11 Bookmarked Items in So relatable it hurts
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Max opens his mouth and then closes it, looking away. What he did during last year was work his ass off and try to not give in to it. What he has done today - this weekend, in fact - is exactly the opposite. Working himself sick, pushing himself to exhaustion - it worked, for a while. Now it just feels like he’s drowning.
or: Max doesn't allow himself to accept the possibility that he might need help. Gianpiero, once again, is a good man.
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- Part 3 of sing him praises.
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Nobody told him how addicted the human mind can get to pain. From the sore muscles after pushing yourself too hard. From the clench of the stomach when you’ve not had enough to eat. From the blade that brings some sick sense of control.
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- Part 3 of F1 Driver/Driver
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"Charles, what’s up?"
There was a brief pause on the other end, followed by a shaky exhale. "I'm sorry, I know it's late. Or early. I just..." Charles trailed off, his voice strained. "It's Max. He’s gone."
"Gone?" Daniel sat up sharply, "What do you mean 'gone'?"
"From his place in Monaco. He left a note and I can’t read most of it ‘cause it’s in Dutch but it’s bad, Dan. It’s bad and I don’t know who to call."-=-
Max's never had to cope before, it's just something that's always happened. Until it doesn't, and he can't.
Ft. the effects of being raised like a champion racehorse, friends that make you realise there's more to life than this and a hard reality check.
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the big picture's gone, replaced with visions of you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
07 Jun 2023
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“No, no, I’m good! I’m fine! I’ve been super safe with everything. I think I’m just…,” Max trailed off, searching for the word. “Whatever the opposite of homesick is. But I’m also that. Like I’m both? I’m not sure. I’m sorry. I’m fine, though.”
The pack struggles their way through the pandemic and its disruption of the 2020 season, but one of its members is struggling a bit more than the others. From living on his own to suddenly living with his whole pack, join Max as he works through bad habits and learns to let himself be loved.
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- Part 2 of a whole lifetime of waiting for you
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Max Verstappen is a mystery to Lewis. Between his long sleeves, anxious demeanour, and intolerable father Lewis finds himself watching over him. That being said the last thing Lewis expected is a call from the hospital on Max’s behalf.
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Max has never felt so alone in his life, well that’s not quite true. He’s always been alone.
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Max arrives in Monaco in the middle of the night. He's not sure Daniel will even want to see him.
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Heart-wrenching, oh my lord I’m crying so hard
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You don’t know you’re lost, till you’re found by Giraffe500
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF, Motorsport RPF
12 Aug 2022
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Daniel’s unconditional love for Max <3
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- Part 34 of F1 Oneshots :)
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Max has been struggling a lot since Daniel broke up with him eleven months ago. Everything changes when Daniel's mom texts him a few days before the Australian Grand Prix. There was something big Daniel hadn't told Max. Their daughter.
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- Part 289 of Complete Works
- Part 47 of Formula 1 Fics
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after the disaster that was the 2022 brazilian grand prix, max verstappen has never felt more alone.
his friends wish they had noticed something sooner.
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Max would rather endure this suffocating feeling than have his boyfriend be concerned about him when, really, he was fine.
or: Max has a bad day, and he and Charles try their best to find their way through it.
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