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If you ever see me spelling a word in English wrong… no viste nada cabron, estoy cansada y se me fue una pinche H no es el fin del mundo

Nothing gets me more inspired to write than a job I'm supposed to be doing.

a nihilistic disciple era shen jiu learning how to hope again with an infinitely curious, human-loving tianlangjun

sj being spiteful, and showing tlj all the fucked up things humanity has done and can be capable of--always challenging, questioning, and contradicting the fanciful raving tlj is prone to do. "why are you so interested in humans? we despise your kind, we kill your kind, and we most certainly kill our own. we destroy more than we care, and then take what is left for our own gain; what is there to love? we are a hopeless bunch"

tlj seeing all this, disheartened but quietly unsurprised. he has lived much longer than sj, and knows enough that sentient beings--demonic or not--are bound to commit atrocities. he acknowledges sj's point, but also brings up the fact that good still exists. "if we were to only love things--and beings, stop giving me that look--that are wholly good, then how will we ever love? what in this world is actually pure? demons despise your kind too, we kill you and our own, and yet i love my brethren regardless. can i not do the same for humanity? can i not hold hope for change, for things to become better? how will this change come if i do not hope first?"

if i were to write this in fic form--99.99% chance i wont im sorry--each chapter would cover different ethical discourses, and have the two explore different philosophical stances. these guys are literature nerds, theyd be capable of it. AND, theyre also action prone characters, so theyre gonna get into a lottt of hijinks

ough i love tianjiu so much

oh im gonna end myself. sj trying to shatter all of tlj's love for humanity by showing him all the dark sides to it as a way to test him if tlj will love him inspite (and perhaps Because) of it all too

most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone

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UPDATE

one more chapter to go lol

please comment, i thrive on validation

Chapter 2

AND IT'S COMPLETE!

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@anachronismstellar for you dude!

Final Chapter!

Originally posted by mochiiku

I’M SCREAMINGGGG

Oh this is so so awesome thank you so much for choosing my prompt!!! <3

yesssss I’m gonna devour this before bed time *happy dance*