I felt my heart stop, this can’t be, it can’t-’

    “Hey,” it comes again, a little more urgent than before, a little closer, another hammer to his ears and all the noise shrieking behind his eyes. He recoils hard enough to go stumbling as a hand reaches for him, covered in flesh rather than empty bone, tan and recognizable. Unbelievable.

    There’s something wet trickling from his nose. Bile stings on the back of his tongue. The words dissolve into the rest of the white noise as he stares up at the blue of the sky, and tries to remember if he’d ever had a hallucination as bright as this.

    ‘I have to be dead,’ he thinks. Somehow, he isn’t.

    Or: Gojo Satoru goes back in time. He makes a couple of changes for the better.

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    Because the universe hates him, out of all the weird Devil Fruits out there, Sanji gets hit by one that’s absolutely laughable. Of course. A Devil Fruit power that doesn’t allow you to smile? What kind of shitty, ridiculous power is that?

    It’s funny, until it isn’t.

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    A certain mission brings Xavier and the rest of the Forsaken Light in Los Pecados, all to meet with a certain man they believe might be able to assist them in their journey. However, the Rogue Appraiser will not be persuaded so easily.

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    Five times Todoroki Shouto tries (and fails) to take care of Bakugou Katsuki, and the one (first) time he succeeds.

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    “Oh. I mean.” Denji shrugs. “Gotta make money, ya know,” he pinches his fingers together, giving Aki a sleazy grin. “Like I said. It’s not like I actually did it- I’m not gay, like I said-”

    “Denji, that’s not the point. It doesn’t matter that they were dudes, it doesn’t really matter if you’re gay or not, it matters that you were a kid. You still are a kid. And they were adults they should’ve-” What? Protected him? Helped him? Not asked for services?

    He could list all those things, and he can already imagine Denji’s indifferent expression, a shrug, or a thumbs-up (that stupid thumbs-up) as he remarks: well, still gotta make money somehow, right?

    Denji understands that activities are legal, or illegal.

    Aki isn’t entirely sure if Denji realizes there’s a moral scale that differentiates them, as well.

     

    Aki hates learning new things about Denji.

    Aki thinks a lot about Denji.

    About how Denji is a mistake.
    About how thinking too much about Denji is the bigger mistake.
    (an entire fic whose dialogue depends on denji, who's unaware he's trauma dumping, and aki, who never asked)

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